selected

      Officially, i am selected as one of the performers for the charity event. Will upload the details of the event soon. Can't remember who are the patients too.

      Before i could sing Karen Mok's song, i was emailed and asked to sing "你是我心内的一首歌" instead, a duet between Lee Hom & Selina. Beautiful duets... a tough song for guys i guess. if you know the song, you would have noticed how much different Lee Hom need to sing with Selina as the main singer. Hence, i have lots to improve on! What's more, i am asked to have some simple movements with my fellow partner, Kelly.

      The audition went rather smooth. Juliet "passed" during the audition. And today, just checked my email to see that we had another song to learn - "Can't Smile Without You" by Barry Manilow. Its gonna be a ending song, i suppose, where the whole group of us singing and dance with the music.

      How would we fare? I totally had no idea! Here's song with the lyrics:

metrosexual: me?

      i kinda miss my life... sure, i am enjoying myself once awhile still. But hey, its kinda different from last time... or was it due to the fact that i am older now? lol. i do get tired more often than last time... i do feel that i am more lethargic but hey, i still want to enjoy!

      If someone wants to categorize me under metrosexual or a wannabe, i would admit right away! *laugh* why wouldn't i? Hey, who doesn't wanna look great and enjoy the compliments from people all around you? Even if i am not suave or drop-dead gorgeous (if there are people who describe guys as this), i would still want to look good in pictures! I would love to have all the memories of my youth or post-youth in photos and when i grow old, i still can sit on a rocking chair and think about my beautiful memories...

      Opening up my wardrobe, i realised that i have not been spedning on clothes like how i used to be. i had not been shopping for clothes... all my money have been spent on food & gatherings, recently... Not forgetting, i had a monthly insurance bills, thrice yearly school fees etc. But i am just glad to spend some on my singing lessons & facial. My face had been rather bad due to late night and not having enough rest... who to blame? no one! i can't be that discipline even though i love to... haha... i had to force myself for early rest i guess! since i don't like to be nag or forced by others! lol!

      Had been gaining lots of weights and have been complaining here and there. Have occassionally went for jogs but no much improvement though! No thanks to the lack of discipline in my food control! haha... I want to look good! i want to look great! i want to look SUPERB! and YES! i am a metrosexual!

what does 'blog' meant to me

      Its been a long time since i last sit down and do some decent posting. Alright, i guess i wasn't that enthusiastic in blogging anymore. This does not mean that i gave up my little space here. In fact, i do have plans of changing this blog outlook to a more simple one. Hoping that little maintenance is required and it can make me come back more often to post. Fine, i had to admit, i am lazy. *laugh*

      One of the main reason of not wanting to give up here is the fact that i can blog freely in both Chinese or English. Back in poly days, this little corner provide me with the space to share my views or at times, some rants... I have to thank blogger.com for improving my writtne english standard, back then. I passed the following year in 'O's as a private candidate. The only other web where my friend could see my articles was Yahoo! groups. Those were the days... *Smile* Sweet memories...

      After enrolling into National Service, i began to use Chinese language more often and listen to more Chinese songs, as compared to Poly days. Soon, my verbal Chinese is much better than my English (though this has always been the case before Poly). Working in a Chinese oriented department doesn't help much. I am not saying that it is bad for me to be eloquent in chinese. It is just that i am greedy and wanted the best of both world! *laugh*

      When i suffer huge blows in writing some posts in facebook.com, i had totally stopped my writing (apart from tweet or plurk). Now that i am back at 'Square 1". Personally, i do hope that i could have time to blog or motivated to come back and blog. =)

自选歌曲 Personal Selection

这也许是我Level 2的自选歌曲, 还未确定Charity Audition的歌曲。

我, 哭了

绵绵细雨 又在下了.
看着外面的街上又湿了
我一直等着你的归来，
才让屋里灯都亮着。
我就这样伤心地睡了，
这样压抑地醒了，
想着你要来了，
但可该变的都变了。

而孤独是什么 心冷又是什么
情是什么 而你是什么?
我不要再想了， 我已经倦了
我不想再唱了， 我已经哭了

我想陪你坐着，
我想听你说着，
我想知道我值得， 以为我们还爱着。
我把窗户都开着， 风也是凉的，
我一个人唱着歌， 声音也变成冷的。

而孤独是什么 心冷又是什么
情是什么 而你是什么?
我不要再想了， 我已经倦了
我不想再唱了， 我已经哭了

雨， 又在下了。

shOut Out

      I am wondering, how many of my friends are watching this little corner of mine.. or have all left my blogging world? I had to admit that i wasn't been hardworking enough to keep this blog update after having facebook & tweeter/plurk. It just that i haven't have the time or mood to sit down and post a long enough post for blog. If you are reading my post now, thanks... Please give me a shout out at the tagboard. Thanks in advance!

      Recently, have been busy with school work. Projects, assignments, labs etc... all the deadlines are drawing closer... i had became alot more busier after CNY. There was once where i merely slept or napped for 40mins in 2 days in preparation for a test. In the end, i guess i did not perform well enough. But yesterday, i was impressed by myself by finishing the whole assignment almost single handedly! There was a sense of acheivement... haha

      Mentioning about CNY - Chinese New Year aka Lunar New Year. I enjoyed this year's edition as more gatherings, mingling around etc. Its enjoyable and we took alot of photos... especially with my mother side's cousins... haha. Not to forget, our TABOO session was great... Best performer must be Clement. He is great! haha... Look forward to have more such session!!!

      K lar.. its late... i will update soon again =)

Mini Review 2009

     Its been a tough year for me... Juggling from school to work... to social life... Financially, i was a little strained... Due to the low pay, high expenses... To be honest, i did not spend much in the month of September through November. As my schedule was tight, i have little social time or shopping time. But i am glad that in 2009, i got myself some vocal training. Unfortunately, it is most likely coming to an end in January due to my school term. Next semester will see my Monday, Thursday & Friday evenings being taken up. Despite a drop in results, i will try to bounce back next semester! Nevertheless, i guess i learnt more about my vocal through the trainings. Hence, even if i am forced to leave, i guess i will try to remember them... (if i could) *haha*

     So in 2009, what did i set myself to do? let's see...

Lose >10kg (last year not defined),

Continue to score in the next two semester,

Get to go abroad,

Have people around me happy,

Have at least one great event,

Stay happy in 2009.

     I failed to lose any weight and i gained a lot over the last few months. I am depress over this but i began some exercise recently, hope to get it going! =) "Get to go abroad" - I definitely met this aim by visiting, not once but twice, Taiwan! With two different group of friends & two differnt itinery, i got myself different experience all over Taiwan. And now, i can say i am more Taiwanese!

     4th on my list is to have people around me happy. I certainly hope so despite not able to judge, i guess there will only be one or two unhappy when i am around... *haha* Overall, 2009 was not very happy one, but i guess i am happy enough when i look back at 2009. Any significant event happen this year? Yes, but i shall not consider it great. That was the death of my aunt. As for great, not remembering any! if you know one, let me know =) Thanks in advance...

     With 2010 being a potential year of changes. I have some new resolution:

Lose >10kg (Hopefully, i finally achieve this),

Get at least a B- in all my modules next 2 semesters,

Get to go abroad twice (there are 3-4 ongoing plans),

Able to control my mood better,

Make 10 different type of desserts,

Make more friends of common interest,

Have more adventures & MORE PHOTOS,

Get a job of a better pay,

Stay HAPPY in 2010.

     Wah! i have a long list indeed, i think i could go on and on... But its good to have an aim, isn't it? Let's work hard towards our aim together!

Tweet-a-tweet

JarWee...

... paying respect to late Jeremy, though i admit, we are not THAT close! But i did miss him...

... has his mood lightened up by the J-team. its been a long time since i laugh like that...

... was 'molested' by a boy in Han's but enjoy the short interaction with the kid!

... was disappointed with them being LATE again! Heck! I have my own breakfast and start myself.

... managed to study in Woodlands library with jun hao for a day!

... is having knee & back injury! Can't really do simple exercise to lose weight *sob*!

... wanted to do a lot of things after exam!!!

... has his December weekends almost(all) filled up with events!

... missed his LIFE!

如果没有你

歌手：莫文蔚 专辑：如果没有你

hey我真的好想你
现在窗外面又开始下着雨
眼睛干干的有想哭的心情
不知道你现在到底在哪里

hey我真的好想你
太多的情绪没适当的表情
最想说的话 我应该从何说起
最想说的话 我该从何说起
你是否也像我一样在想你

如果没有你
没有过去我不会有伤心
但是有如果还是要爱你

如果没有你
我在哪里又有什么可惜
反正一切来不及
反正没有了自已

hey我真的好想你
不知道你现在到底在哪里

你是否也像我一样在想你

我落泪了

是失望吗?
是难过吗?
还是因为我累了。

是绝望吗?
是自责吗?
还是因为感触很多。

一个人， 一辆车。 一首歌，一滴累。 难过与失望，
无奈与无助，
想念与怀念。

嗨。
情不自禁的多愁善感起来。
听着，听着。
一首平常喜欢的情歌，
竟然还是能让我落泪了。

男儿有泪不轻弹，
只是未到伤心处。

试问:

我怎么了?