not improving

     We finally meet yesterday. SSMC-NYP IA Students. We went to Darryl's (Ngee Ann) birthday celebration. Chit chat a lot. Even went to a beach that is not so romantic at all. Bad view... Don't ever go to the beach at Pasir Ris. *laugh*

     Still recovering from the weakness. Not sure if i can really be lively tomorrow when i go to camp tomorrow. Tomorrow i will be in the Leadership Camp with Hankeong in NYP. i merely stand in for Sebastian, Bowling Vice-President. He can't make it to the event.

     Yesterday, im glad i went to the bowling event even though i feel very tired over the fully packed schedule. My turn-up prove to be fruitful. i was corrected on the way i bowl. Even though i still cant really get used to it. i hope it will help me to improve my average results. Due to the lack of cash, my training was brought down to minimum. Making it once a week. Sometimes not even train for two weeks. Yesterday was the first training i went for the past 3 weeks. i have been showing a very slow improvement in my games. i only managed to get an average of 120, from 110 early this year. *sigh*

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Falling ill

     Down with flu and cold, feeling weak all over my body. its been whole day. i never really managed to smile with that bad headache. Especially when Twins could not make it to the movie session, we supposed to have. But i guess, i am lucky enough to have the trip cancelled. *laugh* if not i might just lay flat in the middle of Orchard Road.

     i am still tired. May be the rain on Saturday that make me ill. I feel the coldness in my computer lab and whenever breeze blew against me... i feel weak. *sigh* Need more sleep. Days are working against me, i guess. Darryl's Chalet will be on SAT. The only time when all SSMC IA Students have the chance to meet again. Pretty look forward to it. *smile*

     As for my school project, i still did not get to see my supervisor this week. Finally finish one part of the topic 1. So tired, and eyes are sleepy. i guess its time to sleep and hope get better tomorrow.

Tomorrow will be a better day.

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Down But Not Out

     i'm feeling down recently. Feeling lost, sad, angry, tired, everything... No of course, i will not resort to death... *laugh*

     i just feel that things had not gone my way and feel sad when i turn my head back. My handphone has not been working well. it doesn't matter the fault lies on the battery or the phone itself, it just doesn't work. Now then i realised the importance of my phone and i am now dependant on it.

     i can recite a whole lots of numbers of my friends' handphone or telephone number just like that... Now, i can only remember some of my Secondary School's friends' number. Some even might have been mixed up, not knowing which is whose. *laugh to myself* Lame? Just feeling sad.

     On Saturday, my administration number was written down by a lecturer, stating that we are disturbing his P6 Program's students. Twins and i were too tired to retaliate, or should i say too weak? But it wasn't that bad, since my Project Supervisor did not call me up yet.

     When i watched Iron Ladies II VCDs at home, i suddenly feel sad. The story line are not bad but the whole movies seems to jumble in a messy way, pretty hard to understand. I watched in a happy mood but soon it ends, Jung & Nong are good friends. Jung is one of the 'guy' that help Nong realised that he is one of the kind. But due to some things happen, Jung hate Nong. I suddenly feel like that scene was talking about me *laugh*

     Of course, i'm not saying that i make someone realise he was a gay or i was made realising. But the feeling was like, losing a friend you always treated as best/good friends or even buddy. You miss the person, yet you just can't stop feeling angry for what he has done. This was a real struggle in myself. When i thought everything was put behind, i once again proven that the thoughts were deceiving.

     I guess, the hurt is too hard for me to accept or the relationship is too important to me. Still recuperating from the hurt *laugh* of losing a buddy?! As i always said...

i would rather keep a good friend than to know a new one

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SAT's fun

     Fourth day in school, yet nothing concrete. Apart from a very simple briefing by my supervisor, i not sure what i was suppose to do now. All i know is that i am required to do some elearning materials as my project, nothing else. Pretty boring... No neopet's games. No ICQ. what a life?

     i really hope i will have something to work on. but unfortunately, i do not have anything to do. i dun really mind programming or whatsoever. At least there are something i can do or a little bit interested on. how long could i survive with this nothing-to-do days... *argh!*

     These days, i went and have breaks and lunchs with Riez & Twinz. Tomorrow, will meet NYP-NTUC students. It will be the first time we meet for meal in NYP. After tomorrow's meal, who knows when will be the next time...

     Going for an interview later on with Jannah & Riez. Need money *smile* No money? No Talk! *laugh* Most probably will be working in Swensen if nothing goes wrong. Then will have money *laugh out loud*