FINALLY able to log onto the blog page... dunno what happen to my pc... alot of websites were not able to log on to or slow connection... lazy to care liao lar... anyway... its really a heartwarming thing to fine that most of my friends have pass all their subjects... me too lar... :p so happy.... then this morning i went for bowling... even though im not really those avg.160 and abovei manage to get an avg 117 (6 games...) the highest in my bowling life... ... this is also the first time i can so-called be consistent for so many matches and felt terribly tired during the 6th game last frame.... hehe so happy... that's why i'm really feeling gay and what's more i will be resting today... so i will be ready for tomorrow's work... still feeling happy that we most likely will not change class next semester...

As NTUC changes promotions every Thursday, we really need to update ourselves... hehe... having a little trouble memorizing the newest prices... luckily for me... the people there are very nice... i almost found my money shorted in the balance... luckily for me... i recount the money and every thing falls back to place... phew... what a relieve... its been 14 days since i last see A4 guys... hmm... wondering what they were doing... hope they found their jobs (for those who are looking for...) or enjoying their holis right now... As for me... a brand new day awaits for me while i end my Thursday here...

Finally, i get my off day... yesterday was my 1st day alone at the cashier... hmm... feeling a little pressurize but the people there really took care of us, juniors... hehe... so its not so bad i guess... when i'm resting, i will try to memorize the prices for the fruits... and vegetables... so never look down on cashiers like us as u may find it amazing as they can actually memorized almost all the prices... lots to learn huh?! anyway... i can also feel somehow uneasy with the fact that results are coming out soon... what will happen to me? haiz... and also i will not be going abroad and i will stick on with NTUC... as i think its only fair for them if i stay on... :p

I guess its not fun after all... hehe... no lar... i like to play with all the cashier thingy but its kind of pressurize to get in touch with the money itself... haha... we took half the morning doing nothing but learning all the basics... and memorising some codes... hmm... actually time passes quite fast... so its kinda ok for our 1st day of work...

say bye bye to loafing-around lifestyle... and hello to the brand new NTUC worker... haha... actually tomolo onwards i will be going to NTUC and become a cashier there with hankeong... Robin are working there also... so it will be 3 NYPians there... Although the pay cannot be compared to Mandarin Singapore or G2000 but i would like to give it a try a brand new environment and type of job... but haiz... might forced to take a week leave in Dec... dunno allowed anot... haiz... my parents wanted me to go with them abroad... i mean the whole family... so still dunno how... but looking forward tomolo's work ...

I was checking my mails that had been piling up over the examination period and came across this.... its an extract from the original piece...

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"...what is a friend? A confidant? A shoulder to cry on? An ear to listen? A heart to feel? A friend is all these.... and more.
No matter where we met, no matter how long we've been together... I call you friend. A word so small, yet so large in feeling, a word filled with emotion, a word overflowing with love..."

a day was wasted relaxing my self and goin online... hehe... Happy Deepavali... before i forget... most of u should be working liao isnt it? im not... havent go look yet... waiting for hankeong... suddenly felt so boring... a usual thingy every time after exam... just hope to get pass the days much faster...

Am i an animal in bed? 0_0... sure i do... hehe... this is wat i am....

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I am a Koala!

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Cuddly and snuggly. You love romance and being pampered by a partner. Candle-lit dinners, red roses and soft, moody music all set the perfect tone for you. In bed you're very sensual and eager to give your partner as much as they give you. You love sex but it isn't a major priority in your relationships. You're at your happiest being cradled in your partner's arms.

i have been really disappointed in my results for the whole of yesterday... but i had been able to move on wit my life... if fail then fail lor... i cant do anything to stop it wat... haha.... anyway... i had begin to study that subject in case i retake... than i could be confident in doing it to my very best or even maybe an... 'A'... hahaha.... anyway... really happy that i have friends like twins, hankeong, eugene, eunice and wendy around that were concern about me... thanx alot pals... Siang, Qiang and Jeremy made me sweat through a game of basketball... hence i can pick myself up again... I will try my best to do well again next semester and the supplementary paper, if i kana it...
i will never fall apart as i noe im not walking alone... and im still growing up...

i'm still cant get over this stupid feeling... i suffered the first ever downfall in my life... i never experience this feeling before... its so humiliating.... the whole paper... i wrote rubbish ... F**K.... wat happen to me? getting headaches... i think shld be because the fact that i did not sleep yesterday had cause me dearly... and i juz cant do it... this make me more clear that i will never never-sleep a night before the exam.... x_x

today was juz not my day... i believed that the questions should be considered easy yet i freak out... im not sure y... all the formulas just doesnt like me anymore and juz happen to disappear from my tired body and mentality.... Now im facing the threat of not even getting 20 marks out of 100 for this paper to ensure me a pass... i think my dream into U is ending... haiz... but still glad some friends did voice their concern while others... sadly didn't...