absence

      A number to things happens during my two weeks of absence in the blogging industry... hmm... sounds like i am very important right? haha... ok lar... back to the topic... i couldn't blog... the main reason would be not able to access the net due to my computer down...

      My grandmother passed away peacefully on the 9th May and i only received the news on 10th... Hence i went down to the funeral on Fri-Sun... Taking care of the younger ones... and paying my respect... It wasn't as sad as many thought it would be... maybe due to the fact that i had grown up... and this was the second funeral... The first one happens during my secondary school days... when my dad's mum was gone... hmm.. i did feel sad... especially it adds on to my unhappiness i had recently...

      Alot of guys fell sick... Jiu Hsiang, Weiliang, JianXin... hmm... anyway... i did not tell others about the news as i don't see the needs to spread... Recently, i can get moody easily... or even angry for nothing... too childish ba... but after my grandma's incident... i learn to play with the word 'suicide' haha... i will take it more seriously...