exhausting

      Went Diana's Birthday party... everything went well and everybody but one is cool... She is none other than Diana's sis... Commanding Officer sia... Head of Logistic sia... 2 nicknames upon first meet up... Instead of helping Diana to serve us or entertain us... She expect us to be the cheap labour and BBQ food for them...

      Diana had always treat us not bad... hence we can only endure... Shengxin & Hanwei obviously is exploding soon... haha... Ended up we work whole night... till clearing up... Diana is totally 100% drunk... we stayed till late at night accompanying her... all of us are secondary classmates... never had i thought i can be so sociable... i guess my mindset need to change a bit... hmm...

      I burned my leg... haha.. alright, relax... my leg got burnt by the exhaust pipe (i think) by Hao's bike... me careless... now there is a scar on my leg le... hope it will subside... Meeting Ris later... had been pushing away for weeks... feeling bad... booking in after that... tar~tar~

Tour de JB

3 of many tired guys... just lies on the road...

The lane where we can get Singapore Phone Connection

Looks like a pro? i sux that day...

The non-bowlers

After much persuading... Finally... Jx sings...

Something fishy going on between TH & WL

YiDa promoting his album outside RedBox

RedBox provides buffet too... Great food...

With Kek & Jx finally sings,
their vocal are not as bad as they mention

Make a Wish, Dz

Present giving ceremony from WL, main organiser

Before leaving RedBox

I shared bed with Jx & Kang... Kek? he slept alone...

Breakfast after Route March... Food Sux...

Last group photo on bed before booking out...

more interesting comments & actions here...

exhausting

      A pretty tiring week indeed... we had an Exercise Crouching Tiger on Thurs... its not really tough overall... but my detachment were new... plus me and Dz had some minor injuries... i injured my arm on WED while doing EAS for vehicles from SI/2SIG.... QiKang is my new commander hence still pretty foreign to the procedures & equipment... he is from SSD by the way... he replaced Marcus till 'Diamond Link II'... With QiKang, our RID are renamed from 39RID (39A) to SK-RID... All three of us are SengKang residents...

      Recently, there is a person rising steadily in our hate list... Going to #1 spot soon is Mr Alfred... a.k.a. No.2 (Coy 2IC)... he is doing alot of things that we hated... not only don't like... i wonder why would a person go and do all the nonsense just to get people to hate him... is he sadist or what... he a little bian tai leh... like people to hate him... I almost exploded upon seeing him... he definitely displaced CSM, Kelly & OC in my hate list... Thankfully... i managed to control my temper especially with people around me like Dz, Jx... keep talking to me... Oh ya.. and of course my bunk for keep saying what i feel as they complained on the night after the exercise... i shall not continued... or else... my blood going to boils again...

      Today's highlight must be the 10km run... Pretty glad that i managed to complete it without any struggling for breath or my injuries... timing wasn't my major concern today... although i must admit i am a little bit unhappy at that point of time when i feel i gave my best to finish 10km... yet alot of them ran less than 10km... i know 'cause i overtook them... haha... but after much thoughts... i couldn't care much... it doesn't concern me whether they ran 10k or what... in the end... its me who benefits as it keeps me fit...

      Received 'The Chervons' membership card today... Hmm... need alot of rest as i could feel my body, eyes & brains are going to turn off soon... haha...

The Chervons

feel better

      the discussion came to an end... but all happened too late... i had to admit that my mood is affected... sad? disappointed? not so sure... but definitely affected... who won't? Everything was decided ard 2.30+pm and meeting time is set at 3pm... The verdict? Jx, Dz & me decided to give it a miss...

      Feel better with Jx chatting with me... Surprised that he actually online for the 'longest' time since i know him... How long can i be down with these people around me? Hmm... and i managed to watch Tsubasa Chronicle from #09 to #18... quite alot... but i was never bored in the process... unlike Naruto... haha...

      Why am i here? at such a time... that is solely because i will be down at 2SIG around 9am... hence needed to be awake at 6am... The only time before i went back to army life... Didn't get a chance to post last night as i was busy changing my icons at my Desktop & Antivirus thingy... after which big brother Jx ask me to go and sleep le... haha... alright... time to get ready to move... that's all folks...

draggy

      Discussion on whether wanna go out to eat still on going... since yesterday night... why so draggy? haiz... Dz is still sleeping i guess... called & sms him & Jx since morning... at least Jx is now online... i was getting a little tired of discussion...

      Even if me and Jx agreed to go makan sushi... they can't decide a place & time for it... now is 2pm and they still talking about lunch... as for dinner... Mun & Jx can't as their home prepared meals early although not yet cooked... so dinner is out of questions... Jin still pestering for an answer... haha... haiz... i don't know lar...

      This is one of the reason i getting tired of going out... even if gone out... we would stuck at one point not knowing what to do next... it happened many times this year... and these making me a more 'homely' person... no.. should say 'roomly...' as i stuck inside my room all by myself...

Johor Report

      Dingze was having his 21st birthday yesterday and i guess he gave in to accomodate us by re-arranging his schedule to go JB with us... celebrating his birthday with family in the early morning & friends a day before... in return, many had also given him face to go there... but nevertheless, its a nice trip... and of course, all trips have their turn-ons & offs... so let's see...

      Turn-ons. The highlight of the trip should be the KTV night & games... We sang and managed to give DZ a little surprise and i guess everyone enjoyed the KTV & of coursem the buffet... REDBOX definitely is a thumb-up place... with JH & Kek belt out a few numbers with us... i reckon their voice aren't that bad... Just that they don't like KTV or no confidence in singing... Oh yes, for the first time ever i sang "Open Your Eyes"... hope my rendition touched the 'listeners' heart... as there is a moment of silence... After that we returned to the hotel and had 'Zhong Ji Mi Ma' even though many of us are tired... the games brought laughter and invovled everyone, every minutes... Kek most forfeits but i drank the most alcohol... duhZ

      Turn-offs. This morning don't-know-how-many-km walk before breakfast... we were supposed to have breakfast outside hotel... and we ended up walking to a few place that are not opened and worst of all... the food is below standard... i am sure NYP's worst stall still taste better than them... The tour guide needed to be changed... haha... but who cares since they all accept it as it is... and "its the past now"...

      Apart from spoilt "Fantastic 4" game & much-sought-after "Dear Boys" anime... i gain lots of warmth in this trip... which indeed let off some of my stress and unhappiness i had in S'pore... Thankfully i did go as i had once thought of giving it a miss... Surprisingly, Kek stayed overnight & JH's appearance... Special thanks to all who had gave in to me... as i don't felt right at first... and especially DZ & JH for giving me heartfelt warmness despite the cold temperature... i'm glad i listen to JH to sleep on bed... i'll be less stubborn now... i promise... c",)

Project SuperStar

      Weilian went against all odds and claim the male champion title... He is not as consistent as Junyang but definitely sounds more emotional and better over the last two weeks... i'm sure many would beg to differ and believe that overall, Junyang should qualify... especially his vocal and marketing is easier and better... and for Weilian... many thought he earn votes of sympathy... which i don't agrees with...

      XinHui is not as lucky as Weilian... Despite her splendid performances on Thurs and her improvement since her 'revolution' days... She fails to outwin Kelly over votes... Even she leads Kelly in her score... her popularity is obviously weaker than Kelly, especially with Singapore Poly behind her... promoting her as the SuperStar... If XinHui releases an album... i would not mind buying it... alot of my bunkmates was won over by her performance... She is definitely good... though not very pretty... We'll see if Kelly can go back to her 'Open Your Eyes' kind of performance and if Weilian can continues to move Singapore.... Sept 1 will be the Grand Finale... while i believes their singles (30% of the score) is out in store now...

      Army life is getting more draggy with Sgt Kelly (its a HE, mind you...) getting so naggy over last two days... Be it drawing of BII to movement of vehicle... he just act as if he is really that good... and trys to turn all his mistakes into 'lessons' for us... can't he stop it? Due to the poor management of 2SIG... We (those who went 2SIG) booked out late... i reached home at 10+ pm and will be back in 2SIG on WED... There goes my OFF-IN-LIEU.... hopefully it will be credited...

a waste of time

      Time was wasted on Sunday morning as the whole BN was asked to go Carnival@Marina for the so-called 'BN Cohesion Day' and hey... we simply went there to watch one Total Defence show under the HOT sun... and at one point of time... some rain droplets even the sun is still HOT... Can you imagine?

      After being released around noon, Kang & Edwin suggest going Ngee Ann to watch Project SuperStar... and yes... we went... so did DZ, JQ, Kek & Terence... The four finalist didn't sing while we were around but they do have lots of supporters... Not a BIG event there... but its a fairly big crowd... since its a little drizzling and the area is small...

      The day ended in playing pool and LAN... managed to notch some wins over Terence, Kang & JQ for pool... what i love about LAN is that we can play as a team and go against Computer... and not bad... we never lost to computer yet... not yet i mean... haha... simply due to the fact that we set the Computer difficulty level to our standard... which made it more managable...

      Today marks the return to camp... before that... is Kranji camp do SaiKang time... haha...

alcohol

      14th August marks YongHao's 21st Birthday... and he held his celebration at Downtown East... BBQ & Chalet... And of course, i had the honour to be invited there... There, i saw alot of Secondary School friends... Diana Li (we were from same pri sch)... Shengxin, Guoxin, Shuxiang etc... Although did nothing much there... but at least had a little catch up... with them...

      i had a couple of drinks there... and i do mean just a couple of drinks... a few of them, esp. YH & Siang.... had been drunk... Ber is on her way too... haha... me? nah~! far from it... never been drunk... haha... not because i'm good drinker... but my friends who drank with me took care of me... making sure i drank diluted one... its been a long time since i last drank...

      Came back and saw a message reply from DZ in friendster... i held no hard feelings with you... just a little disappointed over recent events... You are someone important to me too... never will i lose a friend like you... we are still buddies...

settling down

      Rearranging all the photos and looking back at them just simply dug out my fond memories... sometimes... i hate to admit but i do miss those period of time during NDP preparation... even if there are misunderstandings... there are quarrels... some memories are just nice...

      its been hard for me... but i felt that no point of dragging a pointless friendship... those who know me... know that i would rather make one less friend than lose one good friend... Do i have a choice? i had been thinking of it for many weeks or months... There are people who tried to let us reconcile.. there are some who asked me to be me and let go if there is a need to... but why am i holding on to it for so long?

      i had been giving both of us chances to see if there is any salvage to the friendship... not long but meaningful to me... but i don't see the effort from the other party... Others may believe that he tried... or he never 'avoid' me... but if that's the case... so be it... i had thought it through... even if in the end... i may be hated by a few people... No one can be liked by everyone... so why am i always trying so hard to please everyone... and i do mean everyone...

      I wouldn't force myself to be at a place where i don't belong... Definitely i'll go to a place where people accepted me as who i am... at least i don't feel that bad with them... Special thanks to Jin, Mun, Kelv... maybe KR & Fabian to be there chatting with me and make me occupied... so as not to think so much... Special thanks to Dingze & Jiu Hsiang too... for trying their best to make us reconcile...

      Had a chat with a buddy of mine... someone whom i look up to... He may not feel that i am his buddy but in my heart... i treat him as one... He is facing emotional struggle... something no one will expect from someone like him... but i really hope that you can pull yourself up... and be strong... be the confident soul again... feel free to talk to me... i am willing to provide a listening ear... c",)

NDP Recaps

3 of many tired guys... just lies on the road...

how can NDP without Fireworks?

CCKSS students are difficult to control...

Lunch is the only thing we look forward to...

Tatoos are 'out of stock' on 8th Aug itself...

The men behind the LION...

During Post-NDP celebration...

ExN39 PC LT Kevin were spotted...

These had caused us lotsa troubles...

My RID Detachment... Marcus & DZ

its over...

      NDP 2005 had finally came to an end on a much higher note than i expect... Its all relieves when we finished the performace routine and exits from the ground... I watched on TV... we had little or almost ZERo hiccups... so i am very happy with it... All of us ended up in the Finale and Post-NDP celebration... enjoying ourselves... Pictures were taken... Most of them took with CCKSS students... haha... its the last time before they part their ways... even if they maintain contacts through friendster & msn... Oh ya... LT Kevin (ex-N39 PC) was around too... Now will be concentrating in exercises that going full-swing in next few weeks... oh ya... 'Diamond Link' too...

      its been awhile since i last post a message... i struggled through the times without blog... as there was no medium for me to voice out... haha... but now i am back with a simpler blog... but same old style of posting... haha... there was a need of break and feel a need to change the blogskin & address which i wanted to for months...

      Many things happened but i guess i will grow out of it... and the most happiest thing is i got myself a DVD-R Drive... although pocket now a BIG BIG hole... but i see it as a long term thingy.. for me to burn 25 anime in one disc instead of 3 in one CD... so it saves lots when long term right?

      Watched The Maid with Yaoqiang, Jin & KR... not a bad show... got scared a number of times... Weilian did a great performance in Project SuperStar... got mesmerised by his voice... Hope that he can qualify even though i know its pretty hard...