curtains drawn

      The results is out... and i only managed to get 3 prediction right. Li Nanxing, Boon Hui Lu & Huang Yiliang win convincingly... Hong Huifang was not bad... though i thought Constance could win. Ivy wasn't that great in the show... Ann Kok was so much better... but guess i could do nothing. Weilian's fans' spending power was once again showed as he beat Elvin to it. Actually nothing surprising... Kym Ng seems to be underated after failing to win the host award this year. But at least she is back with the Top 10 award. Adrian was great though he lost in the Best Actor to Nanxing...

      The most shocking results to me after seeing the full results online is the absence of many top artiste in the Top 10 category. Jacelyn Tay, Terence Cao & Hanwei was the few surprised exclusion. Gurmit Singh don't really deserves to be there. But since the emergence of many up-and-coming new stars like Elvin & Felicia... i shouldn't be surprised that much when big names out of the list. Thankfully Julian didn't win despite leading in the top 10 awards since the voting begins...

      Anyway... will go and watch the video before commenting of the night... haha.... By the way, ARSENAL drew with Chelsea... a commendable results with many big names missing in the Emirates camp. All the best.. hehe...

star awards 2006

      Annual Star Awards will be telecast LIVE tomorrow on Channel 8. So its time for my prediction this year. haha... i became not that active in watching local television compared to years ago, but i still managed to watch a few episode or a few series... so my prediction should still be ok? My BOLD Predictions:

Best Actor : Adrian Pang (or maybe Li Nanxing)
Best Actress : Ann Kok (or Jesseca Liu)
Best Supporting Actor : Huang Yi Liang (or Adam if mediacorp wan to groom him)
Best Supporting Actress : Constance Song
Best Variety Show Host : Kym Ng
Most Popular Newcomer : Elvin Ng
Young Talent Award : Kyle Chan Xing Yu (or Boon Hui Lu)

      Had been watching Ella's new show, Hana-Kimi with Wu Zhun (from Fahrenheit)... its really nice... some parts of the show reflects my feelings & my life... i wouldn't say identical... but its definitely similar... she was once gigantic... but for love & idol, she slim down and became a fast runner, even FASTER than the guys... i was once a fat ass but after slimming down for some reasons... though not the FASTEST runner... but at least my running had been improved too...

      Wasn't feeling so good these days... as the day is coming... and will it be a disappointment or will it be a day i dreamt for...? i had no idea... and there is a part of me feeling jealous seeing that particular picture in his profile... yet i never made it to his profile... never once... its saddening... but i have to admit it... he is his good/close friend... and may be closer than i do... i have to learn to feel content... its just me...

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      To say that i am not tired, its will be nonsense... i am really very TIRED... Feeling the stress piling up over the tight schedule & my inability at my work place... i felt that i am really lack of experience, lack of knowledge & i am definitely someone FAR TOO SLOW... i must admit... i am someone with reactions slow... is it due to age? im aging... HELP ME~! haha... i was so disappointed that i was not trusted at my workplace and was insist to verify my finding... but guess he will never trust anyone than himself...

      Glad to hear that Jx had finish his exam... Now... with that day coming... i wonder if i could have my wish fufiled... having my buddy & him around with me on that day... haha... Kinda wish him... and its always been my wish to be with my buddy & him on this particular day... to see if my dreams can come true... we shall wait & see...

      Had been watching Ella's new show, Hana-Kimi with Wu Zhun (from Fahrenheit)... its really nice... some parts of the show reflects my feelings & my life... i wouldn't say identical... but its definitely similar... she was once gigantic... but for love & idol, she slim down and became a fast runner, even FASTER than the guys... i was once a fat ass but after slimming down for some reasons... though not the FASTEST runner... but at least my running had been improved too...

      Wasn't feeling so good these days... as the day is coming... and will it be a disappointment or will it be a day i dreamt for...? i had no idea... and there is a part of me feeling jealous seeing that particular picture in his profile... yet i never made it to his profile... never once... its saddening... but i have to admit it... he is his good/close friend... and may be closer than i do... i have to learn to feel content... its just me...

status: offline

      After so many weeks of tough work... Finally, get to see my buddy... and my GMT friends... i totally enjoyed with the letter 'E'... haha... i missed him so much... i missed the GMT action... but last weekend, i got back all i missed... yeah~! enjoy so so much... With him back, i'm more secured... WE STAND TOGETHER

      My mood have been hitting quite low recently... resulting me not appearing online... even if i did, i would be 'offline'... Just don't felt so alone... and want to be quiet down more... hence appearing online will sadden me more... but no worries... its just a short period of moodiness... now that with my buddy back... i'm recovering...

      As all close friends of mine would know, my life is a little affected with my current job... the uncertainty of study or work next year adds into my woes... felt pretty alone these days... hence resulting in getting moody... Work stress piled up as i no longer sit back and relax... time for me to improve...

      Hence i really need to wind off during my rest days... and recently started to watch my diet a little... and exercise a little more... i'm getting fatter... time to slim down... haha (fine.. i'd been saying that all year round)...

cliive's condition

      Many of us is concern about Cliive's condition after hearing the news from Kelvin that he suffered some illness in his brain... Thankfully, everything is ok... maybe abit ugly...

WL: How's Cliive? That day, you went?
YD: Ya i went... he okay lar... still can talk c**k..
         but the cut in the head quite erxin... coz he abit botak
WL: He actually wat happen?
YD: but he ok lar 90% recover liao...
         he say got gastric... then faint n hit the ground
         flat ground... then blood clot liao... freak accident
WL: Wah! Gastric till faint... that's serious...i nv gastric till faint b4
         but glad he ok...

      Above is a short conversation via MSN with Mr Yongda... This incident, we learn one thing... either don't skip meals till gastric or... DON'T FAINT WHEN GASTRIC... haha... but thankfully everything is alright for Mr Cliive... Take care Cliive...

      After weeks (felt like months).. i finally going to meet my buddy... and friends... so long never see him... hehe... miss him lor... but enjoy alot... how much sins will you commit to see your buddy? hmm... for me... it doesn't matter if i eat alot sinful food during my trim&fit programme... as long as i enjoy the companion with my buddy... and jack jack (don't say i too favortism) also lar.. hehe...

* Previous post "so so sad" was accidentally deleted..

when is your birthday?

      Get this from Email.... kinda true on me... anyone interested can sms me or msn me or whichever way... i will email you guys...

DECEMBER BEAUTY...
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking
Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive
in everything. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,
though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,
yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to
delay. Choosy and always wants the best.

toddlers

      a newborn can really light up the life of everyone... when i received the news that Jocelyn had just gave birth... i hope i could make up time to visit her yesterday... its ok... at least i made it today... haha... thankfully its my off day today... Anyway.. the baby is simply CUTE~!

      Named Javier... the character of a Scopio... and only today, i realised this is the Year of the Dog... haha... his little action resemble any adults... he shivers... he yawn... he opened then closed his eyes, like a person who refuse to wake up... and he cuddles... haha... that is so cute... so happy for Joceyln & Kelvin... and most importantly... Jocelyn had a smooth process of giving birth... and health has been improving...

      What a day... i spent my whole morning... traveling to the hospital and staying with the new-promoted parents... Having chats... its been quite some time since we met up... guess since June... haha... but can see the happiness surroundings the couple... with Kelvin 'promoting' that his baby is the cutest baby... haha... but true enough... Javier was indeed cute...

vivo city

      after months of going separate ways... i finally get to meet kek, terence, kokhong and kang at Vivo City... first time went shopping there... went once with Jack & Dz only... for dinner... anyway... its been a great time...

      Due to kokhong falling sick and missed school the previous day, terence & him talked about their project which was due on TUE the whole day... haha... and Kang maintained his shape with kek improving alot... no longer that plump cake le... hehe.. now more lean le... its quite obvious.. and motivate me to start soon... hehe... but work is tiring ok?

      its such a good time we spent together... missed them alot... especially Jiu Hsiang... but guess he is not preparing for his exam... all the best to whoever invovled in the upcoming exam period... JIAYOU le...

fated coincidence

      is it coincidence or fate? i suddenly feel my handphone will have sms... so i went to my room and take... the whole day no sms... so i thought i'm thinking too much... just as i set my phone down... an sms came...

      its none other than Dz... so how should i view this case? haha... anyway.. having a huge headache aft that incident... Mr sito... as you wished i posted one more negative post le.. instead of hiding it up...

hidden wounds

      its been a long time since i felt so down... All these while.. i keep finding ways to hide my upset... find ways to forget all the sadness... find ways to be happy... from watching smile pasta... playing games... to music therapy... i guess its been rather successful... at least i can control and not blog about any unhappiness...

      But somehow... i felt so uncontrollably down now... maybe due to the incident just now... i cant feel the accomplishment even after my game... when it happened... my feelings returned... feelings that i thought had long forgotten... long recovered... i had been deceiving myself... all these while... i will never forget somethings that happened... i will never forgive people who hurt me...

      Choon siong, Zhengqiu, Shawn and Weiliang... four people from two different place... i had forgotten the hurt they gave me... the hatred i used to felt for them was gone... hence i naive-ly thought that... this time round, i could pick myself up again... but seems like... this time round... i couldn't forgive him... maybe the fact that all the above four lasted only a few months... and soon i never contact them... apart from Weiliang, i lost contact with all...

      The wounds still new... fresh from cuts... and occassional salts doesn't make me feel better... guess all along, the wounds was only covered by gaux and not healed with medication... how long will i take? i don't know... guess it could be one year... 2 years... or maybe forever...