Tuesday, December 24, 2002

eeehhh!!! the timetable are finally out... ISN'T IT GREAT?! haha... and im really really looking forward to continue my school life... as when i look at the modules i need to take next semester... i was stunned... it look so pro.... they are most likely ...
EG2001 Engineering Mathematics 2A
EG2009 Microprocessor Technology
EG2096 Semestral Project 3
EG2098 Industrial Electronics & Control
EG2099 EDA Tools
EG2120 Data & Network Communications
Complementary: Accounting....
And finally today i achieve balanced report... YES!! tomolo will b Christmas and i will be resting, hahaha.... hope when i return on Thurs, i can continue this fine performance... :p Merry Christmas... Everybody....

Thursday, December 19, 2002

Undoubtly, I'm 18 years old... but i hope im always 17 yrs 364 days 23hrs 59mins 59 secs.... but haiz... facing reality im 18... i cant help it but feel old... haiz... hope my life will changes towards a better routes this coming year... anyway.. im glad most of my friends msg or email me or even call me to wish me 'happy birthday' but haiz.. still, i expect a few but yet to come... maybe... im juz not tt important to them... but i cant care much as i believe "Tomorrow is Another Day"...
1st TRY
violet

2nd TRY
blue
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Sunday, December 08, 2002

hope that today will end my week of unhappiness and unlucky-ness, so much bad experience this week and making me as demoralised as ever... but luckily have friends around me and those aunties taking care of me... me felt better... but i have to stand up back to who i am asap... or this will be the end of me.... at NTUC, at Bowling Alleys or even in My Heart....

Wednesday, December 04, 2002

haiz... last night i had to pay NTUC a sum of money... not much FUN LAR!!!!!!!!!!! -_-" my wrist is now recovering... juz feel tired... but overall quite not bad... just got back the pay slip yesterday but this month did not even earn enough for me... as i plan to get lots of stuff... haiz... think need to work more OT to earn more... haha... one month from school re-open... im kinda looking forward to it... hope that i can adapt back to studies and start to work hard right from the start... :p

Tuesday, December 03, 2002

Saturday, November 23, 2002

FINALLY able to log onto the blog page... dunno what happen to my pc... alot of websites were not able to log on to or slow connection... lazy to care liao lar... anyway... its really a heartwarming thing to fine that most of my friends have pass all their subjects... me too lar... :p so happy.... then this morning i went for bowling... even though im not really those avg.160 and abovei manage to get an avg 117 (6 games...) the highest in my bowling life... ... this is also the first time i can so-called be consistent for so many matches and felt terribly tired during the 6th game last frame.... hehe so happy... that's why i'm really feeling gay and what's more i will be resting today... so i will be ready for tomorrow's work... still feeling happy that we most likely will not change class next semester...

Thursday, November 14, 2002

As NTUC changes promotions every Thursday, we really need to update ourselves... hehe... having a little trouble memorizing the newest prices... luckily for me... the people there are very nice... i almost found my money shorted in the balance... luckily for me... i recount the money and every thing falls back to place... phew... what a relieve... its been 14 days since i last see A4 guys... hmm... wondering what they were doing... hope they found their jobs (for those who are looking for...) or enjoying their holis right now... As for me... a brand new day awaits for me while i end my Thursday here...

Tuesday, November 12, 2002

Finally, i get my off day... yesterday was my 1st day alone at the cashier... hmm... feeling a little pressurize but the people there really took care of us, juniors... hehe... so its not so bad i guess... when i'm resting, i will try to memorize the prices for the fruits... and vegetables... so never look down on cashiers like us as u may find it amazing as they can actually memorized almost all the prices... lots to learn huh?! anyway... i can also feel somehow uneasy with the fact that results are coming out soon... what will happen to me? haiz... and also i will not be going abroad and i will stick on with NTUC... as i think its only fair for them if i stay on... :p

Wednesday, November 06, 2002

I guess its not fun after all... hehe... no lar... i like to play with all the cashier thingy but its kind of pressurize to get in touch with the money itself... haha... we took half the morning doing nothing but learning all the basics... and memorising some codes... hmm... actually time passes quite fast... so its kinda ok for our 1st day of work...

Tuesday, November 05, 2002

say bye bye to loafing-around lifestyle... and hello to the brand new NTUC worker... haha... actually tomolo onwards i will be going to NTUC and become a cashier there with hankeong... Robin are working there also... so it will be 3 NYPians there... Although the pay cannot be compared to Mandarin Singapore or G2000 but i would like to give it a try a brand new environment and type of job... but haiz... might forced to take a week leave in Dec... dunno allowed anot... haiz... my parents wanted me to go with them abroad... i mean the whole family... so still dunno how... but looking forward tomolo's work ...
I was checking my mails that had been piling up over the examination period and came across this.... its an extract from the original piece...
"...what is a friend? A confidant? A shoulder to cry on? An ear to listen? A heart to feel? A friend is all these.... and more.
No matter where we met, no matter how long we've been together... I call you friend. A word so small, yet so large in feeling, a word filled with emotion, a word overflowing with love..."

Monday, November 04, 2002

a day was wasted relaxing my self and goin online... hehe... Happy Deepavali... before i forget... most of u should be working liao isnt it? im not... havent go look yet... waiting for hankeong... suddenly felt so boring... a usual thingy every time after exam... just hope to get pass the days much faster...

Sunday, November 03, 2002

Am i an animal in bed? 0_0... sure i do... hehe... this is wat i am....

I am a Koala!


Cuddly and snuggly. You love romance and being pampered by a partner. Candle-lit dinners, red roses and soft, moody music all set the perfect tone for you. In bed you're very sensual and eager to give your partner as much as they give you. You love sex but it isn't a major priority in your relationships. You're at your happiest being cradled in your partner's arms.

Saturday, November 02, 2002

i have been really disappointed in my results for the whole of yesterday... but i had been able to move on wit my life... if fail then fail lor... i cant do anything to stop it wat... haha.... anyway... i had begin to study that subject in case i retake... than i could be confident in doing it to my very best or even maybe an... 'A'... hahaha.... anyway... really happy that i have friends like twins, hankeong, eugene, eunice and wendy around that were concern about me... thanx alot pals... Siang, Qiang and Jeremy made me sweat through a game of basketball... hence i can pick myself up again... I will try my best to do well again next semester and the supplementary paper, if i kana it...
i will never fall apart as i noe im not walking alone... and im still growing up...

Friday, November 01, 2002

i'm still cant get over this stupid feeling... i suffered the first ever downfall in my life... i never experience this feeling before... its so humiliating.... the whole paper... i wrote rubbish ... F**K.... wat happen to me? getting headaches... i think shld be because the fact that i did not sleep yesterday had cause me dearly... and i juz cant do it... this make me more clear that i will never never-sleep a night before the exam.... x_x
today was juz not my day... i believed that the questions should be considered easy yet i freak out... im not sure y... all the formulas just doesnt like me anymore and juz happen to disappear from my tired body and mentality.... Now im facing the threat of not even getting 20 marks out of 100 for this paper to ensure me a pass... i think my dream into U is ending... haiz... but still glad some friends did voice their concern while others... sadly didn't...

Thursday, October 31, 2002

one more paper to go and im all done in this semester... even though whether i need to take the supplementary paper is still a mystery... feeling demoralised by the difficulty of the paper and the stupid mistake in reading and doing the paper.... i need to really work hard if i were to attain my targetted 'A'... now i am very sick and tired... especially the flu, sore throat and cough makes me nothing but weak... stomachache for the past few days had had effects on me... haiz... x_x... i even forgot to msg Siang on 27th Oct.. its his b-day... haiz... wat a friend i am... Siang... if u read this... Happy Be-lated Birthday...

Saturday, October 26, 2002

the internet junk 'how dumb are you test' deems me:
34% dumb!

overall you are not dumb, you are extremely focused and live your life by a plan, though others might see your single-mindedness as a dumb attitude

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You are not a redneck!
You are the epitome of what culture should be, not redneck! You get your hair cut in reasonable styles and accept the fact that the King is dead. You buy clothes from respectable companies and brush your teeth on a regular schedule
we hereby declare that you are not a redneck!
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feeling totally stressed out... after days of studying for Examinations... last night i felt that i somehow couldn't catch my breath at a point of time...im really trying hard to breath in... that happen when i was sleeping and when im on my way to bishan... almost felt like dying... but now slightly better liao... have to go back to study... :(

Monday, October 21, 2002

This iz the last quiz b4 i log out... Will be back soon.... :p

What Element Are You?

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My mean score is 5.15... so not that bad... :p

About My Love...


Many people had asked me about my love life... which has been empty... One even ask me why unavailable? This happen when i say i am Single Unavailable(S.U.)... i actually find that love is something i dun really need... Aren't i jealous when people around me having g.f.? haha... mm.... that's a rough question actually... not really, there's nothing to be jealous about... really... i'm pretty happy with my life now... of coz i used to imagine what my life will be if there is another party...(when i see last Sun's edition of 'Super Sunday' on S.H.E) But then... why must we look for love or even deperate for it? i think we should take it easy and what more... i have FRIENDS... there are a few i really treasure... and i'm in love with..... ALL O 'EM... haha... wat's wrong wit that? find me a bit emotional? haha... no lar... since it will be a while b4 i return back here... i might as well answer all those who once ask me and care for me... that's all... :p

I am truly passionate. Believe me... Find out more about me as a passionate personnel... click the picture above.. :o Find your own soul type

Sunday, October 20, 2002

Phew.... tt was a close shave last friday on my practical... i almost fail it... due to anxiety... but wat's over is now over.... even though i didn't seem to have a successful week... what to do... hmm... now have to concentrate the remaining Big 3.... y Big 3? coz this are consider the 3 main modules this year.... which i didn't fair good enough in Common Test...

Friday, October 18, 2002

CAN U FEEL OR SEE MY AURA?

What Is Your True Aura Colour?

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You are a Mentalist. Your magic depends on strength of will. You could be a memory-reading Mind-Mage, a lethally telekentic Force-Wizard, or a helpful Transmage for your abilities are a result of sheer stubborn will and intensely keen intellect. Your mind has been honed by learning and practice into the perfect tool for examining and dissecting reality and altering it to suit your needs. You are intelligent and scholarly with a tendency to distance yourself from others.
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Think i am a STONE? Well... for this moment i am... evolving myself into this Lapis Lazuli....

What Stone Are You?

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Thursday, October 17, 2002

Now getting into the Exam fever once again... this time round need to work extra hard since i had forget most of my previous work... tomolo will be my Pract. test and SAT my Internet Com... hope to score in both... haha... Next weel will be busy burying myself in books... Wish me lucks... haha :p
One cannot change the past, Cause what is done cannot be undone... Neither can one see what is in the future, Cause it has not arrived yet... So all one can do is to live life to the fullest in the present, Cause the time is now and you wont get a 2nd chance!!
quoted by |\/|*E*|_*\/*I*|\|

Monday, October 14, 2002

@%--- my injuries at the wrist have not totally healed yet... getting fustrated at the rate i'm regaining my form and condition... haiz... Also getting fustrated are people from my class keep messaging me the same questions that they should know about... some can even ask me when i meet them... unless they skip lesson AGAIN.... haiz... what to do... a class of people like that ... i have to endure... who ask me so suah to be their class rep... (rhyms with rap)...

Sunday, October 13, 2002

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FInally... every projs and CPRO have come to the end... i can relax abit and then prepare for my next Paper and Prac. this week... i am thinking of writing up a list of this i want to do and hit the target... hehe... maybe tt will help.... as i will need to improve my bowling skills too...!!!!!!! haiz.....

Tuesday, October 08, 2002

on the verge of finishing off my biz proj. & the feeling is just GREAT!!! (*Woo~Hoo*) Finally i could get at least a few days of rest and do stuff i like before burying myself in the books and notes once again for common test and exams... thinking of creating a web featuring local singers... i think that would be fun and might be 1st in Singapore... hehe... hope that i can do it... with limited knowledge...

Saturday, October 05, 2002

after so many weeks of absence in bowling, i finally feel the impact.... i was totally bushed at the second game and score a merely 70++ pinfalls from 128 in the first... but i managed to 'wake' up and get into the game and went home with 111 pinfalls (sound like a competition ya?!) haha.... anyway... now really very tired after all the proj rush... now left one biz proj. , but still upcoming common test and practical tests might once again drain me... hope to regain my 'form' in studies and manage to go back on track...

Monday, September 30, 2002

All of the sudden, i feel that i had enough of ppl who just don't know their priority well... and feel that i should focus on ppl who would like to study and excel... so i decided not to study the final exam with ppl who have bad attendance... Never come to lectures and never listen to lectures? DONT come and look for me... i must learn to be harsh and they have to be independant... i myself also need time to study and they should not only think of themselves... i think this is the right thing i should have done earlier... As i no GOD, and can't turn a 'F' to an 'A' overnight... i cant even make them pass... haiz... from now on... let them face the music they ought to face...

Wednesday, September 25, 2002

Life is a theatre. Invite your audience carefully. Not everyone is healthy enough to have a front row seat in our lives. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a distance. It's amazing what you can accomplish when you let go, or at least minimize, your time with draining, negative, incompatible, not-going-anywhere relationships or friendships. Observe the relationships around you. Pay attention : Which ones lift and which ones lean? Which ones encourage and which ones discourage? Which ones are on a path of growth uphill and which ones are going downhill? When you leave certain people, do you feel better or worse? Which ones always have drama, or don't really understand, know or appreciate you? The more you seek quality, respect, growth, peace of mind, love and truth around you, the easier it will become for you to decide who gets to sit in the front row and who should be moved to the balcony of your life. You cannot change the people around you. But you can change the people You are around.

Saturday, September 21, 2002

Was pretty shag now... even though feeling pretty happy... hehe... for what reason? i ain't going to spell it out... haha... spending more than 10 hours on a proj particularly had extract all my energy... but will continue to work hard for the better near future.... haha... d:o)

Thursday, September 19, 2002

With deadlines are drawing nearer, i still have 3 proj. on hand... two of which i need to start from scratch... which increase the difficulty to finish it on Wk 14 and Wk 13... even the one 50% done, have the deadline in Wk13-14 too... haiz... what to do... now in the mood of rushing all projects hence have to decline all invitation to gathering or helps by friends... so sorry... My second result were out... i get 'C' for EG2002... now left last one liao... haiz...

Tuesday, September 17, 2002

A cross from Joy and Sadness... i managed to get an undeserving 'A' for maths in Common Test... Some might think i'm fake for saying i can't do well yet results shows otherwise... but i'm speaking the truth this results doesn't prove much as i really can't do most questions and in the end i'm down with no choice but to try Fourier Transform while leave out MacLauren Series... haiz... my eyes were wet when i heard the result... especially i'm not happy with the performances i put in the C.T. Just hope that i can use my knowledge to do the talking instead of luck...

Monday, September 16, 2002

Recently i create a new blog page called MuZ!c ReCorDz... its about CD reviews from the net and myself... not very updated in music scene myself... hope to get more info from net... go visit there.. you might like it... its under my links...
Just done a quiz send by Jenson... wanna noe the results or try yourself? Here you go...
~~~TYPE A~~~
Your power to create romance is very strong.

When someone wants to date you, you will accept.
You are very energetic and curious. Therefore, there are a lot of chances to meet your "someone special"...
But to remember not to give people wrong messages.

If the conversations are superficial then the relationship is not going to last long...

The best advice is get close in heart.


Wanna Give it a Try?

Sunday, September 15, 2002

Today is Liying birthday... and a couple of us meet out and travel around 2 places in the North-eastern areana of Singapore... namely Toa Payoh and SengKang... From Sumo-Bento (TP) to KopiTiam (CompassPt) to NTUC FoodFare(Anchorvale)... to Burger King(Rivervale Mall)... we were like doing a 'Food O Food' TV segment siah... haha... anyway... i really enjoy the time with them... They were a different badge of friends in my life... even though i should not compare... they did provide me another aspect of life.... True Bonds are important... Thanks anyway to Eunice, Siang, Yong Hao and Liying for her to ask me out... Once again... Happy Birthday to Liying...

Friday, September 13, 2002

F**K F**K F**K F**K F**K F**K F**K F**K.... Argh... i think i not going to attain good results from the C.T. from targeting B,B,A... i think now only can get Triple C.... Wa liao... why... lack of practice had indeed cost me dearly... now i'm really feeling devastated... Now what i need is a really good rest... and start afresh... AAARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH......... (*screaming like hell*)

Thursday, September 12, 2002

currently in a very bad position... i dunno why but it seem that i cant get the information into my brain... i think i need to really buck up for tomolo test... today one... i just hope to get all those i noe wan correct... then i pass liao.. but the chances are pretty slim... haiz... really hope that miracle occur and i manage to squeeze all info into my brain....

Monday, September 09, 2002

Music Recommendation
David Tao's Black Tangerine (Hei Se Liu Ding)
An album that took David Tao 32 months to come up with. What can you expect? Nice work definitely. David was tauted to be a person who can change the music scene in Taiwan. He was one of the first Chinese Singer to go R&B. When Alex To or Harlem Yu, doing their R&B, the music scene were still having a majority of Ballad. But when he came up with his album, the chinese music industry began to move towards R&B which now have R&B prince Jay Chou and newcomer Vanese Wu.
In this album, he make some changes from his previous albums and have a larger variety of music in his album, e.g "Melody" and "Tonight's News".
He also re-make singing legend, Teresa Teng's, "Moon Represents My Heart" into "Moon Represents Whose Heart". Using Chinese instrument as a start, and inject R&B flavour into this ballad, a nice combination. Teresa's version is more to a 'female' version while David's voice prove that guys do have a gentle side too...
Definitely an album that should not be given a miss, go get it... out in stores now... remember: support the original...
Rating: B+
Feeling pretty stressed up... especially with the Common Test happen to be this week when my preperation was still not enough... Recently was 'burning midnight oil' with a couple of guys... Hope that i can at least get pass this test while i will have to work extra hard for Examination... Not feeling very well recently... feeling that i'm getting a fever soon... just hope that it was not during this week...

Wednesday, September 04, 2002

Current goals...

1. Score for my examination
2. Keep Fit; Improve my health
3. Slim Down
4. Improve Bowling Skills
Time pass by like 'no body business, like that...' Sound familiar? of course... its from Jian L. mar... haha... but its true ... Within blinks of eyes... the Common Test are now drawing nearer and nearer... Next wk will be the day to 'die'... and me still not 50% from know everything yet... Falling sick today... with headache and stomachache clinging on to me... i'm not sure whether i can continue my revision a not... sorry to those who im harsh with... hehe...

Two Days We Should Not Worry

There are two days in every week about which
we should not worry,
two days which should be kept free from fear
and apprehension.

One of these days is Yesterday with all its
mistakes and cares,
its faults and blunders, its aches and pains.

Yesterday has passed forever beyond our control.
All the money in the world cannot bring back
Yesterday.

We cannot undo a single act we performed;
we cannot erase a single word we said.
Yesterday is gone forever.

The other day we should not worry about is
Tomorrow with all its possible adversities, its burdens,
its large promise and its poor performance;
Tomorrow is also beyond our immediate control.

Tomorrow's sun will rise,
either in splendor or behind a mask of clouds,
but it will rise.
Until it does, we have no stake in Tomorrow,
or it is yet to be born.

This leaves only one day, Today.
Any person can fight the battle of just one day.
It is when you and I add the burdens of those two awful eternities
Yesterday and Tomorrow that we break down.

It is not the experience of Today that drives a person mad,
it is the remorse or bitterness of something
which happened Yesterday
and the dread of what Tomorrow may bring.

Let us, therefore, Live but one day at a time.

Monday, September 02, 2002

Kao that 2010 is damn hard siah... especially the Chpt 4 which i stuck there for days... haiz... but overall i think still okay.. hehe... Liying msg be this morning saying that she score 70++ marks for maths which was pretty good.. i think she deserve it after all the hard work she put in... and the hard work i put in teaching her last term... hehe... F. BODz's room is pretty nice and comfy for studies even though its pretty small compare to a TUT room... but who cares... its saves my time from walking from one corner to another and let me concentrate mar... haha....

Friday, August 30, 2002

Finally i start studying again... this time round i finished one chapter of 2010... even though it might seem that the rate is pretty slow... at least i did study liao... felt so great to study again... hehe... haiz... feeling much better now... haha... and somemore i win alot of times in blackjack today (no money lar...)... haha... not so stressful yesterday...

Wednesday, August 28, 2002

we went back to BDL today... it seems that it wasn't as lively as it used to be lor... teachers seems to be busy as usual... hmm... really nice to see them,.. i think they were happy to see us too ... haha... hope to see them again soon...
i'm not pretty happy with the fact that i was 'fooled' today... and with my rate i'm improving (studies)... Liying say she dun wan to go to Compass Point then never mind... after that she say wan... then dun wan again... then she change her decision again... its ok lor... i can take it... but i can take it when someone simply lack of respect.... she was suppose to meet me at 4.30-5pm at Compass Point... then when i heard that she on her way... i went down to Compass Point... on my way i msg her... 'Msg me when u reach SengKang"... minutes later ( i in compass point liao)... she msg back... ' me in my bro house in S.K."... then never mind i msg her when will she be coming... she never reply till Siang reached then i found out from him, she lazy to reply... its ok lar... we friends for so long... i accept it lor... but its like last minute, ard 6+, she msg me... "i not coming i not feeling well..."... kao... she think i'm a fool issit?... fine.... i hate this irresponsible type of people... if she was sick ... msg me earlier or don't ask me to meet her... What an asshole.... !!!
When you make a promise,
don't try to break it...
as breaking a promise..
will lead to a damage...
in terms of trust...
which will damage the relationship between
you and the person...
Quoted by: Skyver Tng
Hours back, i went to meet Ivy, Jenson and J. Long.... As what jenson had describe her as.... having better complexion and of course more refreshing then before... good for her... unlike her... i think i abit more 'fragile' then before haha... no lar... actually its nice for us to put down our troubles and woes and just sit and chat... haha... i think i forget when was the last time i actually did that....anyway i done a astrology thingy that are pretty acurate... even what i fear for.. .appear... haha... maybe u ppl should try (http://www.astprince.com/english/astrology/chartr.html) ... hmm... looking forward to see Sec. Sch's teachers and my friends... haha... hope that they were living better than before....

Sunday, August 25, 2002

With yesterday being my last day of bowling, my results was still very disappointing... i decided to rest till the day when my wrist and finger recover... hmm... will kinda miss bowling... i think... wrist's condition had not improve since about a month back... i believe the reason was because i played bowling with my injuries for the past weeks and hence... i think its about time to relax my wrist and maybe concentrate on my studies yar...

Friday, August 23, 2002

Don't know why i recently like suffering from depression.. hehe... no lar... don't worry just that i don't have the mood for everything... or anyone...Today's is just not my day...
Firstly, I send wrong doc. to hankeong causing him to print the wrong file... it cause me $2 for 11pcs of paper... then i thought that i lost part of my ICA2 doc(including just printed).... then i rush to photocopy shop which was cheaper... but the CPU were down and not available for usage. This demoralised me even further... luckily i remembered that i place it in between my book...
After that i need to do a e-Quiz on HTML, i scored a mere 13/15 ( for 4 tries).... haiz... THis make my heart more heavy... And that's when i almost lost my admin & EZlink card... Luckily the guys from my class return it back to me...
Not only that, i found out that i do not have any of the lab sheets and tutorial sheets, i was suppose to bring, there... This creates a lot of nuisance in my day... but haiz... i still need to move on.... hope that tomorrow will be a better day...

Thursday, August 22, 2002

my hand began to hurt once again... even though there isn't a day i'm not having my wrist pain... This time round it somehow worsen... not sure why too... headache was now worsening the situation... With the common test round the corner, it seem that the stress is getting to me... hehe... no lar... i think because i never go for lectures etc... hence feeling a bit pressure lah... haha... I think i just need more rest...
Every event
has the potential
to transform us,
and disaster have
the greatest potential
to change our thinking...
Quoted by: Andrew Matthews

Tuesday, August 20, 2002

Argh.... mistakes after mistakes.... this is what i get during a 'test' question ... Argh..... i... i .... haiz... suddenly felt like behind time liao... haiz...C-Pro proj.'s deadline 5 wks frm now... HTML oso ard the same time... and C.T. 2 wks frm now... haiz... must really pull up my socks... haha... (*pulling his socks now*)Ouch it hurts...
My pastlife... an animal? Discover Your Past Life

Monkey

Don't go bananas — in your former life you were a tiny monkey named Oompa. Here's what we know about you: Adorably sweet demeanor and sharp as a tack, you found success working with a street performer named Juan, who worshipped you and treated you like his own child. He bought you a gold satin jumpsuit with royal blue ruffles, a matching top hat, and a sequined bag for donations. He would play your favorite disco tunes on his accordion, prompting you to dance around and flirt with the crowd while you collected spare change and picked pockets. Everybody loved you. And you loved everybody. You and Juan took your gig around the country and raked in the riches. You were one happy little monkey.
introvert extrovert
Although you aren't completely outgoing all the time, you definitely aren't the "quiet and shy" poster child, either. That's because, when all's said and done, you're much more of an extrovert than an introvert. What does that mean? Well, for one, that you enjoy spending time with other people. You're never bored in your own company, but when it comes down to it, you'd rather interact than introspect. Evenings and weekends are for hanging out and catching up with your buddies, not sitting by yourself in the dark, right? And if you have a problem, chances are you'll talk it out with your friends or family, not stew over it on your own. That's what having a social network is for, after all. As long as you're not ignoring any thoughts or feelings that really need to be dealt with, it seems like you're in a really healthy place. Congrats!
A bit censored ... hehe... 1st time ever i reveal my sexual test... Here they are...
My Results:
Skyver Tng, your sexual personality is Gamma-ELDN-9.
Your sexual personality is determined by your sexual persona (Gamma), 4 sexual scales (Emotional/Physical, Look/Touch, Daring/Modest, Verbal/Non-verbal), and your libido score (9).
As a Gamma, you know what makes you tick when it comes to sex. Your sexual awareness is particularly high, though your sex appeal and sexual confidence are somewhat lower.

Monday, August 19, 2002

Tomorrow's test, today playing pool.... Can you imagine i'm doing that? Sure you do... haha... Although we did study a little( i presumed )... we went for pool in Ang Mo Kio's Snookerium (if i did not spell wrongly)... KE, HK, Ris and Jenson were there with me when we were playing... Actually I think today's a bit different... i mean myself of course... the very few times i don't feel sad with myself losing... as i think i did tried hard enough... Of course Koon Ek have better luck... i think he need more practice (A STERN VOICE)... HK and Ris were the more hardworking one but you can see that HK played more times.... experience do make a difference... Ris accept people's comment and improve his game... he really improved a lot... As for Jenson... He definitely the better player even the cue is not his... He left with 2 wins out of 2 games... I feel pretty relax today... not really know why myself... hehe...
Know your Past Life Regression ? My result were as below...
My Diagnosis:
You were a guy in your last earthly incarnation.
You were born in the middle of Philippines around 1100.
You were a musician, bard.
A bit about your past-life persona:
Ruthless character, carefully weighing his decisions in critical situations, with excellent self-control and strong will.
Materialistic with no spiritual consciousness. Such people are generally liked, but not always loved.

The lesson that your past life has brought to the present:
Your lesson -- to combat violence and disharmony in our world, to understand its roots and origins.
All global problems have similar origins.

Past Life
I know that you gonna puke but... who cares.... i'm whoever i am... haha...

Who's Your Inner Music Industry Diva?

Sunday, August 18, 2002

Sidekicks? hope that i do have... and those who think are mine are actually....

Who's Your Movie Sidekick? Find out @ She's Crafty
Hmm... a little unexpected isn't it... but that's the result i get... wanna try it? enter below..

Who you are!

Which My So-Called Life Character Are You?

Saturday, August 17, 2002

Today is the day for Striker’s Youth Fun Bowl… this was my first ever competition… and yet I produced a dismal result… Even though I used to play in this type of format in NYP training… this was indeed the real test for me… I only managed to hit 321pins (115 – 81 – 125) in three games…. Which happen to be the 2nd lowest score… feeling very dejected and tired… especially a kid can play better than me and enter the top-10 position... (*sigh*) My wrist and finger have not recovered from the injury I got a few weeks back. I could feel the pain when I bowl… of course this was not the only reason for my embarrassed results… all I can do now is hoping to recover and train myself hard enough…

Thursday, August 15, 2002

Help me........ haha..... no lar... just that my body was aching all over after the basketball game yesterday which saw me playing against the powerhouse like "wild boar" Ek, 3-pointer Keong, "perfect angle" Rajesh, "michael jordan" Tiet Ching and "the-rim-is-a-she" Jannah... I was worst player of the game as usual... Haiz... never mind... forget it... its just not my day with me losing Arcade game to Jannah and Ek again... i wanna cry... HTML has ended with XML coming up... and XSL is going to be learnt over the next lesson... haiz... don't know if i can create a really good web (Semestral Proj.)....

Tuesday, August 13, 2002

Not feeling very well.. i'm not sure why but when i woke up this morning i was feeling very weak... then when i got to school i got agitated easily and having a terrible headache... no mood to study but i have to... in the end i had to skip the C-Pro lesson especially my seat was in front of Rick & HanKeong... i don't blame them but it just that i found their voice very 'powerful' hence i can't really take it... ending up me relaxing with the twins in a tutorial room... i was so stress up in the Biz proj. but they managed to make me relax and stop my work... and talk about SOCCER... haha... cannot believe i talk about soccer right? But as the matter of fact, i did... hehe... Then I managed to get help from Koon Ek on my Biz proj. after school and he help me with alot, i believe, i need to really thank him and the twins...

to TWINZ and EK

Thank You!!!

I went for a jog just now... yeah... just now... around 1045... don't really know why but i just think that since i cant wake up in the morning... might as well jog at night... I felt really refreshing after the run... so much better... both psychologically and physically... Haiz... Aris' incident had make me pretty down... As a friend, i couldn't do anything... i know he is a perfectionist but there is a limit to everything you can do... all leave it to fate... if FB is fated to merge after much resistance and commendable performance... let it be... we cant change the FATE... we only can try but doesnt mean we will succeed...

Monday, August 12, 2002

This Is For Liang Angel Spend all your time waiting for that second chance for a break that would make it okay there's always one reason to feel not good enough and it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction oh beautiful release memory seeps from my veins let me be empty and weightless and maybe I'll find some peace tonight in the arms of an angel fly away from here from this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you fear you are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie you're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort there so tired of the straight line and everywhere you turn there's vultures and thieves at your back and the storm keeps on twisting you keep on building the lie that you make up for all that you lack it don't make no difference escaping one last time it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees in the arms of an angel fly away from here from this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you fear you are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie you're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort there you're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort here Dear Liang: Sorry for writing on your blog. I feel that you have been unhappy recently? This song is for you. Hopefully, it helps to give you solace from the darkened fear. Please know you are missed and if you need a listening ear, I am always there, a phone call away. Love, Eunice
I went to my grandparents' house and have the family gathering again... I seems to be over-age & over-size to be playing with the kids... In them i see myself... the once and always cute little child who ask for sweets... so innocent... so happy... the true self... hehe... suddenly felt that i'm growing old liao... haha.... hmm... must start to look young liao... or else... haiz... wrinkles will be revealing soon... haha....
I went to my grandparents' house and have the family gathering again... I seems to be over-age & over-size to be playing with the kids... In them i see myself... the once and always cute little child who ask for sweets... so innocent... so happy... the true self... hehe... suddenly felt that i'm growing old liao... haha.... hmm... must start to look young liao... or else... haiz... wrinkles will be revealing soon... haha....

Sunday, August 11, 2002

Start every day
with an intention
to be balanced and peaceful...
Some days you will
cruise through until bedtime...
and some days you wouldn't
make it past breakfast...
If peace of mind is your daily goals
you will get better and better...
Quoted by Andrew Matthews

Saturday, August 10, 2002

With rainbows slowly being revealed after heavy, dark clouds were blown away... i'm regaining my personality... slowly but surely... Gone are the good old days ... and the new beginning has come... tears had dried up leaving no trace of sadness... memories of happiness were back... and i had thought it through... no use pondering at things where will not happen or can't control... and i should live the best out of it isn't it?

Friday, August 09, 2002

Darkness were brightened... Sadness were lightened... But darkest Fear remain where it ought to be... only to hope that some day... one day... it will diminished... And only the return of happiness will mould me back to a Jovial personnel... With laughter no tears... happiness over woes... and the true of me will emerge from behind the screen...

Wednesday, August 07, 2002

Sadness were filling my heart... my darkest fear happen to be changing into reality... Prevent it? i'm in no position nor have any power to ... Never was i feeling the way i'm feeling now... maybe as there are always rainbows after the rain or sunrise after the night... i will be able to see the light in my life and lead me to a better position and feel better... but everything takes time... and i'm still waiting for the day to come... May my darkest fear emerge as my brightess route...
Hey Diana, Eunice, Liying, Siang.... its seems so long never sing duet or together with u guys... i miss it so much... although we can't sing that well but still i miss it... Don't know why i just got the urge to sing with you guys... Everyone of us now is buzy with our own things... proj. ... school... haiz... long time never sit down and relax... right? Hope you guys were having 'fun' out of 'fun'... praying for u ppl here...
LOVE is important in one's life... But LOVE may appears in different forms, not only BGR... Friends do LOVE each other, Parents LOVE their children, vice-versa... Hence i'm glad if to have those LOVE were always there for me even if i'm nasty to the sender... A BIG THANK YOU to those who LOVE me... you know who you are...
I apologise if i done you wrong... once again...
THANK YOU & I LOVE U!!!

sincerely posted by:

Tuesday, August 06, 2002

What a day!!! Mathematics did not poise any problem to be... but C-Pro does... haiz... never wore my contact lens today and i found out that i can't see clearly on the OHT (on the screen)... After all lessons ended, i went to e-learning to revise my C-Pro and i encounter with a problem which none of us(KoonEk, Charmaine, Tiet Chin) can actually understand before even solving it... but the whole session... i managed to know more about C-Pro... Until about 8.30+pm, Charmaine, Tiet Chin and i went to the Library to do some research for our Proj. ... And lucky me... i found one identical-to-mine example which was yet to be tested... Hope that it will not have any error and i will be able to do my Proj. more smoothly... hahaha.... @:c)>

Monday, August 05, 2002

Kao... Today when i was studying at the Mac in NYP... there was a group of "holy" people (not trying to be racist or what)... i don't mind if they just play the guitar... i can stand it... they were likely singing lor... and one girl even sing too high... abit off tune lor... its very irritating... somemore there was a teacher (i think so) there.... kao... Why i use the word holy... because the songs were sounding like church songs... lar.... Anyway... to those who were concern... the letter were just for fun... nothing really happened... we just like to tease each other.... and kinda joke around... so don't take it too seriously....
I will no longer be a push-over anymore... i will evolve to someone more care-free and hmm.... be MYSELF?... Complaining about life.... about people.... will be increasing on this blog... i will be nothing more than myself....
I'm who I want to be HERE...

Sunday, August 04, 2002

Today I went to COMPASS POINT, the newest ever Shopping Mall in Singapore!!! Indeed there is a lot of people there but somehow or rather, i felt that the service there need to improve or should i say the place have lots of thumbs down apart from the thumbs up... One of the Metro's staff were wearing a i'm-not-happy-with-you-people expression on her face making me feel like slapping her... Service score -10/+10.... haiz... hope that all the service will improve... Wanna know more? Visit there yourself... hehe...
Visit us to find out more...
Now then i understand why people always say, "Sportman's life is very short... so we have to grab every opportunities given...". Even though i still managed to hit 100+ pins in the 2nd game... my old injuries came back and affect my game.... Feeling down with pain at both my wrist and finger... i'm really very devastated... hope that this injuries will recover and i will be able to bowl again... Or else... i will have to give up on bowling before even score 180++... Anyway... I need to be optimistic isn't it? i will move on and 'grab every opportunities given'... haha....
Let our live bloom...

Saturday, August 03, 2002

Dear J. Long

Dear J. Long,
You and i will never be together again.... Even though we were in love before but... in the end... you still choose other guys like Jenson, Koon Ek and even Rick... you... you.... haiz... i'm just too disappointed in you... Even if now you wan us to be together again.... i ... it will never be the same again.... But no matter what... i still love you.... boy.... i still do care for you... this is something i cannot hide... i just don't hope to be hurt by you again... that's why i rejected you... go and search for your real happiness... and i'll be happy too... that's the best for both of us isn't it...
Your Love,
Skyver Tng
Purely for Entertainment and only for J. Long

Friday, August 02, 2002

Music Review:

With the National Day 2002 drawing closer, you might notice more MTVs on the National Day theme song (1998-2002) are screened over the T.V.... Out in the market since May, there is a compilation make in conjunction to the National Day, 'Sing Singapore 2002'. All the theme songs over the past few years were included in the album... Other National Songs like 'Singapura, Sunny Island' and 'Gelang Sipaku Gelang' were also re-sung by various artistes from Mediacorp's stable...

Thumbs up: Theme songs still prove their value of becoming hits and definitely not to be missed... They include:
1998 - 'Home' & 'Jia' by Kit Chan 1999 - 'Together' & 'Xin Lian Xin' by Evelyn Tan & Dreamz FM 2000 - 'Shine On Me' by Jai & 'Xing Yue' by Mavis Hee 2001 - 'Where I Belong' & 'Shu Yu' by Tanya Chua 2002 - 'We Will Get There' & 'Yi Qi Zou Dao' by Stefanie Sun

Thumbs down: Tay Ping Hui seems to try very hard to sing 'Singapura, Sunny Island'... from a slow and sweet song to a 'restricted-rock' song. Hence making it one of the not-so-nice re-make in this compilation
Rating: 7/10
Available at most CD stores at $12.90 each.
Finishing maths notes soon... hehe... but still other subject are foreign to me... i need to 'KAMPATE'... so as to be a 'good bet'... Anyway... i wasn't feeling well (emotionally) recently... Not sure why... but just hope that it will fade away eventually...

Wednesday, July 31, 2002

Been pretty tired... get to cool down... with a 'trip' to arcade... so long never play in those used-to-play arcade games... enjoyed myself... i think because i too long never play the games... hence a bit out of hand... but still okay lar... hehe... Biz lecture was a bit boring but pretty enriching lor... :b

Tuesday, July 30, 2002

Quote Of Da Day
If you think the World
is against you, it is...
Blaming other people
doesn't work...
Quoted by Andrew Matthews
Forget about my previous msg... hehe... toking rot.... a bit down so a bit 'short' lar.... hehe... anyway... feeling veri tired now lor... haiz... I really don't know what happen.. felt like someone just betraying me like that or just fall out of love (just like and not TRUE!!!)... maybe will get over it... haiz... I will start my own revision 1st and not going to wait for anyone today onwards...
Kinda feeling strange today... i'm rather moody today... Not sure why also... losing my appetite and don't know just feeling a bit down... Must start to study but haiz... no motivation from surrounding... hmm... never mind... i know i need to be strong and i will... i will not let "Joseph" and "Wei Liang" to take over me again...

Monday, July 29, 2002

Finally got myself some clothes to wear... although not branded stuff... i'm content... at first i pay for everything... then when i reached home... my DAD want to 'support' me... so he pay for the stuff instead... hehe... i 'tan dio' hehe... i will try to motivate myself to run in the neighbourhood tomorrow morning and hope that i can make it a habit... so as to convert my 'ball' shape to a more muscular shape... hehe...
Yeah... i put everything back in place... how nice...? hehe... so proud of myself... HANSOME LIKE ME RIGHT??

Sunday, July 28, 2002

Yo! how's everyone doing? me? fine.... thank you.... A New WEEK... A New START... i will be studying tomorrow onwards even though there anin't any lesson tomorrow... Must start to study hard... or else.... haiz... i would be bottom of the TABLE... haha... no lar... but still must do some 'socks pulling' in order to get back on right track... Learn Maths With Me!!

Quote of Da Day





<;}}}}>< ...Usually the best PLACE to make a new start is where U are...
Quoted by Andrew Matthews
Hey... Guess what i saw last week in Poly.... i saw a GUY kissing a GUY... Its common to see gal-gal but not guy-guy.... Unless their mouth were 2mm apart...they were KISSING they were sitting closely together with a guy placing his hand over the shoulder of the other guy, the one look more shy, then... when i was about to leave the part of Library... i saw... it... with the guy turn his head and lean towards MR SHY and mouth to mouth..... haiz.... i dun wan to think of it again... Argh.....

Friday, July 26, 2002

so happy i noe how to use table in HTML liao... and nxt lesson is 'FRAME' ... looking forward to it... Mathematics were still coping well but others are falling... but i will pull up my socks soon... hope to start from scratch... haiz... Today not too bad... juz feeling tired after not having enough sleep for the past days... so maybe... rest till nxt morning ard 9... haha... then go sch late... haha... no lar... i good boy leh... and I NOT STUPID... muz go lab and Tut lar... haha....

Tuesday, July 23, 2002

Currently I'm under E5 Organisation and sAvvyZone.... So sianz... for those who still don't know me... I am a guy (i'm not a boy, not yet a man) aged 17+... not handsome... slightly plump(trying very hard to tell myself...)but got listening skills.... (hehe....) no lar... just veri the sianz lor.... A Soul !N Da Sky

ComZero's Org.

Monday, July 22, 2002

Hmm... i went back to school and do the HTML thingy.... its neither hard nor easy thing to do... but definitely easier than the programming thing... haiz... so tired... but managed to study a little... even though not much progress was made... I'm not sure why but i just feel like catching up in studies that i somehow not on the right track... maybe will start this week... must done it ASAP... if i'm down... Aris, Jenson and twins will need to look for another helper... hope i can help them...

Sunday, July 21, 2002

... Quote of Da Day...



LIFE like ROADS we travel...
Some are smooth...
Some are rough...
Some I'd rather forget...
But there's one road I would not forget...
The road where we met
And became FRIENDS...
As you can See... there is a tag box beside this main stream... juz add comment abt me and the page there... (prefably bad but true)... Its free... hence feel free...
Yo! Check it Out!! How ya doing? me now beri da full... 'cos my grandpa is having a birthday (though not today) celebration today and we dine together at a Seafood Rest. at Hougang Mall... And somehow... our table seem to have a lot of food left... Hence my grandpa keep stuffing us (me and my cousin) with food that both of us cant finish... until now... seem to earn more inches... haiz... wat to do... 'Zheng Yao Wo Chi, Wo Bu De Bu CHi'... If his majesty want me to eat, i cannot don't eat... Anyway... its good for our generation to gather together and update ourselves... 3 generations together? What do you have? Its FUN!!! CROWD!!! NOISE!!!

Saturday, July 20, 2002

Haiz.... so tired.... not having a good bowling game but still there's always room for improvement which i know where but just cant get there... haiz... the 'TURKEY' in the 10th frame of the second(last) game came as a consolation... at least i knew i did it at least once.. (cant remember when is the last time... hehe...) i just spend money AGAIN... this time round on CDs... 1stly Triple Noize then now on 'Sing Singapore 2002' coz i juz love the songs.... must tighten my belt liao... -_-"...
Don't know me yet? From the results i get here... you should more or less gauge my personality isn't it?
I'm The Supporter!

Friday, July 19, 2002

Triple Noize...'s music was quite nice but some ppl dun like their styles... they dun sound local and have a little resemblace of Eminem... Go catch them at .... From Where We Sit... (Out in stores now)
NOT FAIR!!! why am i been cheated... i just curious to find out the answer... Jenson sent me a mail about this love and future thingy and i try it out... then i found out... i was CHEATED... I DUN CARE!!! How can he cheat me... now my dark secrets were 80% out liao... sob_sob...
GAY a word that make most guys scared of... Fear of being it... Fear of having friends who are it... But Are you one? How u Know? hehe... go to the quiz and see how many % you are...!!!


How Gay Are YOU?

Wednesday, July 17, 2002

...Quote Of The Day...

"God gave man 2 ends. One to think with and one to sit on. Ever since then, man's success or failure depends on which end he uses the most."

Source from sAvvyZone
When i'm bad i'm....

Which Buffy Bad Guy Are You?
When I'm good I'm...

Which Buffy Guy Are You?
Haiz... Im still having flu... i decided to drop NPCC from my CCA list to concentrate on my studies... 'cos i hve 2 CCA liao... which is not so strict... if i join NPCC... i expect myself (if they don't expect me) to be dicipline and go for every meeting... which kept clashing with my studies timetable and my secondary CCA: Mindsport... Anyway... hope that i can finished my Maths tutorial and Biz plan... and can rest more... Tomolo i will be meeting LY for some studies... after school... i can also learn when i teach...
hi Guys... i am Skyver... a.k.a Mike... hehe... no lar... its juz the result i get from the dumb quiz below...


Who are YOU most like?


What Seven Deadly Sin Are YOU? [?]

You're SLOTH! You're extremely lazy. There's just no other way to put it! Your loner attitude gets in the way of your social life sometimes. You're represented by the color aqua.


Its not my fault!!! i don't hve choice... but to choose the best out of it... argh.... I... I.... -_-"
Evil? Not so after the test... hehe... i now good boy with good heart... (i noe u are vomiting liao... haha..) Who cares... U do... check out how evil u are...


You are 10% evil! [?]
That's right! You're the meekest of the meek! You're the least amount evil! The philosophy in ying and yang is that no one person can be completely good or completely evil, but you're pretty close to complete, goodie-two-shoes!

Haiz... feeling so sianz about the business thingy cos the team is a very new team.. and very different with my biz team mates at 3rd YEP course which happen in June Holidays... My group of friends were very proffesional i must say.. even though we didn't make it( i believe presentation were just not our cup of tea).. we co-ordinate well and support each other... and create a biz plan in 2-3 days time and go for the presentation... most other team did so too... which i think is very good... but i just hope that this new mates will form another team with another style... You go guys!!

What X-Men Character are You?

So who are you pals? X-men to the rescue... *bish! bish! bish*
Jean Grey
Yeah Jean Grey is my name...
What X-Men Character are You?

yup the below describe all... i'm am sweet? caring? innocent? its for me to know and for you to find out folks...

Monday, July 15, 2002

AMK Snookerium

Another day of outing... its always nice to be with ur friends... i am always happy to be with them outside from school... (school nomally make me sick and tired) We, indeed, have a lot of fun... if they don't, i do... hehe.... no lar... i believe they had... The bowling game really brought closer us together... since we have 2 rookies playing (me, amateur/beginner)... we managed to speak some 'stuff' in to them and they bowled out a beautiful score... not really those that can go on competition... yet its beautiful because they tried their best and improved alot, as the game continued... Last game featured me and my friend, 'one on one'... it happens to be my fastest game as we just bowled out consecutively... we were tied at 97pins in the 9th frame with 1 spare each in the 10... only the last bowl will seperate our results... Haiz... i hit 7 pins and he... 8pins... or 9 (cant remember clearly) and win the match... sob_sob... After that we also play pool at AMK Snookerium... Still my outing was not so good... 1 scrapy win and 1 unexpected win... and lost the rest... but i know i had improved and happy with my overall performance... Quote of the Day: Treasure Whatever You HAVE Now And Not Regret When You LOSE it...! quoted by me, myself and I...
Visit my other friends page... if u wld like... Eunice's and Diana's...

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