beyond naked eyes

      Feeling rather low this week... No matter how hard people around me tried to cheer me up... it didn't seem to help, deep within my soul... On the crust... everything seems to be calm... but nobody knows that the mantle is not stable all these while...

      People saw my passport's photo and commented that i look like William Hung when young... hmmm... was that an insult? Ooops... i know they are joking... Just that this incident gave me a new nick name... 'Young William Hung'... and another 'Model', specially thanks to Mun...

      IPPT didn't went as smoothly as planned... i was expecting to pass all my static station before i went ahead and tried for my best 2.4km timing... In the end... i failed Chin Up & almost SBJ... making me unsure whether to run... Its not till the last minute, i decided to try my limit... After Tee Rong & Teck Hui's encouragement... result? below 10.30min... my best timing to date... even though i never run my best timing before...

      Disappointed i maybe, i am happy that my shuttle run improved as well... almost hit gold grade... Now i need to work on my Chin Up & SBJ extra hard... for a silver or even a pass...

      Events after events shaken my mind... making me lesser esteem... lesser confidence... even when being sabotage by the rest to go out with Terence for one 'game', i felt a little uneasy to be there... in front of the rest... Still talking about dreams? haha... dreams can only be dreams...