not once, but twice

For the first time in my life, i failed 2 common tests in a row and guess what, i am the bottom two in one of the module.

"Not something to be proud of, then why do you keep saying it", you might say. To me, it is something rather hurting. It is quite shocking. Not to my friends, but to me as well. I had to admit i am not as hardworking as i am this semester. Not when i am like a lost sheep in the large grassland.

"最无奈的是，我不能怨任何人。这是自己造成的。"

"伤心。无助。彷徨。疲倦。泪湿眼眶。"

"我好累！我好想哭！但可笑的是我眼泪是干的了。"

These are just some of my feelings i posted on twitter when the shocking results sinking in. But no, i did not really shed a tear. I wanted to but... my eyes are too dry. I wanted to vent out my anger, wanted to blame the whole world! BUT, this time round, i am unable to do it. I had no one to blame on, but myself. I really become lost of emotions soon after. No longer sad, no longer helpless, no longer feeling anything. Totally blank!

Left 11 days for my FYP and nothing is done yet. I need someone to slap me, someone to bash me up, someone to make me feel pain before i can stand up once again. i need.... it...

my first, my second

Today marks the first anniversary of Guan Jie & Wendy.
Today is the wedding day for Guan Jie & Wendy.
Today is the day where Guan Jie & Wendy went through the solemnisation.

I would like to take this opportunity to congrats this newly weds a blissful marriage and many kids to come. =)

Special Thanks to this couple. I gave my "first-time" away! This is the first time i am one of 'brothers' for my friend's wedding and i thoroughly enjoyed myself. But honestly, it is a tiring day! Though it should be more tiring for the couple. =)

It is an honour to be the co-emcee for the wedding dinner event. This is my second time being an emcee and first time handling the English portion. Of course, I also 'forced' to be the emcee for the solemisation. Thanks to my co-emcee and fellow brothers, they lessen my anxiety and the English speech is definitely easier than the Chinese portion. Even though, the Chinese portion is shorter. Previously, i was the Chinese emcee and i definitely not as smooth or confident than this one.

It is a pity that we could not spend more time taking outdoor photos due to the weather. But that's okay! Most importantly, everyone had fun! Hope the wedding couple too! =)

Photos: Coming Soon!