So Cool

      In army, life did not seems to be smooth but not always rough... at least i passed my CAT C driving assessment... so one less thing to worry about... after TUE's SOC, i had fallen sick... morning still ok... as in just feel tired and flu which i had for days... Then after taking a small nap... i feel weak and head simply felt heavy and tight... felt dizzy when i stand up... but rest in bunk... never go for night-out...

      i hadn't been me for sometimes now... but thankfully, i had a bunch of great people around me who is there for me... i tried hard but simply couldnt do it still... i failed as a friend... as a person... as a buddy... i should have been more strong... i almost admit defeat... but thankfully, i hadn't... though i still not know what is my next move... but at least... i know i had all of you guys with me... and i know i said many times... still... sorry, if i hurt anyone of you guys... you guys had been great... never will i be angry with you guys... don't worry...

      Now tomorrow will be my next test... Civilian driving test... will i be able to make it...? will i pass with one try? i don't know... im pretty nervous... pretty scared... especially i heard jin, Dz, Kek, Terence's experience of first driving test... but i hope i can maintain my composure... Thanks Dz, for giving me some reminders, tips about the test... now must pray that i can get through it... its an expensive test... though i'm considered lucky compare to Dz or many others... Pray for me...

      Suddenly, the Right-Hand drive Orientation was compulsory to be on 18th... which is tomorrow... but due to my Civi-TP, i am officially excused... i tried my best to fight for them to be on 25th... but i had limited abilities... i felt so worthless... seeing their angry face, yet i couldnt do anything... Sorry guys...

      Finally, Terence accept my invitation and went out with me... haha.. sounds like i jio-ing a girl and finally being accepted? No lar... its just fated that many times when i ask him out or we went out as a group, he or me not free when the other was free... Anyhow... we watched I NOT STUPID 2... a great show... though the script might not be the best or original... but the way its shooted simply moved me to tears... it really so realistic that i can feel for the characters... maybe i saw some incidents in real life or i personally undergoes before... so i can relate to it easier... it simply make me feel like blogging more... haha... So Cool... So Lame... Whatever...