bad management

      A management that made me totally gave up on... Army in Singapore is really f**k-up organisation... The management is really idiotic... they simply change their mind... their schedule whenever they like... eating our OFF and making me changes my plans...

      Suppose to meet up with my group of friends on MON... but a sudden call back to driving almost ruin my day... Thankfully, there is enough CSOs... Jx willing to substitute me & Dz drive my vehicle... only then, HengGee allow me to go... Thanks Jx & Dz... Love ya...

      My driving lessons almost took a knock... suppose to take lessons on WED & Thurs... now... i change to Thurs & FRI... and must make sure my instructor have slots... but he doesnt sound happy... when i need to change my circuit lesson... i almost had to pay even if i didn't go... if he couldn't find replacement.. Thankfully he does... but... haiz... still i wonder how SAT going to be... my test... since this week doesn't look bright...

Appeal

      Still recovering from my fatique after doing guards on THURS. My second guard duty in May... This time round, i do it with a group of good friends. My detail consist of my buddy and best friend... Dingze & JiuHsiang... while my guard com is my good friend since BMT days... Teerong... Hence this guard was one of the better guards i did. Remember? i go for emotional than quantity... If my guard duty is with great pals... i wouldn't grumble that much... haha... stupid me? You bet...

      I had just sent an appeal on application to NTU. This time round, i get my god-sis Eunice to assist me due to her command in english and experience in all these adminstration stuff... Its just too bad that i had to edit it due to the 50-words limit set by NTU. Hope my editing will not affect the essence of the letter. Its great to have friends... We all need friends, do we? Alright, you might think that i am getting mushy and crappy here... but hey, its from the bottom of my heart, ok?

      Next week supposed to have a week off but unfortunately, i had to return to drive vehicle to 9SIG due to the change of arrangement in the admin side. Its rather last minute and i did grumble as i do afraid that my plans with my ex-thpz friends will be affected. i don't like to create troubles to people due to me. Though can't help it, i still don't like the feeling... but thankfully, HengGee allow me to me go off early once i finish my job. Hence compromise from both side and hopefully everything go well...

tickle.com test

      Wee Liang, your true color is Yellow!

      You're yellow, the color of joy and energy — two things
      you definitely bring to everyone around you.
      It's hard for anyone to be sad or lonely in your presence;
      your sunny disposition and cheery outlook just won't allow it.
      The warmth of your personality shines through in the kindness

      you show friends and family (and strangers, too).
      Always ready with a lighthearted joke or heartfelt compliment,
      you know how to make people feel good about themselves,
      so they can't get enough of you. Yellow is a warm and
      inviting color for a warm and inviting person — you!

M:I:3

      Watch Mission Impossible 3 this morning with JH & XY... Not a bad show... first time watch MI's series... Maggie Q is really gorgeous... Jonathan Rhys Meyers & Tom Cruise was dashing... its a really good-looking group... The show is filled with action as well... *Applause*

      Its been a long time since i met up with the rest... Vivian, Weiliang, Xinyi, Jiahui and all the loveable aunties... Hmm... am i really slimmed down again? i thought i now had a tummy? Each time they see me, they will commented that i slim down again... hey, i am thinking of going for my tummy-removal plan... time to build up exercise again...

      Time to go for my first driving lesson after the ROC le...

fool again

      Never take any of your friends for granted... it may be too late when you start to realise it...

      Never take them for granted... they may stick to you till you find them irritating... you may feel that you do not need to give them any special attention... they will still be there for you... if you have any thoughts of that... though you may not realise... you are wrong... when the times come and they disappear from your life... that is when you will regret for not treating well enough in the first place... but everything will be too late... am i taken for granted too?

      i had thought that i had finally thought it through but guess, i am wrong again... all these while, i keep telling myself to take things easy... telling myself that i am just over-suspicious... think too much... etc etc... but i couldn't seems to control my emotions when i'm all alone... when all the thoughts ran through my mind... i simply couldn't sleep... too many things to worry...

      And its a really terrible feelings to have... trying to sleep yet couldn't... trying not to think at all... but your mind keep functioning... and the next day? haha... guess what... its Guard Duty... its not i don't want to rest... but i simply couldn't...

      When i am all alone... i would suddenly felt my eyes turned teary... and soon it starts to flow... its not easy to explain how i feel... i used to think i could... but all of sudden... i felt that no one can understand me... and i given up explaining my feelings...

      Guess what... haha... i am crying now... haha... how can it be right? ridiculus... but... haha... i don't know... i'm just stupid... i guess i am a sick person... haha.... i going crazy... tears keeps rolling... the wound is opening up... the heart is falling apart... our time together will be over soon... not going to see them when June ends... no more suffering for them... as for me... God knows...

      Anyway, these week nothing special... setting up vehicles back... oh... i was worried sick when i heard that kh & dz got caught... all i could do was hope that they are find as i try to reach dz... i was at sentry alone... but was slightly relieved to hear that they are ok... but still it make me more awake... cant go to sleep... even if i am really really tired... end up talking to Jx who took over me at sentry...

      Being persuaded to sleep... i went to guard rm... and kh & dz ask me to rest and they will settle the things... managed to catch some sleep only then... These week only good news is... my good friend, Jocelyn getting married... So happy for her...

DECEMBER BABY

This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible...
better than all of these other months!
Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything.
Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations.
Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand.
Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know.
Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken.
Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind.
Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke.
Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind.
Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.
Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person.
Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds.
Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up.
Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions.
Takes time to recover when hurt.
Sensitive.

router's trouble

      Yesterday was the polling day... No surprises... but almost did... In Aljunied GRC, WP came fiercely with 40%+ votes... Other GRCs & SMCs also did show that opposing party is gaining support... In future elections, i forsee WP to grow stronger than ever...

      Spend whole day doing my router connection... Getting rather fustrated as i couldn't solve the problem and had to wait for Dz's call... i was woken up twice in the morning as early as 8am... i slept late the previous night, you see? Then i sit in front of the computer trying to solve the problem... but yet facing regular asking on "still cannot ah?" & "can use the pc anot?"... If you guys can do it... then do it lar... don't wake me up and when i start to solve... keep bugging me...

      *sigh* a week back from Taiwan... still have a little bit of missing there... especially the 7-eleven... More variety, lower price... Simply great.. But these days... i'm gaining weight... In Taiwan, i keep eating... in Singapore... at home... i also non-stop eating... Now i had a huge tummy le... haha...

      Terence's recommendation of Char Kway Teow wasn't that bad... though it was suppose to be better... Uncle had his bad day i guess... so it did not meet Terence, Dz and Jq's expectation... but to me... it still have the unique... old-school taste... its nice...

      The highlights of the week should be the badminton sessions... but it ended with a 'bang'... haha... i was hit 'Bull's eye' right on my eyes... its really pain at the moment & i need awhile to recover... seeing black ring around my eyeball... haha... whole day with uneasiness... But not to worry, i'd recovered le...

the NTU reject

      Finally, i received my letter from NTU one day after my arrival in Singapore... But as i expected, i'm being rejected... though under my expectation, i still somehow feel really sad and disappointed... But glad my good friend Jx had been accepted to his course in NTU... now i must start to think what to study and where to study le...

      Been feeling rather sian... rather than the disappointment... it seems that i had alot of thing to do too... like scheduling of driving lessons before my TP this month... my dental appointment... and it all had to be settled this month... planning of my study also... Rather stressed this days... but keep myself occupied...

      Health is still recovering from diarrhoea that pester me for almost 2 days... one of the worst diarrhoea i ever had... But look at the brighter side... i'm recovering, isn't it?

      My gameplay also been affected with the return of my sister... not another one who going to snatch my gameplaying schedule... being born in a big family... everything had to be shared... but i just feel so sian that i can't control my own playing time... i had to change for their sake...

safe 'n' sound

      Seeing this post means all but one thing... i'm BACK... in one piece definitely... emotions filled my heart when i step back the shore... Everything seems to be unexplainable... i felt so good to be back in Singapore yet... i will miss those times in Taiwan...

      i gained experience driving and siting as a passenger in ROC... deploying outfield was special... those times i'll never forget too... it is those cold weather... i felt the warmth in bonds...

      Spend my rest of the ROC days with another group of friends... and had a total new experience... a more commercial kind... try lots of local food... saw the famous 'Bin Lang Xi Si'... Apart from hiccups from the Army side... the overall experience is still memorable...

      At times, i do feel disappointment emotionally but yet i learnt alot... and gained alot... hence i'm not complaining... but it's really good to be back... too...

zuo you wei nan

      i struggle and struggle... i ask myself again and again... it is not an easy decision to make... but for the sake of you... for the sake of me... i made this stupid decision... Zui Hou De Teng Ai, Shi Shou Fang Kai... Bu Zai Rang Ni Zuo You Wei Nan Le...

      i am not having a great time last week... i get fustrated easily... i get moody easily... i simply cant control my mood anymore... my gastric & stomach is weaker now with the fact that i felt like puking last week again... and i did, in fact... but who cares... i suspect myself suffering from depression... Thanks TeeRong & the specs for caring and letting me sleep in their bunk when my bunk is loud...

      i was hoping to settle my problem before going ROC... but somehow... my hopes were dashed... on TUE night, i would be leaving... and i may not be back... it all depends on what the someone above wants... i no longer yearn for safety nor scared of danger in ROC... i will not explain why i feel so, but it no longer hold any importance in my heart...

      Congrats to HangMing for getting into NUS, he deserves the place... For me? still yet to receive any notification from NTU... Don't think i will know if i get in unless i made it back to Singapore in late April... Till then, Take care my friends...

      Dedicated to Dz: Zuo You Wei Nan