All of the sudden, i feel that i had enough of ppl who just don't know their priority well... and feel that i should focus on ppl who would like to study and excel... so i decided not to study the final exam with ppl who have bad attendance... Never come to lectures and never listen to lectures? DONT come and look for me... i must learn to be harsh and they have to be independant... i myself also need time to study and they should not only think of themselves... i think this is the right thing i should have done earlier... As i no GOD, and can't turn a 'F' to an 'A' overnight... i cant even make them pass... haiz... from now on... let them face the music they ought to face...

Life is a theatre. Invite your audience carefully. Not everyone is healthy enough to have a front row seat in our lives. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a distance. It's amazing what you can accomplish when you let go, or at least minimize, your time with draining, negative, incompatible, not-going-anywhere relationships or friendships. Observe the relationships around you. Pay attention : Which ones lift and which ones lean? Which ones encourage and which ones discourage? Which ones are on a path of growth uphill and which ones are going downhill? When you leave certain people, do you feel better or worse? Which ones always have drama, or don't really understand, know or appreciate you? The more you seek quality, respect, growth, peace of mind, love and truth around you, the easier it will become for you to decide who gets to sit in the front row and who should be moved to the balcony of your life. You cannot change the people around you. But you can change the people You are around.

Was pretty shag now... even though feeling pretty happy... hehe... for what reason? i ain't going to spell it out... haha... spending more than 10 hours on a proj particularly had extract all my energy... but will continue to work hard for the better near future.... haha... d:o)

With deadlines are drawing nearer, i still have 3 proj. on hand... two of which i need to start from scratch... which increase the difficulty to finish it on Wk 14 and Wk 13... even the one 50% done, have the deadline in Wk13-14 too... haiz... what to do... now in the mood of rushing all projects hence have to decline all invitation to gathering or helps by friends... so sorry... My second result were out... i get 'C' for EG2002... now left last one liao... haiz...

A cross from Joy and Sadness... i managed to get an undeserving 'A' for maths in Common Test... Some might think i'm fake for saying i can't do well yet results shows otherwise... but i'm speaking the truth this results doesn't prove much as i really can't do most questions and in the end i'm down with no choice but to try Fourier Transform while leave out MacLauren Series... haiz... my eyes were wet when i heard the result... especially i'm not happy with the performances i put in the C.T. Just hope that i can use my knowledge to do the talking instead of luck...

Recently i create a new blog page called MuZ!c ReCorDz... its about CD reviews from the net and myself... not very updated in music scene myself... hope to get more info from net... go visit there.. you might like it... its under my links...

Just done a quiz send by Jenson... wanna noe the results or try yourself? Here you go...

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~~~TYPE A~~~
Your power to create romance is very strong.

When someone wants to date you, you will accept.
You are very energetic and curious. Therefore, there are a lot of chances to meet your "someone special"...
But to remember not to give people wrong messages.

If the conversations are superficial then the relationship is not going to last long...

The best advice is get close in heart.

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Wanna Give it a Try?

Today is Liying birthday... and a couple of us meet out and travel around 2 places in the North-eastern areana of Singapore... namely Toa Payoh and SengKang... From Sumo-Bento (TP) to KopiTiam (CompassPt) to NTUC FoodFare(Anchorvale)... to Burger King(Rivervale Mall)... we were like doing a 'Food O Food' TV segment siah... haha... anyway... i really enjoy the time with them... They were a different badge of friends in my life... even though i should not compare... they did provide me another aspect of life.... True Bonds are important... Thanks anyway to Eunice, Siang, Yong Hao and Liying for her to ask me out... Once again... Happy Birthday to Liying...

F**K F**K F**K F**K F**K F**K F**K F**K.... Argh... i think i not going to attain good results from the C.T. from targeting B,B,A... i think now only can get Triple C.... Wa liao... why... lack of practice had indeed cost me dearly... now i'm really feeling devastated... Now what i need is a really good rest... and start afresh... AAARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH......... (*screaming like hell*)

currently in a very bad position... i dunno why but it seem that i cant get the information into my brain... i think i need to really buck up for tomolo test... today one... i just hope to get all those i noe wan correct... then i pass liao.. but the chances are pretty slim... haiz... really hope that miracle occur and i manage to squeeze all info into my brain....

Music Recommendation

David Tao's Black Tangerine (Hei Se Liu Ding)

An album that took David Tao 32 months to come up with. What can you expect? Nice work definitely. David was tauted to be a person who can change the music scene in Taiwan. He was one of the first Chinese Singer to go R&B. When Alex To or Harlem Yu, doing their R&B, the music scene were still having a majority of Ballad. But when he came up with his album, the chinese music industry began to move towards R&B which now have R&B prince Jay Chou and newcomer Vanese Wu. In this album, he make some changes from his previous albums and have a larger variety of music in his album, e.g "Melody" and "Tonight's News". He also re-make singing legend, Teresa Teng's, "Moon Represents My Heart" into "Moon Represents Whose Heart". Using Chinese instrument as a start, and inject R&B flavour into this ballad, a nice combination. Teresa's version is more to a 'female' version while David's voice prove that guys do have a gentle side too... Definitely an album that should not be given a miss, go get it... out in stores now... remember: support the original...

Rating: B+

Feeling pretty stressed up... especially with the Common Test happen to be this week when my preperation was still not enough... Recently was 'burning midnight oil' with a couple of guys... Hope that i can at least get pass this test while i will have to work extra hard for Examination... Not feeling very well recently... feeling that i'm getting a fever soon... just hope that it was not during this week...

Current goals...

1. Score for my examination
2. Keep Fit; Improve my health
3. Slim Down
4. Improve Bowling Skills

Time pass by like 'no body business, like that...' Sound familiar? of course... its from Jian L. mar... haha... but its true ... Within blinks of eyes... the Common Test are now drawing nearer and nearer... Next wk will be the day to 'die'... and me still not 50% from know everything yet... Falling sick today... with headache and stomachache clinging on to me... i'm not sure whether i can continue my revision a not... sorry to those who im harsh with... hehe...

Two Days We Should Not Worry

There are two days in every week about which
we should not worry,
two days which should be kept free from fear
and apprehension.

One of these days is Yesterday with all its
mistakes and cares,
its faults and blunders, its aches and pains.

Yesterday has passed forever beyond our control.
All the money in the world cannot bring back
Yesterday.

We cannot undo a single act we performed;
we cannot erase a single word we said.
Yesterday is gone forever.

The other day we should not worry about is
Tomorrow with all its possible adversities, its burdens,
its large promise and its poor performance;
Tomorrow is also beyond our immediate control.

Tomorrow's sun will rise,
either in splendor or behind a mask of clouds,
but it will rise.
Until it does, we have no stake in Tomorrow,
or it is yet to be born.

This leaves only one day, Today.
Any person can fight the battle of just one day.
It is when you and I add the burdens of those two awful eternities
Yesterday and Tomorrow that we break down.

It is not the experience of Today that drives a person mad,
it is the remorse or bitterness of something
which happened Yesterday
and the dread of what Tomorrow may bring.

Let us, therefore, Live but one day at a time.

Kao that 2010 is damn hard siah... especially the Chpt 4 which i stuck there for days... haiz... but overall i think still okay.. hehe... Liying msg be this morning saying that she score 70++ marks for maths which was pretty good.. i think she deserve it after all the hard work she put in... and the hard work i put in teaching her last term... hehe... F. BODz's room is pretty nice and comfy for studies even though its pretty small compare to a TUT room... but who cares... its saves my time from walking from one corner to another and let me concentrate mar... haha....