BRB

It is not that i had nothing to blog but i don't have the mood to sit and blog. It seems that blog became something i wanted but couldn't do. I wanted to post photos... i wanted to post about my Mumbai (India) trip... I wanted to had a lot of shout outs and I wanted to even write a short story...

But... everything is nothing... If i did not blog...

Even my resolution had been a distant away from the New Year.

Wait for me... i will be back... sOOn.

PPM & BBM

Recently, I saw many Singapore politicians had the word BBM behind their name. I initially thought it is refering to lawyers, but i decided to google it to find out the actual name. I had asked a few friends before googling but none of them know the actual reason/meaning. Here are the actual explaination:

The Pingat Bakti Masyarakat (Public Service Medal) or PBM in short, was instituted in 1973. The medal may be awarded to any person who has rendered commendable public service in Singapore for his achievement in the field of arts and letters, sports, the sciences, business, the professions and the labour movement.

The Bintang Bakti Masyarakat (Public Service Star), instituted in 1963, is awarded to any person who has rendered valuable public service to the people of Singapore, or who has distinguished themselves in the field of arts and letters, sports, the sciences, business, the professions and the labour movement. Bars may be issued for further service. Recipients are entitled to use the post-nominal letters BBM just like the PBM.

- source: wikipedia

Looking Back... 2o11

Honestly, 2011 had been a year full of fun and also unhappiness... one of the notable incident is FYP! I actually did not find any motivation to do it and i took last 3 weeks to complete what should have been a year of hardwork. My grade? B. No disappointment with the grade, only myself. With that, i ended my part-time degree on a low note. No 2nd upper class, just a 2nd lower class.

Looking at the resolutions for 2011, it is not hard to see that i had failed to fufil most of the resolutions i set. Here are those i set to acheive:

[  ] Learn 2 songs of different language (e.g Cantonese, Korean)
[  ] Learn at least 1 upbeat song.
[  ] Learn a musical instrument (hopefully piano)
[  ] Record at least 1 video (for youtube account: JWeeTV)
[  ] Aim for B+ and above for FYP
[  ] Take a set of photos on 'Donuts' (my flickr account: mini_donuts)
[X] Capture more captivating photos using my perception!
[X] Complete 3 short Marathons (Adidas Sundown, Nike & StandChart)

Short Wishlist:
[  ] Able to slim down
[X] Recover from my knee injuries
[X] Have a chance to perform?

Out of the 8 resolution and 3 wish items, i managed to do some of them. I had not learn any upbeat song or songs of foreign languages, though i am re-learning Burmese version of 'Open Arms' currently. I will be learning guitar from 2 shifu this year. JWeeTV had seen more videos of other local talents like Polkadots & Moonbeam. Though mini_donuts did not have much photos, i uploaded a few themed album onto my facebook channel. I don't like flickr as it only allow 200 most recent pics unless i upgrade my account. Hence, i will to Facebook. Oh i also did quite a number of marathons in 2011. This also means my legs are getting better. Great, isn't it?!

In my wishlist, i hope to slim down but in fact, i gained weight. Now i am trying to lose those pounds. Looks like more hardwork is needed. Thanks to Darryl, i got chances to perform in 2011. I also emceed for Guanjie and Wendy's wedding. Other than that I participated in a online singing competition but did not made it to the audition. Never mind, its for an experience. Not a great year (2011), hope things will get better!

小事 足以造成伤害

"对你们来说的小事，可能对我来说已足以造成伤害。 虽然复仇并非我的作风，但也不能因此而忽视我的感受。 或许坦白与解释是减轻罪名的最佳方案。"

至少我是这么认为。。。

今早发生了几件事让我提不起经。本以为能开开心心的度过这半天（工作），却遭到没想到的冲击。其实没有什么大不了的，只不过我不喜欢这样被对待。原先有机会跑两个星期的shift，但却不知何故而起了变化。当然，期待的落空对我造成一定的打击，但真正让我气愤的是没有任何人来通知我。到底把我当成什么嘛！？！我是从别人的谈话里，‘偷听’到的。好纳闷！好声气！好失望！

原本希望和同事一起吃饭也从五个减少到三个。结果最后其中一个告诉我他有计划了。当时已跌到低谷的我也没想很多，而是之后获知他有可能是跟另一班同事吃饭去了。特别伤心的是，里头的人都不是他很要好的朋友。真的彻底伤了我的心。完全气愤地我，幸亏有Selena陪我吃午饭，还主动请我，实在感动。气也不好对她发了。

说实在的，我真的不知要怎么对这些人。好累噢！不想原谅，却又可以让自己一个人气！=（

小事在错的时间发生可能会造成巨大的伤害。

blast x*mas

If Christmas means anything to me, it is a season of sharing the joyous moments and spending time with your closer ones...

Christmas Day had always been a normal Public Holiday for me even if there was some X*mas exchange over the last few years. In the past, i would sms or send out my well wishes via Christmas card. This year, i did not send any card by post. There was only 4 person who had received my card this year.

Alright, i admit that for the past few years, i had my fair share of time sharing with my friends but this year, it had been kind of different. How different? More games! New experience! More fun!

+ More Games

We used to stick around for a meal, some gift exchange etc. This year, we had more than meals. With Angelina joining in, we had more 'manpower' for fun! Xin, Nat, Ber, Angel and me was in for Skipbo, Sabotuer, Pictionary (Chocolate edition) etc! Ooops, i lost track! But I remember had fun till late night. I am sure tired that day! Imagine playing SkipBo in the void deck at wee hours! haha...

+ New Experience

I boarded the Hippo Lights Up Tour Bus with Nat, Ber & Angel. This was my first time experience, though it could have been better. I prepared bubbles to create nice effect for photo shoot! BUT the rain had spoiled everything! But still we enjoy ourselves since it was the first "Rainy" Hippo Tour during X*mas countdown! Little do i know that the annual X*mas light-up competition is still on-going! Why didn't the newspaper covering in a larger scale? I missed the good old days where every mall is competiting for the honour! =(

Hippo "Light Up" Tour

Elmo & ME~! Teddy in Garfield - Pooky

Cuter Santa (Chocolates)

Nevertheless, Hopes everyone enjoy their Christmas!

Merry X*Mas!

Crepe Birthday Cake

My birthday celebration came early as I celebrate my birthday with my section people with Angie's creation! I shared the same birthday with my section manager. Therefore, Angie get everyone together to celebrate our birthday in advance. This is my first birthday celebration in 2011, my first birthday cake in 2011 and my first crepe birthday cake...

Crepe Cake (Whole)

Though the cakes is a little dry and filling ('cos we had it after lunch), but i believe the effort is priceless. My first DIY cake from a friend. Hence, even though i am very full, i force myself to finish 2.5 slices of cake. Sad to say, this may be my first and only cake in 2011. Despite that, i am already thankful for whatever i have now. =)

Crepe Cake (Slice)

Abercrombie & Fitch

Do you still remember this controversal advertisement in Orchard Road?

Weeks after the sexy and saucy advertisement poster was removed, Abercrombie & Fitch (A&F) is back with much better offering to Singaporeans. Hey, for those who can't take such hot stuff? Just don't step into Orchard for the time being or simply walked the opposite street of A&F. A&F brought a legion of boys from all over the world, namely Italy, Brazil and, of course, Singapore. Their boys may not be drop dead gorgeous or with superb bods, they are all charming and definitely there is at least one for everyone's appetite.

These boys are not only eye-candies, they charm on-lookers with their cheekiness and poses. Ladies (and guys) are allowed to take photos with them real close! I am sure some even took the opportunity to 'touch' their favorite boy! These bods really put my body shape to shame. If only i can be as fit as one of them... =( On a positive note, they serve as a motivation for me. Strive hard and i may be fit, if not as muscular as them. Like others, I have personal favorites too. For Asians to stand out from the 'ang mos' is never easy.

He looks a little shy...

Charming the crowd...

The boys are having fun...

Above photos were from google search and fb (by Marcus Seng). Below are photos i took... =)

Charming Boys

Personally, I like the right guy. It sounds weird, but i guess it is ok. hahaha

Singapore Expo Performance

On 19th November, I finally stepped onto the 'stage' to sing publicly. Previous 2 performance were in Simei Care Center and Crazy World Cafe. This time round, I performed in Singapore Expo! *Yeah!* Despite not a superb performance, i am glad enough that i could still sing properly even i was SO SO NERVOUS.

This performance meant alot to me as i get to sing one of my favorite song by Hins Cheung, 只是太愛你 (translation: Because i love you too much). What's more, i received lots of 'Likes' in facebook! Cool huh?! Hell yeah! I felt so good when i receive constructive comments or praises. But deep within me, i hope one day to receive my cousin's or Juliet's 'Like'. That will mean A LOT to me! Nevertheless, i hope i will get more opportunity to perform! =)

Song #1 : 只是太愛你 (原唱: 張敬軒)

Song #2 : 傻瓜 (原唱: 吳克群)

Song #3 : 你那麼愛她 (with Darryl Quee)

那些年，我喜欢的女孩

那些年，我们夜夜聊天。
你毫无保留的和我诉说你的苦恼。
即使敏感的我能察觉一切，但选择继续静静的聆听。

那些年，每到夜晚，风雨不改的等待你的电话。
习惯性的，拿起电话，听你声音。
我们无所不谈，即使白天见面，夜晚还是有话题聊天。

那些年，我们朝夕相处，似乎慢慢的把我的心牵牢到你的心。
我们在同艘船，面对同样的问题。
你坦然面对，我黯然躲避。
你逐渐克服，我却无法脱离。

这将是一个不能说的秘密。

喜欢一个人，真的是会在她找到幸福而替她高兴的。
拥有幸福才是最重要的。
对我而言，喜欢一个人不一定要拥有，但一定要能让她得到幸福。

恭喜你。 你抵达下一站，希望你永远幸福。

那些年

一幕幕既熟悉却又陌生的画面不停的涌入我那矛盾的大脑。
看完《那些年，我們一起追的女孩》，电影情节优美却又感伤，动人却又催人。
不禁的想起那些年所错过的事物，突然觉得生活出现了一个空缺。
一个永远都补不上的空缺。。。

我没恋爱过，但我很庆幸至少我有表白过。
可惜的是我没有等大案。
没有勇气听，没勇气面对。
算是遗憾吧。

我的个性不容了解，尤其是对感情这门科目，每人会知道我的想法，每人会知道我的成绩。
有些人说我可以是高材生，有些人认为我蠢比弊了。
有人认为我不努力，有人认为我要求太高。
v 或许大家都有对的地方。

我不知道要的是什么。
我不知道路要真么走。
我不知道我错过几个站点。
人生往往不像搭公车，错过还能回头。
我真的很庆幸，至少我知道曾经何时，我有人在车站等待。

其实，往往我都会在想，若我遇到对的人，我是佛会采取任何主动，还是笨笨的再次错过。
还是即使我知道，但没有勇气面对。
只因为我不知道要的是什么，不知道能给的是什么。

一生只会年轻一次。
每件事物都将成为一段美好的回忆。
能让我想起以前，这也证明一切的一切都深深地记载在我回忆录里。
一点一滴的回忆。