Sunday, June 21, 2009

i'm in love...

when i first saw you... you were unattractive...
when i first made contact with you... i had doubts about you...
when i first hold you... i am still unsure...
i am sure... it's not love at first sight...

i ponder... i wonder...
did i made the right decision...

i tried reading into you...
i tried to understand you...
And i decided to give it a try.

Maybe you are the one for me...
Maybe we could work it out...
i'll never know until i give it a try.

You seems dark from the outside...
yet you are pure from the inside...
You are may be plain and light...
but the more i know about you...
the more i fall for you...
My heart skip a beat at the very end of our contact...
i never had this feeling for a long time...
i know that i want you... i need you...

i know we cannot see each other always...
but i will try my best to go and get you again...

i love you...
my dear...
Bonta Divina's Tiramisu

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Xiao Liang...

is thinking whether he should use the name, 'Jaron'...

wonders what is the proper pronounciation of 'Jaron'

is getting lethargic... for no reason...

is feeling depress over gaining pounds of weight...

has learned the importance of letting go...

should be expecting much lesser...

had gained back a friend...

is losing confidence in friendship...

no longer believe in 'FOREVER' in friendship...

believes every relationship need two hands to clap...

treasures all people that treasure him...

loves to be respected and thanks all who do respected him, honestly...

values honesty and integrity more than money and power...

is losing zest in studies...

is asking what he really wants...

is questioning his own beliefs...

has lost another relative in his life...

lost 2 relatives in the year 2009...

likes the actors and actresses in 'The Ultimatum'

still dreams a little dream...

is deep in thoughts...

Monday, June 01, 2009

Meeting The Expert

      Singing over two days is indeed an tiring affair. Limited song list of mine did not do me any favour. But still, i am glad that i accept the invitation and go and sing with them.

      Due to personal reasons, Sito & Fabian haven't been feeling good for many days. Actually, Fabian did msn me about finding a day to meet up for ktv, just that i did not expect it to be so soon. *laugh* When he msn me hours ago, i was like... "erm... hmm... i sang yesterday, but don't mind sing with you guys'. Then off i went with the two 'singers'. How can i decline such a good offer... accompany my friends when down, plus having someone to fetch me.

      I always feel Fabian is a good singer... His voice is different from the way he speak. When he sing, its really hard not to be emotional. He belted out numerous old but nice songs. Sito, on the other hand, sound better when he is being himself. When he sang, he tends to imitate the original singer. At times, it can get irritating. But still, he do have a good voice. When he sang upbeat numbers, its enjoyable. It really did...

      "Singing session will be fun if you sing with all the good singers". I agree but how many friends of yours are good singers? For that question, Fabian say he can ask his friends who are better in singing to join us next time round. Part of me wanted to say "count me out" while another part of me say "why not". Those who know me well, will know that i don't mix with strangers or sing with strangers. I tend to shake and freak out... But eventually, i replied 'ok'. Maybe i wanted to open up a little bit of my circle since i used to think that "why aren't all my friend are good singer". Not that they aren't, but you will only improve if you keep singing with good singers. Maybe i can get some pointers from them. Anyway, its future plans... will not be happening so soon.

      Nevertheless, i really enjoyed myself despite lacking of sleep, postponing of report writing and feeling tired. Looking forward to singing with them again, but for now... i need a break from singing soon... *laugh* and listen more music.