Cook emerge Winner

     In the Battle of Davids, Cook emerge as the winner over Archuleta in American Idol 7. The finals performance was pretty good... both are worthy winner. I support David Cook as he is simply more versatile compared to David Archuleta who can only belt ballad or inspirational kind of music. Hence, my vote went to David Cook. I will consider buying both of their albums... should they release...

     The finale was slightly less impressive than the Wednesday night show. The result show had the past winners, contestants & celebrities on stage to perform. Most were so-so for me... Not good enough to impress me or keep me stick to the tv. Maybe its the song choice too... rather unpopular choices. The singing from Top 12 of this season simply showed us that both Davids deserve their spots. American made the right choice this season. Impressive... A record of 97.5 million votes were cast by the American. Last season had 74 million votes recorded on the grand finals.

     On the sporting field... Manchester beat Chelsea by pentalties... They drew 1-1 after extra time. Frank Lampard & C. Ronaldo score for their respective team. Will Arsenal win some trophy next season? I will hope so...

clarify speculations

      I wasn't feeling that good recently... was feeling some dilemma last week... hence whatever i do... i simply feel tired. I have to admit, i am feeling rather down or lost here & there... but to clear things up, i need to clarify one thing. It coincidently happens days after knowing Terence being attached, hence causing speculations that i am feeling down because of him. Aiight~ maybe indirectly, that incident was one of the minor reason... but hey, when i say he is my No.1. Its purely entertainment. For those who think otherwise, i shall not waste my time clarify again.

      Terence IS one of my better friends who listened to be during a period of time when no one believes me. He saw what i saw then... in my shoes... hence i was able to move on... Hence to him, i have pure respect. If he being my #1, is because of i love him... then... i have lots of lovers then... with some having girlfriends or wife by their side. We are just fooling around, CgM's girlfriend even know me by person.

      The reason why i did not choose to reveal what i am thinking is largely due to the fact that there are too many things connected to it. Not one or two words will be able to explain, plus... i do not have someone who i can 100% open my heart with yet... currently, 60% is already hard to find... Some already been removed in my list *laugh*. Contracts ended...

      But on the brighter side of this incident, i learned more emotions. Maybe due to some movies i watched recently, i learned how to put more emotions or i could put more emotions into songs i sung. Went KTV last week, and sang a few songs that i never did before. I was so glad with my 'performance'. Not sure how others think though, i was particularly impressed by myself *laugh* when i sang "Fu Huo" (Revived) & "Lei" (Tears) by Lin Yu Zhong & Mi Lu Bing respectively. Those who have chance in going ktv with me... watch out for a better interpretations of the songs i will be singing...

The Promiscuous One

     Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones will all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.

my #1 is now gone...

     Have it happens to you before? When you see people around you get hitched... get into a relationship... again and again... yet... it seems forever to be your turn? What's worst... your siblings falling in love with someone you had a crushed for a very wrong time... Life been annoying, isn't it?

     Thankfully, this did not happen to me... or should i say, the last part didn't. I just watched 27 Dresses. A fun, lovely story that showcase one lovely girl who went to 27 wedding as maid of honour... assisting 27 brides in their weddings. All different themed. Yet her boss, someone she had a crushed with, falls for her sister at first sight. A rather simple yet not that simple movie... rather fun watching. Maybe because of the news i heard from Terence make me feel more for the main actress...

     Yeah, as i said earlier on, people around me get hitched, get into a relationship... or even break up and get a new one... All so fast that i almost lost to keep track. I should be happy that Terence found someone he love. But some part of me feel sad... Hey, he is my #1 in 3SIG, you know? *laugh* Honestly, he caught me in surprise. He wasn't one that i would expect to get a girlfriend first (among 12 of us). But definitely, one of the better catch among us. So... maybe i shouldn't be that surprise after all... at least i am now his mistress... *laugh*

     Feeling a little low... but hey, i am fine actually. Since its myself who can't accept another person in my life. I love myself more than anyone else. *laugh* But to be honest, i did change a little over the years... After watching those Taiwan's Idol Drama... those movies... i was actually being moved... but still the special one is not in my life yet... so maybe, i am fated to wait or.... simply be single... Bachelor wasn't a bad idea...

     Some part of me had this little confidence telling me that i should able to succeed should i had someone in my mind. Hence, i keep trying to increase my market value of myself by slimming down... or find clothes that suits me... though keep failing, i never give up trying.