You should pick your Zen Friend

      You know who we're talking about — the person who always has their head on straight, who can sound reasonable even in the most unreasonable of times, and who makes you calmer just by standing in the same room as you. Whether you've known them all your life or recently met them in yoga class, there's just something about this calming companion that made you realize from the very beginning you wanted them in your life.

      This highly evolved, kind, caring, and soothing sidekick has a contagiously peaceful presence. Their grounding influence and nurturing heart give you a spiritual boost you don't easily find with others. The two of you share an appreciation for individual expression that makes any time a perfect time to spend together. Ommm!

Scalded Last Outfield

      I quietly cried a little... no, not due to the scalded wrist... but the concern i received from all... Not only my buddy... but the whole node... This happens outfield... They all bring me to the medic down the hill, share their food with me... i'm really touched... its painful but i decided not to tell them that... as in my heart... their care did ease the pain and i don't want them to worry... Luckily Dz was around to attend to my needs as it is kind of inconvenient to use one hand to work... so Thanks Buddy... Anyway, went to see a doctor & its recovering... Hence, no worries...

      With World Cup kicking off... Germany's match marks my first WC Full match... first time watch with friends through net... Watched ENG match with Dz & Jq... nice experience though we were not treated to a good performance by ENG... The Underdogs lived up to their names in this world cup... CRC, CIV, T&T all perform pretty well... though only T&T managed to snatch a point from SWE...

      My mood had been improving... after talks & outing with Dz and people... so don't worry about me suffering from depression again... as i promise i will try not to went into the situation... as i know you guys will be worry & do care about me... erm... right? haha...

Great Times

      My PC have too many minor problems le... haha.. thanks Dingze for helping me and acting as an advisor, technician, IT assistant... etc etc... Finally get a sound card & a RAM from Dz... hoping to improve my PC's condition... Though i had not yet installed as last night came home to late... and i still need a disc for my sound card from Dz...

      Yesterday mood was a little dampened after the Paradiz Center's Lan gaming was smaller now and the conditions of the pc making us all 'pek chek' and it really waste alot of time... but at least there is a turning point... We went to the building beside it... Parklane? Not sure... and we enjoy great time... FIFA 2005... haha... 4 person... 2v2... its really, really fun...

     We had friendly competition... Me & Jack Vs Dingze & Jianqiang... and it turn out that me & Jack were the better ones *clear throats*... haha... 4 wins... but i must give credits to the opponents... they had greater possession and just unlucky to not having all goals conveted... it ignite the passion for FIFA within us... i'm sure this is not the only time we play together... Let's play again...

      Like Dz said... they will come back stronger & not let us win... Bring It On, baby~!

inhumane

      Guess i am not that inhuman after all... Alright, i did hate him for making my life miserable... i did hate him for making me feel so insecure with my buddy... i did hate him for making my buddy treating me not as good as before... i did hate him taking away my everything... but still... i tried to help him? haha... guess i'm a fool isn't it?

      No matter how much i hate him for... he is still my buddy good friend or best friend... and still i couldn't help but jealous... haha.. AGAIN?!!! that my buddy care for him... but what to do... he is my buddy's good friend what... For my buddy, i am willing to let go some hatred and try to help him... Just for my buddy... Hmm... i had been trying hard to earn my trust & assurance from my buddy... though i still get none... hmm... assurance, i mean...

      i'm not that inhuman... i still care for him as he is still a person... a comrade... a ex-friend of mine? or maybe i still treat him as friend ba... its not that i'm cold blooded... whoever know me well, know this fact... Whenever i tried to give in abit... i saw things i did not wish to see... Jealousy, petty-ness... anger filled me again... blocking all the thoughts of reconcile...

      Now that he is feeling better, i can also relax awhile... too many people falling sick... IPPT is indeed tough... my buddy Dz... Terence both weakened by IPPT... my good pal, Jx also down with fever... Hope all recovering soon...

emOtions, Guo Min

      Dui Bu Qi Wo Ai Ni... the atmosphere in the room is now filled with lots of emotions & love... We came into the room with some duets and did some credible job on those songs... two guys... what do you expect? But things changed when he sing Joi Chua's Dui Bu Qi Wo Ai Ni... I simply quiet down and listen to him attentively... something went wrong within me...

      When he belted another solo effort, Guo Min by Rainee Yang... my body became slightly numbed... i felt somehow a little pressurize too... haha... as i felt that suddenly he sing with 'gan dong du' while my singing detoriates... haha... so when i sing the next song after Guo Min... my body starts to numb and my heartbeat goes faster... yes... i don't know why but i simply goes emotional... very emotional indeed...

      i tried to relax myself... but when he started to sing Hui Jia... i'm moved to tears... CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? this is the first time i went KTV with a friend and he can moved me... yes... Fabian may possess a great voice... but still i never moved to tears by him, yet... Now this person holds the record of the only guy to make me cry while listen to him sing... and he is.... none other person than my buddy, Dingze.... Dingze... you are simply great... powered up with your rendition of Guo Min & Dui Bu Qi Wo Ai Ni...

      During the week, i am shocked and disappointed at some news about my buddy... but soon i got over it... and he had long reinstated his position as my idol... someone i really look up to...

      i'm really weak after ippt... time to rest... to recover from the cold i get on TUE...

not fairytale

      Dream don't always come true... as it is for me... after so many hiccups over the week... today... as usual, i couldn't produce a hatrick by passing my driving... Mun & Weiliang pass earlier this week. Its just a bad day at a bad timing... blame no one but myself, i guess...

      Its likely that due to my diet getting heaty recently, i had a slight irritating pain ard my ear area... its rather annoying... This morning, i noticed that i left my photos in bunk... and my right eye was somehow very itchy... it became red while i try to put on my contact lens... in the end? i wore specs for my test...

      It didn't went too well for my test... Made mistakes in circuit... the previous time i perfect it, remember? its devastating... today's mistake counts is more than last time... though i reduce my previous faults... Feeling a little dejected when i did not receive my buddy's wishes... but i guess, as usual, he was sleeping... was upset & a little angry at first... but soon after a long walk (abt 3-4 bus stops) from NYP to AMK Industrial... my tears went dry and feeling tired...

      If not for the encouragement from Dingze & JiuHsiang... i may still be down and grumbling or... even gave up on driving... I did had that kind of thoughts... but not anymore... Thanks guys...

bad management

      A management that made me totally gave up on... Army in Singapore is really f**k-up organisation... The management is really idiotic... they simply change their mind... their schedule whenever they like... eating our OFF and making me changes my plans...

      Suppose to meet up with my group of friends on MON... but a sudden call back to driving almost ruin my day... Thankfully, there is enough CSOs... Jx willing to substitute me & Dz drive my vehicle... only then, HengGee allow me to go... Thanks Jx & Dz... Love ya...

      My driving lessons almost took a knock... suppose to take lessons on WED & Thurs... now... i change to Thurs & FRI... and must make sure my instructor have slots... but he doesnt sound happy... when i need to change my circuit lesson... i almost had to pay even if i didn't go... if he couldn't find replacement.. Thankfully he does... but... haiz... still i wonder how SAT going to be... my test... since this week doesn't look bright...

Appeal

      Still recovering from my fatique after doing guards on THURS. My second guard duty in May... This time round, i do it with a group of good friends. My detail consist of my buddy and best friend... Dingze & JiuHsiang... while my guard com is my good friend since BMT days... Teerong... Hence this guard was one of the better guards i did. Remember? i go for emotional than quantity... If my guard duty is with great pals... i wouldn't grumble that much... haha... stupid me? You bet...

      I had just sent an appeal on application to NTU. This time round, i get my god-sis Eunice to assist me due to her command in english and experience in all these adminstration stuff... Its just too bad that i had to edit it due to the 50-words limit set by NTU. Hope my editing will not affect the essence of the letter. Its great to have friends... We all need friends, do we? Alright, you might think that i am getting mushy and crappy here... but hey, its from the bottom of my heart, ok?

      Next week supposed to have a week off but unfortunately, i had to return to drive vehicle to 9SIG due to the change of arrangement in the admin side. Its rather last minute and i did grumble as i do afraid that my plans with my ex-thpz friends will be affected. i don't like to create troubles to people due to me. Though can't help it, i still don't like the feeling... but thankfully, HengGee allow me to me go off early once i finish my job. Hence compromise from both side and hopefully everything go well...

tickle.com test

      Wee Liang, your true color is Yellow!

      You're yellow, the color of joy and energy — two things
      you definitely bring to everyone around you.
      It's hard for anyone to be sad or lonely in your presence;
      your sunny disposition and cheery outlook just won't allow it.
      The warmth of your personality shines through in the kindness

      you show friends and family (and strangers, too).
      Always ready with a lighthearted joke or heartfelt compliment,
      you know how to make people feel good about themselves,
      so they can't get enough of you. Yellow is a warm and
      inviting color for a warm and inviting person — you!

M:I:3

      Watch Mission Impossible 3 this morning with JH & XY... Not a bad show... first time watch MI's series... Maggie Q is really gorgeous... Jonathan Rhys Meyers & Tom Cruise was dashing... its a really good-looking group... The show is filled with action as well... *Applause*

      Its been a long time since i met up with the rest... Vivian, Weiliang, Xinyi, Jiahui and all the loveable aunties... Hmm... am i really slimmed down again? i thought i now had a tummy? Each time they see me, they will commented that i slim down again... hey, i am thinking of going for my tummy-removal plan... time to build up exercise again...

      Time to go for my first driving lesson after the ROC le...