surprises

     Today's gathering was rather disappointing yet heart-warming. Disappointing is that Jannah only reach and left due to some commotions.*sad* Heart-warming with the fact that Jun Hao, Jun Wen, Jian Long and I had a great time. *smile*

     The three of them had actually bought me a present. It was surprising enough for them to get me a present and yet more surprises are coming up. Do you know what they gave me? I thought my brother’s gift was a huge surprise and most expensive stuff. Now they break the record and gave me a most expensive underwear I ever get. Renoma. *laugh* i need to lose a little bit more of weight to squeeze into the thing. i got big butt, you know? *laugh*

     We played Starcraft (which make Hao and Wen addicted now *laugh*) before going for KTV session. We managed to sing our lungs out with some Chinese oldies. Due to the fact that Hao, Wen and Long all are Andy’s fans. They sang a lot of Andy Lau’s numbers. Have great fun. Is this what I call Brothers’ Nite?

disappointed days

     Last Friday was my birthday. i am pretty sad to hear, or not even hear, from some of my friends. Some of them had forgotten my birthday. I was disappointed. But nonetheless, managed to forget the disappointment i faced. Pretty sad that one relative of my friend's passed away. *sigh* i was kind of touched to received a bear bear from 8 friends and a watch from my brother. Never expect my brother to buy that for me. As you all should know by now, how bad our relation can be...

     Saturday was FairPrice inter-branch Bowling Competition. As usual, i did pretty bad. The lane is suitable for spinner while for me... *sigh* I left when the ranking after 2nd game was out. i was only 59th out of 68th. i am very very disappointed. But i tried my best. i really tried my best. maybe i am just not good enough... maybe i need more training... maybe its because of the lanes... maybe... ya... maybe...

     Not sure if Monday's outing is going to be a happy moment for me. Pretty difficult to get everyone together. School reopening soon, i will be getting a haircut next week just in time for poly. At first, i want to cut on Monday, today, but my hair grow very fast. When Chinese New Year comes, my hair will be long liao... so i decided to cut next week. Current wish is get in shape for school reopen and new year. Currently is getting out of shape after more than a month of absence in running *laugh*

tiring day

     I went to practise, or should i say play bowling... In the end the result is not that good. With the NTUC Bowling Competition coming this Saturday, our results (Robin & I) were pretty low. For me, i get tired easily and feel that the ball is heavy, so i think i need to train my hand in order to have a better control of the bowling ball.

     Before the bowling, we went to arcade. Meiling and Xinyi were also there. We played some games before concentrating in getting the tickets. In the end, we managed to redeem 3 cushion (with music), 2 mentos and 1 can of coke. Although pretty tired after the whole day event, we are having fun.

     The most disappointing thing is that i found out Jin Yu was in my opposite counter. She is still very new but i wonder why she could open her own counter. Keep asking the same questions. If she forget anything she learn before, she will give excuses like "short-term memory". Nowadays, the teenager are having attitude problem sia. Don't know act as if they know, in the end then ask again. This new batch is really giving us a headache, but what to do... *sigh*

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CPMB check-up

     I went for the CMPB Check-up yesterday. Some of the people there are pretty unfriendly. Photo Studio’s uncle keep pushing us the pre-enlistees, “faster… faster… move faster...” The guy who took height and weight were not that friendly also. He just took my height when I did not even stand straight, in the end, I am only 1.73m. *sad* I am pretty sad with the fact that I am still mildly obesity. Never mind, I will try and lose more weight. The friendliest one is the one whom I supposed to strip for and the one who let us try on our uniforms.

     I heard from them that all had strip to check our genital, but I did not. I merely went inside, verbally filled up the health history and left. He only say “take care of yourself” before I left. What did that mean? Beats me... The IQ (personality) test was the most boring one. It took us lots of energy as most of us look tired after that test. It is kind of boring.

     In the end, I get PES B due to my mild obesity. What to do? I am just fat *laugh*

shopping with br4thers

     I actually spent about $90 for my clothes yesterday. One U2 shirt. Khaki colour and looks like those cartoon Safari’s uniform, and one TopMan’s Jacket, Dirty Green in colour with simple design with the number ‘30’ on it, some how its tight fitting type. Two of which are totally new style to me. Never had I wore them before, and I hope this is a time for me to have a fresher life and better year.

     Aris, Jun Hao and Jun Wen helped me in choosing all these designs. There are a lot more designs but this two are among the best. The U2 one is chose weeks back but Aris paid for me first and we never met up till today. I have to thank them for helping me choose all these clothes. If not for them, I might not wore it at all… There are my true brothers…

departures

     On Sunday, I saw Jo. She was with her new Boyfriend (shit, I forgotten his name). She is still looking the same, but somehow I feel that the feeling is different, different from when I last saw her. She sounds more like miss those old friends (us lar)… But I am sure she will be more happier abroad. That is always her wants.

     My colleague, May Lan, had transferred to another branch. Her last day was SUN. She is a nice person. Although age is more than us, the gap is not too big when we chat around. Hope all the best for her.

over and done with

     Finally the SAT is over on Sat, Dec 6. I got to relax myself and let myself enjoy. The Verbal part is kind of difficult for me, but the Maths is where I am confident in. I should be able to attain a 700 over marks over a maximum of 800. *laugh* But upset that I did not have time to finish all the Maths questions. *cry*

     Thought that I could have some fun in bowling after months of absence in that game, I met Choon Siong. He was there with Rachel and I think her brother. But no communication were made and we just bowl our own games lor. Glad that I am strong to continue the game and the thing that make me more worst is, our lanes are just side to side. Anyway, its over…

YELLOW You are very perceptive and smart. You are clear and to the point and have a great sense of humor. You are always learning and searching for understanding. Find out your color at Quiz Me!

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You're Most Like The Season Autumn ... You're warm, and the most approachable. You have
that gentle prescence about you. People can
relate to you, and find you easy company.
However it's likely you've been hurt in the
past and it has left you scarred so things can
become rather chilly with you at times. Being
the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy
and loyal to your friends but prone to
depression and negative thinking. Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)

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SAT drawing nearer

     Today is Thursday liao… or should I say Wednesday instead? SAT is drawing nearer and nearer. With only one or two days to go, I only can hope for luck to shine on me. I am pretty or , as the matter of fact, VERY weak in my English. SAT consist of Eng and Maths. Please remember to pray for me upon reading this. *laugh*

     YuYan, JiaHui and Xinyi came to my house in the morning. Liyan was supposed to be here also, but she last minute say something on without giving a reason. *hmph* I am VERY angry about this, I hate people last minute say cannot. Luckily, YuYan decided to come although some hiccups along the way. *laugh* Anyway, we did have fun. We go FairPrice in SengKang to shop for tidbits and drinks.

     They were treated with Char Bee Hoon cooked by my mum. Free meal leh… *laugh* We watched last two episodes of Holland V and first few episodes of Ben Yue. Of course, in between we eat and drink and eat and drink *opps* JiaHui even got stucked in my bathroom *laugh* If Xinyi u see this, you will be my witness and sure agrees isn’t it?

You are Spearmint. You are quick-witted and sharp. You pay close
attention to details and you can tell what your
friends are feeling. You are always the first
to understand a joke and you are valued for
your insight and advice. However, you
sometimes isolate yourself from other people,
afraid to share your own feelings. Most Compatible With: Cinnamon

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results

     I am so so happy! Results were out in the morning. I managed to be one of the very first to see my results. The result is really unbelievable. I expect myself to score anything below ‘C’ but in the end, I scored ‘A’. I am really really happy. *laugh*

     In the end, due to the lack of sleep, I am not able to concentrate in my cashiering. Yawning all the way, I am lucky enough to attain balance at the end of my working hour. *smile* hope that more good news will come my way. *think* I must write a thank-you card to give my supervisor. *laugh*

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first time

     I’m really tired, man! Yesterday morning, Xinyi, Jia Hui and I went to Zoo. We were at first told to go there to support our Manager, in the end, we have to participate in the event itself. The first time I ever played in a futsal game, somemore it is like competitive soccer. It is kind of like table soccer but its human in place of the usual toys. I played two halves in two different positions. Defender and Goalkeeper. I am sure you people will laugh at the way I play. *laugh*.

     The whole body is aching. We managed to escape around 1130. We get our freebies and went to Jia Hui’s house to have our lunch. KFC included in the freebies. *laugh* After that, we played monopoly, with Xinyi emerged the winner after a huge earning of rental fees in the last 15mins. $8000 in just one turn, can u imagine that? From a clear winner to a second position, you can imagine how sad I am… but hey, that’s just a game *laugh*

Eb major - you are warm and kind, always there for your friends, who are in turn there for you. You are content with your confortable life and what you are currently achieving; if you keep in this state you will go far.

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DECEMBER:

Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations.. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

Four

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You tend to be loyal, dedicated and good hearted. You're one of the most diligent students when you really try, and you tend to make your schoolwork a priority. You also express those same qualities in your love relationship. No one is more faithful and trusting than you. In fact, those tendencies can be a little negative in your romantic life.

You may sometimes hang on too long to a guy/gal who doesn't give you the respect and love you deserve. You can be stubborn and a bit of a troublemaker if the mood strikes you but you can usually dig yourself out of that hole just in time to stay out of major trouble. You usually fall for extremes when choosing a love mate - he/she may be a show-off or a teacher's pet. Whatever the type, it helps if he/she is good-looking, too, but that's not a major consideration for you.

SAGITTARIUS MAN

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A man who loves social life and curious about every new progress, new development to make sure he is in the era and always have all up date information. He likes to know what is the latest trend of fashion and make sure he is not out of style. You can easily spot him at the grand opening of new pub, new restaurant for he loves to participate in social activity.

There is a few Sagittarius who is a private person as well, but you could see that he will be ahead of his friends. He will knows what is the best seller book, what are the top 10 hot hit of the week. The hottest movies showing now, he must have already seen it.

He hates routine, It makes him bored. He likes to get to his goals and succeeding in doing so is his true reward. Money making is O.K. but it is not his true joy, for he can easily spent them in a short while. They say if you want the truth, go and ask Sagittarius. They are right, you can ask him and he will tell you all the truth and very straight forward. Even he may speak bluntly, his friends loves him. If you have problems, all your friends may feel sorry for you, but Sagittarius will be the one who will give you a helping hand first and even expect no return favor. That's why he is a real charmer even sometimes big mouth.

When he is mad , he can be quite fierce but quickly dissolve and easily forgotten. He is not a person who will take a revenge, so if he say he going to burn down your house, you can relax. He likes compliments and sweet words, so you can manipulate him easily. If he knows you are not sincere, you will totally become meaningless to him.

Some Sagittarius are gifted musician, or singer. He is a happy soul, has a good humor and has lots of jokes. He loves freedom, lively and very energetic. If he is working, he will take his job seriously. He likes to travel, likes to see new exciting places. Going out or traveling make him happy.

Sagittarius man is like a free bird. He lives as if everyday is Sunday. He will hardly be in a bad mood, but if he is in a bad mood, you will better leave his sight. If you want to talk to him in such mood, try to avoid issue of commenting his life. He flirts like other man, but he has a built in brake, so he will come back to you by himself. If he disappear for a few days, not to worry for he is only recharging his battery to be that same lively person again, them he will be back.

He has allergies to Pretty woman, so in love with many woman for him would be normal. Setting dating schedule is his games and it's fun for him, and this will keep him from being bored. He hates obligations, so the word "marriage" would suffocated him. If you allow him to have freedom, he will not go anywhere.

He falls in love as easy as he catches cold, especially if she is cute, funny and she has a strong personality. No one can tell how long he will be in love each time. If you want to really hold Sagittarius man, act like you are in an adventure movie. At all time, you should make yourself lively, tells him some jokes, always be cute so that it will ease up his allergy to other pretty woman a bit.

not feeling well

     These few days, I am having a stomach upset. Unfortunately, I do not know the reason. Is it because of food poisoning or what? Anyway, I am feeling comfortable back in FairPrice.

     I am rather busy these few days. Being the one of the two male cashiers, I am asked to do more tiring stuff. Ranging from carrying of plastic bags (in terms of boxes, mind you…*sigh*) to climbing up and down for the Christmas Day’s decorations. Just like yesterday, I am supposed to work from 9am-5pm, I ended up working till 9.30pm. *laugh*

     SAT is round the corner, then follows by the checkup but yet I am still not prepared. But one good news is that my BMI is now at the healthy range, around 25. Remember the advertisement? *laugh* I actually took the measurement from a machine from Thomson Plaza. Who cares if its not accurate? As long as I am happy for the time being, at least, isn’t it? *laugh*

     Last Friday, I went to the flowers exhibition near the Esplanade. $5 for entrance fee, I did enjoy myself even though we only spent a while there taking photos. Its pretty nice as I am not sure, when will be our next outing. Till I saw the photos, I will still be waiting for our photos to be out. *laugh*

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Your soul is bound to the Rose Bud: The Naive.

"I keep all of my secrets somewhere inside and though I haven't let myself shine to the world, I'm good for something but too good to give to you."

The Rose Bud is associated with innocence, curiosity, and confidence. It is governed by the god Cupid and its sign is The Dewdrop, or Puppy Love.

As a Rose Bud, you may have grand ideas about love and you may well be inexperienced. You tend to be optomistic, idealistic, and curious, but it's just because you like being a positive person. You also may have high thoughts of yourself, and can come off a bit conceited, but it's just a mask to hide your lack of experience.

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never be the same again

     Finally, I am now feeling more relax, after handing up my project on Saturday and soft copy on Monday. Now, I will be preparing for S.A.T and also awaits for my result to come out, which I think I should be able to do average or slightly above average, judging from my supervisor comments.

     Last night was our stock-take, the third one I am involved. Something there is just not the same. Previous editions saw laughter and fun while we get our job done. Of course, not that I am saying last night, there wasn’t laughter or what. It is just pretty limited. I guess something will never be the same again. *sigh*

     I guess that it might be due to the laughter we enjoyed during our last two editions. I felt tired after a while. We had lots of laughter that time. After laughing for a while, it can be pretty tiring. *laugh* Anyway, human changed, things changed, character changed. I am most of the time alone, which I somehow enjoyed as well. I am busy doing my stuff and was more comfortable in that way.

     *thinks* Maybe it is because I feel agitated when sacartism along the way. Jia Hui is no longer the easy-going girl. Xinyi & Meiling is still not as bad. Serene and Robin are still the same, maybe due to seeing them for a lot of time. *laugh* But some things there had changed and making me lethargic. Maybe I just hate the not-so-funny sarcastic-ism there, making me really tired to do anything or even talk back. All I can say is “things will never be the same again.”

DECEMBER:
    Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations.. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

wednesday fun

     Jun Hao, Jun Wen and I , with Jannah joining us later, went on a shopping spree. Well, not exactly a shopping spree. We try on and off some clothers. It’s the first time ever I had tried on so many clothes. We spent hours at U2 and Topman. Three of us guys tried on different clothes. They get a few offer, yet look great on them, clothes but for me, all those look good on me are expensive. *sigh*

     Most of the clothes I tried on are not my usual style. What style do I have? Plain T-shirt and Jean lor… *laugh* In the end, I asked Aris to get me one only. Wasting his time shopping, he must be hating us for going shopping when he had to work.

     After the shopping, we suddenly feel like going Karaoke. Hence after our dinner with Aris, we went to Paradiz K-Box to sing. It was definitely costly. Four of us spent $88.88 on the Karaoke itself. Yes, you hear me right, its $88.88. Nice number? Big hole in the pocket *laugh*

     Some consolation at the Karaoke session. We get a BIG BIG room with 4 microphones. Can you imagine? Then Hao, Wen and I came about singing harmoniously for one song, Jordan Chan’s 0932. We called ourselves Bro4. Y? 3 guys, yet Bro4? We decided to include Aris as our manager and choreographer. He is our Br4thers, remember?

Jannah was shocked to hear us sing like a boyband. *laugh* Hao and Wen have great voice, provided they do not anyhow play with their voice. They can sing much better than me if they have some training and improve their CHINESE!!! Sounds familiar? They are like Eunice. *laugh*

Budweiser. King of Beers. You are as American as
they come my friend. Nothing against those
pussy light beers or worse yet, imports, but
you would rather have a diesel. Now get in your
pickup, drive down to the general store and get
yourself a rack.

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visit to FairPrice

     Yesterday, I went back to FairPrice Thomson. We managed to see some aunties who were very good to us. God-ma, Annie, is still as cheerful as ever. MeiLing now having a new hairdo looks more refreshing. Claudia look a little less tom-boyish.

     Many new staffs now working there, and of course, some left. Those went back with me includes Jia Hui, Robin, Xinyi and JinXiong. JinXiong’s new look really shocked me. Of course, he look more styled and when he came to fetch us, the feeling he gave me was like “Dao Ming Si” in Meteor Rain. But luckily, he never changes a bit in character-wise, as cheerful as before, as approachable as before, and as easy going as before. *laugh*

     After much consideration and discussion with his department, Robin finally decided to join us (JH, XY and ME!) back. We are in time for Monday’s stock-take and we all will be going down. As for JinXiong, he will wait till he can confirm his new module’s timetable but of course, we hope that he will join us soon, even though he say he is unlikely to work evening shift.

     To get back working there was pretty easy. Since we had experience, we need only one day familiarising training. Manager and other TLs were happy to see us back. Many of my friends had been asking, “Why? Why are you going back to work at FairPrice? Why you quit Swensen’s?” Don’t ask me because I, myself, am unsure about it. I have this feeling within me (I called it the unknown factor). It’s telling me that there are something in FairPrice I had not done and its time for me to go and do it.

Everything that has a beginning, has an end.

     This time round, I hope to get the answer myself and leave no regrets when I leave that work place again.

un-decodable dream

     How do you decode your dreams? Recently, I was having dreams within my dream or was I just dreaming. I know it is pretty confusing but the truth is that it really happened. If the dreams are individual, I may not even notice what dream I had. Normally, I will only remember dreams that strange. Normal dreams are usually forgotten whenever I woke up.

     This doesn’t seems to be a normal dream. Don’t ask me why. I think there is some message that my dreams want to convey to me. Dream within dream itself? I dreamt that I woke up and found myself in some place where I dreamt before. I dreamt about people like Eunice, Feng and some characters I can’t remember. I dreamt about McDonald’s. It’s like pretty late when we meet up on streets or something like that. To me its now bits and pieces. Like a puzzle that was short of some pieces and need time to fragment it.

     When I sleep, in my dreams, I am dreaming again. But can’t remember what I am dreaming about. But I know my body was like cannot moved. It’s been a long time since I last felt it. When I woke up in the morning, I was like “OMG, what had I dreamt last night?” Very tired and I can’t really differentiate whether I am dreaming in my dream or I really can’t moved? Siang once said that this could be “bei gui ya” but I don’t know. Pretty mentally stressed up. Maybe I should relax and see if I really get this dream again. Up till now, I still can’t believe what I had dreamt last night. I got this feeling that this is not the first time… but… *sigh*

end of one month stint

     I will be heading down to Swensen later to tender my resignation letter. Around one month, I learnt a lot and gladly that I earned respect and praises there. My supervisors and managers want me to stay on and even are willing to discuss about my pay with my Retail Manager.

     But I guess, everything has an ending. I quit due to a series of thoughts and considerations before coming to this conclusion. I will not be working this week as to focus on my report and meet up with friends. Most likely, I will re-join NTUC and try to untie the knot that I have in my heart.

     I quit NTUC to avoid the problem, some say. Hence I guess, its time for me to face it and I am now stronger to face any problem.

all but right

     There are many things happened this week. Stretching my mentality to the outermost.Emotional struggle. Everything seems to go wrong.

     Enough of the negative side, i am not going in detail. *laugh* Anyway, i bought 2 Jeans and one Ts. Finding myself lazy to shop again, i bought two at one go. The T-shirt is bought for the offer. 3 pieces for 30% discount. HangTen's jeans are not bad.

     After so much stress from work, school etc... FRI, i went out with a group of friends to Geylang. Hey! Not that Geylang Lorong. But Geylang Serai. The malay Village area. That's the second time i went in a week. WED with Jannah, FRI with Ris, Twins, Ju, Ahmad, Zul and Jannah.The journey wasn't exciting or fun. But the company makes the different. i am alittle tired, tense and stress at first, but slowly managed to socialise more.

     Don't forget, i am a little anti-social *laugh* Fine! its not funny. Just finished my project, will be concentrating on my report next week and relax myself.

TYPE B

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You're a more active person, draw a clear line between
happy and unhappy. You're more quick-tempered. If you
encounter things you like, you will do it w/o 2nd
thoughts. But once you meet things that you hate, you
will wish to get out of it asap. As you're a person of
your very own views, the friends you tend to have will
be the same pattern. But once you're good with your
friends, you will understand them a lot and go all the
way to help them. Friends are
very dependent on you. As you're too emotional, you
may make a storm out of a teacup with your friends.

Must learn to do things in order a nd do not give up
easily. Can try making friends with those you don't
think you can get along with, don't stick with the
same category. This will make you more popular and
charming.

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slightly better

     Occasionally, i might fall from all these barriers. But don't you worry for me *smile*, as i will still stand up and moves on. Definitely, all these will going to affect my life and maybe slowed me down. That doesn't mean i will stay there forever. 

     Blame it on my personality. *laugh* i am not going to be beaten so easily. All these will only be strengthening me, preparing me for a tougher battle coming soon in the future, who knows? *laugh* Vent out my anger... Curse this curse that...  have a good sleep... wake up next morning.... i am still ME! *laugh* Just a little disappointed in myself, but i will strke back. Now concentrate on the rest of my project and report. This always been my strength. i will, i mean i WILL strike back. *laugh*

     Online, offline, in school, outside school, through sms or even meet up. i have friends encouraging me along my way on recovering. Fine, fine, fine... i know you people are going to say boring, but i really happy for that. It really touches my heart. Thanks for the concern.

     Well... enough said... Now... back to the battle field... *laugh*

# 8 - THE BIG SHOT

8's are the problem solvers. They are
professional, blunt and to the point,
have good judgment and are decisive. They have
grand plans and like to live
the good life. They take charge of people. They
view people objectively.

They let you know in no uncertain terms that
they are the bosses. They
should learn to exude their decisions on their
own needs rather
than on what others want.

Famous 8's: Edgar Cayce, Barbara Streisand,
George Harrison, Jane Fonda,
Pablo Picasso, Aretha Franklin, and Nostrodamus.

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weak week

     Getting fustrated and bad week. Since last week, my pc had been down till today. Trying to finish up my project, but to no avail. Tomorrow must see Mr Ong. Project supposed to finish by FRI, but still got one Topic to go... haiz... Then i try to do at home today, when my pc is back working. i found out that my Flash MX CD was in Eugene house. So i think of doing the presentation first. But MS Office is not installed. *sigh* what a week... Getting headache...

     PC is finally back. Last week of attachment. But things aren't that smooth. Still struggling. Received many words of encouragement. But i still think i might fall soon... *sigh* Getting really stressed over these... maybe i should take things more easy... *smile*

     At MySpace.com, a gay named "Bus" actually asked me to be his friend, i accept but of course, tell him that i am not his type. Some friends say that they look me up due to the boyish, gayish pic i upload. Who cares? i like the way the picture is taken and the way he posed. He is a Thai National just in case you don't know...

Hello, my happy friend. You have high spirits and
know how to have a good time. When your friends
go out, most likely they invite you almost all
the time. You most likely will enjoy your
Halloween. Good for you. Keep up the
experiment. You probably light people's dark
days with your smiles and laughter. Although
you're good, doesn't mean you're an angel. You
can tend to have a scary and/or other type of
side to you. As long as you have fun, do your
scares this Halloween. Have a safe and happy
one, Joyous Pumpkin.

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Romance Profile

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You are attracted to those who are warm and obedient.

In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you feel irresistable is creative, never let you feel bored.

The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal, faithful, never change.

What you hate most in your partner is that the person is ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.

The kind of relationship you would like to build with your partner is one that you care not only about the present but also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship that you can grow with.

You can never be stabilized; actually, you are not suitable for marriage and you don't want to make committment.

You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married, you'll treasure it and your partner very much.

At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties.

The Animal Test

k-box

     A absolutely sing-till-dead outing yesterday. Eunice, Liying and i were all alone in the smaller K-Box's room while the others were in the other room. Belinda, Siang and Hao occasionally come in to take a look. We sing songs ranges from Hip Hop to Ballad, Soulful to Sappy songs. Duet's, Solo's and even Group's. So long never sing with them liao. As usual Eunice produced the best vocal while Liying maintained her unique vocal. This time round Liying FINALLY SANG!! *laugh*

     Everyone knows she could sing, she was in the school choir too. The last time we went, she sound soft. This time round, she projected her vocal. They really can sing. Its fun to have them sing with us. Siang, the birthday boy kept crossing over to our room to accompany us lar. Its a long time since i last see so many people. People like GuoXin, HanWei, Hong Qing, Sheng Xin, were those i never see since i think 2 years back.

     First time to K-Box, the trip was great. It was packed with rooms and like alleys of Karaoke. Many new songs were available. Songs like Jay's Shuang Dao or even S.H.E's Yuan Fang are available. Definitely will like to go back there when there is a chance. Violet are still the cheaper one but not many songs are available lor...

     Managed to relax a little bit, even though receive nagging from parents and of course, lack of sleep. To me, i will be happy just to update myself on my friends happening. To be there when they need you is more important than just give them present and not be around. Don't you agree?

Type A:

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Congratulations! You can extremely attract the opposite sex! You possess a charming beauty in the eyes of them. You not only have a pretty figure, but also have a humorous and gentle personality. You should be a literate person and know how to get along with people and can allocate your time well, thus you are always popular among the opposite sex.

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mistakes

     Seems like i am having a bad bad week. i have not been making mistake, okay fine... , major mistake since i am at Swensen. But yesterday, just one day, a numerous mistakes was made. i dropped a glass which after that i made a number of orders wrongly, either did not specify special request, or key in the wrong choice. Felt pretty low.

     As a perfectionist, i really feel bad and sad. Bad. Making the staff involve to re-do everything when it is a little busy yesterday. Sad. i could have perform better. Silly mistakes should not be tolerated. Most likely is due to the tired-ness i am feeling. Really tired. Luckily, i took two weeks off to recuperate and concentrate on my final two weeks of project. i am feeling really tired. The only thing i can look forward to is tomorrow's Siang Birthday, where we could sing our lungs out, hopefully!

     Recently have been checking the Friendster out. Getting testimonials and friend's request. Hope that things will work well. i believe i can! *sigh* i must get ready for work once again.

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biggest solid planet ever, but your parasites
are making you dirty.

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"Remember, people will judge you by your actions, not your intentions. You may have a heart of gold - but so does a hard-boiled egg"

- extracted from savvyzone

Hmm...

     Arghh... Body is aching. *laugh* i guess its been a long long while since i really exercise. Yesterday, i joined Aris & Rif (don't know his spelling). "Intro to Hip-Hop". As usual, its simple to them, but to me its... *stop* Anyway, its fun to me lar since it is the first time i really dance, awkwardly. *laugh* i will definitely dance again, i am kind of interested but maybe i do not have it in my blood. i am like a piece of thick wood, due to my size. i must get away this love handle before i ever tried to dance. Or else... God knows what will happen!!! *laugh*

     i feel agitated yesterday when i reached home. Not because of the outing or what, as i say it was fun. My recording of Sunday's show, Golden Ball, was over-write by Holland V for my BROTHER!!! i really felt like shouting out loud. My mum say that i did not take the video out so she merely rewind it and record. i almost blow my head off. She was the one who say that rewind if you had finished the video. But i haven't even watched yet, of course i would not rewind it. Why did she do it on her own? Fine, if she do it, a simple apology will make me better. But it seems that she pushed the blame to me yet again. Why i say again? This is not the first time and i could do nothing but to endure. 

     i am not going to care much and i have not talk to her after last night's incident. i went straight to bed with my hair wet, woke up... played computer for a while before i leave home for school... came home late and here i am... Too tired for all these feud. One day, if i ever erupts, i wonder what will the world turn into.

     But it seems that my world are not totally out of light yet. My supervisor asked me to see him this morning.

     "It is very important to have people appreciate what you are doing and i am, appreciating your stuff."

    i was like "*phew* Thanks". i really relaxed after that. He say i am doing fine and can just focus on my stuff and not the report. According to him, the report is not that important. He asked me to try and do as much as possible. I am finishing Topic 5.3 soon, coming to the interaction part. I was so afraid of changing a lot to my flash. As usual he make a little amendment, but simple one.

     So somehow, i am more relaxed now even though with a little bit of 'mishap' in my life. i sort of thought of a way to make me de-stress. Whenever i am unhappy or stressful, i will go a few rounds down my neighbourhood, provided i am not tired of course.

STUPID HUMOR: Doing shocking things, making faces,
flailing your arms about, and producing bizarre
noises are how you make people laugh. You were
always the one that people call
"wierd", and they still do, because
you are. You enjoy being wierd, and people
enjoy watching you act wierd and over-the-top.
Just be careful, too much of it at a time will
begin to annoy people. You are one FUNNY guy!

How funny are you?
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Caring

You are one of those rare people who takes the time
to think about your partner's feelings. You
see a lover in terms of pure romance even when
he/she behaves badly. Just don't get taken for
granted.

Men and women who genuinely care about others'
welfare and feelings are lamentably rare
creatures. The best way in which to show such
caring is to act quietly on your beliefs,
thereby making yourself indispensable in the
most erotic and thoughtful way. You don't
waste time telling the world your feelings;
instead you get on with your life. Yet because
you don't look for attention you suffer the
possibility of being taken for granted. This
is one of the most damaging things that can
happen in a relationship. So remember to ask
for your own needs to be met as well. A little
selfishness could be better for both of you in
the long run. The chances are that your
partner will be pleased to discover what you
really like, and how best to turn you on. You
may find that the quality of your sex life
shows radical improvement.

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Your a wind spirit. Your quiet and kind of distant.
You dont let many people warm up to you you
are independant and smart, but some peoplefind you odd.

what kind of spirit are you?
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You are: Wondering eyes. You are not quite focused and
you are quite the day dreamer. You are a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the clouds."

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Comfort: You're a great listener, and you hate to see
someone upset, and will go out of your way to
help a friend in need! You're friends live this
about you, and alwyas know where to go when
they need a shoulder to cry on. Make sure it's
not competely one-sided though - you need a
little love from time to time too!

What verb are you?
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D. Hair:

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Artistic type. Daydreaming is your hobby, but you can achieve what most other people cannot. Dedication is lacking, but you will work tirelessly towards goals which are to your liking. Money is not important. Friends are but only intellectuals and fellow artistic types. Make the best sex partners as you are most willing to explore and please ther other partner. Talent is your main strength. Your best partner in life will be those who chose A (Chest) and E (Privates).

See what Care Bear you are.

finally

     Finally... i am back on track in my project. Finish revamping Topic 5.1 & 5.2... i am now going into Topic 5.3. Target to finish the interface by this two weeks before start to put interaction into it. Feel great. Now hope Mr Ong will not ask me to change anything with 4 weeks left (3 weeks actually).

     Currently listening to Jay's Fantasy Album. The songs make me want to study. Maybe it is because (thanks to Jenson & Andreas) we used to study in the void deck listening to his songs, so kind of used to it. *laugh*

     Muscles are aching. Maybe long time never work. Now in Swensen's, must get used to it. *stretch* tired but i just happy to be busy and work. Still miss working at NTUC. But that doesn't mean that i am not happy here. i am actually happy on how things turn out here. First impression of the staff there are 'unfriendly'. But slowly, they actually like to joke and play a fool around. Maybe the first day of work, the place is crowded. One new staff? One burden. *laugh*

     *shocked* Guess what? i lost 2kg (i guess *cheeky*)when i measure just now. Even though Phoo say i fatter liao, i don't care *laugh* Wah... 1 am already. Back to bed...

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Ancient Greece, known as the birthplace of Western civilization, was home to some of the world's greatest thinkers and began customs that we still follow today.

You are curious and are always willing to learn. Your wise and calm manner have helped to sort many arguments out and leave both sides content.

development

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BLOOD GROUP A
In A Nut Shell	Pessimistic & Too Sensitive
Basic Behaviour	Careful about decision-making Make things clear in black and white Care too much about social rules and standards
Tolerance	High tolerance for physical or repetitive work Cannot take changes easily Lose interest in a hobby easily
How do they see their future and past?	Try hard to forget the past Pessimistic about the future
How do they express their emotions?	Able to display cool outlook even though angry Short-tempered Take longer to heal a broken heart Sensitive to others' opinions
How do they work?	Perfectionist Handle one thing at a time Work a line between work and personal affairs Highly responsible Tend to choose hobbies which help them release stress

Blood Group Personality Analysis

Group D4 [04,09,14,19,24,29]

Your always have goals to achieve and you can do everything to fulfill the dreams of those who loves you. You have a sketch of an ideal in your mind and you always search for that personality. Your friends means a lot to you and you can do everything for the sake of your friend, you a normally found to be an emotional personality. You have a very less control on your patients and due to this sometimes you over react. The one who sent you this mail & the one to whom you will send this mail first are your real friends.

Source: Email, "Italian Horoscope"

tired but fulfiling

     It has been a long while since i wrote something here isn't it? *laugh* Pretty busy recently. Final Year Projects, replying e-mails for my online-gf (fine... some forwarding also lar), Neopets (only take free gifts) and working. i guess the biggest change on me is that i am no longer a NYPBC member.

     Due to some unhappiness with how things are going, Robin, Felix and i decided tp quit for good. Focusing on our respective projects/attachment and work before going back into bowling. Most likely will look for one public coach if we are to continue bowling. Since Mr Ang, ex-NYP coach (not sure if he is now), are not really improving us much. 

     Still in the midst of re-doing process in Flash. Lots more to go, wondering whether 4 weeks (left) are enough to finished it. i wanted to make it a very good one, but not sure if i can. *Hmm...* Pretty tired recently, but kind of feeling happy. Why? *laugh* i receive praises and good remarks from my working supervisors. i am really happy to know that i am not giving them any troubles.

     October is a month of Birthdays. Why do i say that? Almost, i mean almost everyday i have someone born in October. Qiang, Zulaikha (not in contact liao), Johanna, Mama, Papa, Sister, Ek, Siang etc... What a month! The list just goes on... Due to some financial woes, this year, i had not give anyone of them anything apart from wishes. Hope they don't mind.

You are a romantic person.
You (GUY) : Like sporty personnel, and/or someone who know how to make you happy.

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A formidable creature half lion and half eagle, the griffin is said to be one thousand times stronger than any lion and five thousand times as farsighted as an eagle. Humans find themselves unable to lie while in a Griffin's presence. The griffin is also said to be fierce and untamed. It was a protector against evil and people often wore talismans of a griffin's claw to protect them from demons. Griffins were often used as transport for the gods. They were also reputed to swoop down from the mountains on occasion and pick up goats and small horses and bring them back to their nests for their young.

What mythical beast best represents you?
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disappointment

     Now feeling a little disappointed. This is the second time. I spend lots of time do the flash, designing etc. But my supervisor do not support me using darker colour as background. He wanted me to change into a lighter groups of colour. i did a few set of colour combinations. In the end, he chose the worst combination to me. A rather oldies colour combination, simple and plain. Of course, when i used the colour, i am putting myself into his shoes, elder generation views.

     i said this was the second time because i faced the same problem with Industrial Attachment. From there i gained the idea to create the current combination. It's kind of disheartening when you do something and put in lots of effort. In the end, you needed to redo it. 

     All i can do now is to re-create the whole flash, rearrange it and try to meet his requirements. "i have to move on", this is what i told myself.

Priority Test
[Qualities that you look for in your partner]

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1. Intellegence 2. Wealth 3. Personality 4. Looks

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want to try something new. Your inquisitive and
quite lovable. You have many friends and will
succseed in life.

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You are *Nsync - Your style is based on robotic
dance moves and someone singing really high in
the background. Most people see you as very
mainstream, listening to pop and starting up
cheer squads. Don't be proud, there are enough
barbie clones as there is.

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You're a dancer! Your language is the body's; most
probably you talk a lot with your hands, too
(watch out, don't smack anyone!). You like
putting every amout of sweat into it, and every
part of you is important in your art. Movement
is everything, may it be huge or subtile. You
are a kinesthetic learner.

What kind of artist are you?
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Your Real World/Road Rules Stereotype is: The Good
One. You are a very innocent person who has
limited experience in the world. You hate
confrontation.

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blush VS bushed

     i am bushed and blushing once i think about what had just happened. This is what had just happen... When i am on my way to school, i had actually, not know since when, forgotten to zip up my jeans. i remember i did but somehow it happened. i met my Bowling/NYP junior and we are chatting happily. Bus conductor came board the bus and i still not noticing it nor he informing me. Then only one stop before reaching NYP, i realised that i did not zip my pants up. Can you imagine how embarrassed i am in front of my friend? i don't know i am 'open' to how many bus-stops. So paiseh. Faster zip up and alight.

     Wah biang! Really embarrassing. Still very tired after yesterday work. But keep myself awake by going into MediaCorp's Forum, Soccernet.com etc. Something bad also happened yesterday. First day as a runner, i made a mistake. i am still not familiar with the menu and abbreviation etc. Then as a runner, i need to recognise the food and deliver to the customer's table as soon as possible. 

     i somehow mixed up which table i was supposed to send it to. i accidentally send a steak to a table. They did not notice it as they also ordered one, but how well-done it is, is different. In the end, i guess the kitchen is a little unhappy about it. But luckily my supervisor and colleague are more supportive and did not reprimand me. Totally dampened my spirit last night.

Stupid Me

     Guess what, after 5 days at Swensen's, now then i find out that Giant Earthquake does not have 16 scoops of ice-cream, but 3 ounces instead of 2 per scoop. *laugh* Not too bad, the people there are pretty friendly as long as you did your job. That's the way. i am happy with that. Pretty tired, i must say but i am cannot-sit-still kind of person. So, i love to be busy. *laugh*

     Tomorrow will be Week 8 and i am suppose to finish my Flash. But i only do 2 part (out of 5). Pretty disappointed of my progress. i will strive hard and finish it as soon as possible. My supervisor should be back in school this week after his re-service. Receive good comments on my design *smile* but i somehow feel that there are something short in my flash. i can't find out the reason yet. Maybe, one day, i will.

     i just now saw an ex-colleague of mine at SSMC (attachment). Somehow i felt very delighted to see him. I do miss the place and somehow, i want to see them but i know i will not know how to communicate with them when i see them. They happen to be on my mine these days and its a coincidence to meet him. Glad that they are all doing great. *smile*

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Your nice, smart, and pretty much calm. You're a
Island Kadotie!

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Journal for five days

     Just received a news this morning, a rather sad news. No, i'm fine. But my friend are not. Jannah's grandfather passed away last Saturday. Its rather ironical or should i say bad that we had fun on Friday but her kin died on Saturday. Still remember that we took Neoprints where i am photogenic. *ehem* I'm sure she will get through it.

     My job at Swensen's remained unchanged. Afraid of giving the wrong impression to that colleague of mine, i communicate with her very little. Refrained to only about work, even if we happen to be in the same station when our shifts overlapped. Overall, still a little bored since i am still the guy who only pours water and clear plate. 

     Recently i am not feeling too well again. Rather tired and seems like i do not have any good sleep. Last night, i am somehow awake in the middle of the night. Its not the first time but last night, i heard a scream from a lady. Not knowing whether she is human or what, i decided to pretend i heard nothing and try to get back to sleep. But i am still tired when i am awake. Attendances seems to be pretty bad, have been late for more than 20% of my project. 

     Last night, i also went to meet Siang, Yong Hao and Jeremy before meeting Qiang at his neighbourhood. Its been months since i last saw Yong Hao and Jeremy. i try to update myself with their news. *laugh* Not too bad, love to have nice chat with them.

     Feeling that i can do better in school, i try to learn more ways of using Flash. Wait, do not ask me to read up books. i will fall asleep. 2 books on hand, not the first time, read none yet. i would rather read a story book. Seems like my friend like my design, which is somehow a consolation to the unhappiness i had with my work. i will try harder...

Sagittarius [A-Type]
November 23 - December 21

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Personality: You're very clever about what comes out of your mouth. Usually there are more things brooding in your head than what you actually say. People perceive you to be more of a private person but realize that you are easy to befriend.

Love Tendency: The problem you run into is that you fall in and out of love too easily. But you do have this coldhearted manner, which women are strangely attracted to. You are also a man without words but that doesn't stop you from experiencing many relationships.

Life: Stocks and the related financial market are career fields that you would do well in. Income will naturally derive to you but make sure you control you cash flow. People around you might say that you are too risky but it's nothing to worry about. Things will level out as you get older. Take some time out to check up on your health regularly.

Good Match: O-type Sagittarius and AB-type Aries and Leos are people who will exactly know how you feel inside. They seem to have a sixth sense for that. O-type Aries and Aquarius are adventurous people who will hardly bore you when you are together. That's their charm.

Bad Match: B-type Cancers really test your patience. A-type Virgos will touch your nerves too much that it will get very annoying.

What About U?

white to brown

     Still very tired. When i reached home last night, it was already 12am. *smile* Then went online for awhile before heading to bed. Hence, not enough energy to jump... jump... jump! *laugh*

     i went to a saloon in Aljunied. You must be thinking "how on earth do you get yourself in Aljunied?" i actually went there with Aris to dyed my hair. For me, i merely covered my white n silver hair... So not much different if you see me in real person. *laugh* i am still not bold enough to get into brighter colour. i still got innocent and cute image, remember?

     Now... White hair? No more *laugh*

You're Most Like The Season Spring ... Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy. As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
to look out for and protect you. Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)

?? Which Season Are You ??
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what a day

     Have my presentation in the morning. Not too bad lar... i guess... *laugh* Managed to answer the questions the lecturers ask. As usual, i did stutter a little but everything just went smoothly especially the Q&A part *smile*

     It also happened to be my first day at work in Swensen's. It had been a long time since i work in F&B, but not forgotten what i learn, i mean the basics service stuff lar... but i had to refresh my skills *smile* as usual it is a Malaysian working environment, but i guess more Singaporean than Chatterbox.

     First day of work, happen to be a crowded day, hence not much was learnt., but i guess Jannah's buddy, Rena, guide me along and ask a guy to guide me too... but i forget the names of the staff... *laugh* Then came this girl, whom i don't know her name too, ask me whether i have a girlfriend. When i answer 'No', she was like mumbling what "i also dun have... dunno...." I can't really remember as she spoke too softly.

     Felt strange since we only met once before i work today ( i was the customer and she was the waitress lar... *laugh* ) and she asked me this question. Then she was smiling to me all night whenever she looks at me sia... *frown* i think i need to watch my action now... i do not wish to have a repeat of incidents...

What school subject are you?

You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.

What kind of kiss are you?
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better mood... better luck?

     Not a bad day at all... i'm feeling good... Even though i am still a little tense up but i guess its normal since it was due to the presentation coming up on WED. Half way done with my slides but what i am really afraid of is that i might once again stutter. I think i will be better but there is still a little phobia that i might freak out. *laugh* as usual...

     i know twins and Aris are not really happy with this but it is true *laugh* We are chatting at Mac while having out lunch (FJ take-aways). My god-sister saw me and called me but i never noticed it *hehe...* Then when i message back, she called again. She told me that her friends said that i am the *ehem..* better looking one among the four of us *laugh* a little unexpected joke but i guess i am a little lucky to have someone saying i am handsome... Especially compared to fashion-savvy Aris and Twins... *laugh* Fine... don't puke! but it is true. *mega-watt smile*

     Then Jian Long called me up around 4.50pm... That made my day. It had been months since i last heard of him. Never thought he would call, but glad he did that. Have a little nice chat with him, even though a bit of 'bird-language' was used *laugh* Feeling good... i always LOVE to find out my friends are doing fine, at least not yet die *laugh*

     Had a haircut yesterday at a barber in Ang Mo Kio. Now, my hair is not as short as that time in Industrial Attachment, but still short to many people. Looking fresh but i guess its the same old brand new me... *laugh*

KOOKABURRA

(Sagittarius Nov 23 - Dec 21)

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    The kookaburra's distinctive laughing call is contagious - it makes one feel like laughing along. It can stir up feelings of joy and of positive energy. When you hear a kookaburra laugh, remember to allow yourself to laugh as well, for laughter and joy are part of the very essence of our being.

    The kookaburra man dislikes discipline and confined spaces. He is very optimistic, idealistic and intelligent. He likes a partner who will share his love of fun and adventure. He is not possessive, jealous or demanding, and likes to be free to come and go as he pleases. He is honest, open minded, easy to get on with, friendly and popular. He must have a challenging interest in his life or else he will become bored and restless.

*MAROON*

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You are intelligent, and know what's right. You like to make things go your way, which can sometimes cause trouble for not thinking about other people's feelings. But you be patient when it comes to love... Once you get a hold of the right person, it's hard for you to find a better love.

up neXt

     Its time to get my hair cut again. But due to the heavy rain yesterday and the need to bring home my bowling ball, i did not go. Aching all over, i guess i need to beef up my hands etc. *laugh* i begin a little small step of my 'Keeping Fit' program... *laugh* Hey~ at least i start...

     i eat slightly lesser and chose to eat. *smile* i will never go on diet. That's hard on me *laugh* i try to excercise too, so that i can bowl better and last longer. NAPFA and MIW checkup are up soon. Must prepare myself. I have not booked it yet as i am not ready yet. *sigh*

     This week is going to be a slightly more busy week. Project Presentation on WED, start work on WED too... Have to remember to book MIW Check up too... What a week?! Thinking of having a hair cut and dying my hair, but i scared that it will screw up my presentation. Hmm... should i or should i not?!...