Saturday, March 19, 2005

small fish big fish

      This week is the official week where we are seperated into 3 nodes... and i am glad that i remains in Trunk 2 Coy with Dingze as my partner... When i heard the posting, i was delighted but still something in my heart have doubts...

      I had always asked myself... would i rather be a big fish in a small tank or a small fish in a big tank ?... This question had always be in my mind whenever i had to choose where to head to... But in the end, i always wanted to be in the Big tank even there was once i was in a small tank... and emerge as one of the largest fish... confused? haha...

      Now that i am in the big tank... i felt uneasy at times... i felt like puppet with no much influence as platoon IC... yes... the IC remains unchange... i am still the IC...

      Never had i regretted to be in TCC2, its my decision and to be placed there... a big rock was removed from my heart... Even if my fitness & skill requires improvement... i am willing to work hard... in fact our timing to complete the task had improved alot and coordination improved... even the DS said we did pretty fast for setting up in the night phase for first timer....

      i am sure that we will... and i will improve till we beat the 30 mins timing... maybe aims for 17mins? the record? haha...