Guess WAT!!! i think i can get 100% accurracy this month... a much much improvement from last month i think... so happy... tomolo i will be dwn to NTUC again... this time round im not a cashier but a stock taker.... :p i did it when i first joined NTUC in Nov last year... even though this time round will be a totally new groups of friends and pals... i still miss those i used to work with... but all MIA haiz.... nevermind... i need to get my homework done... so i can hand in by tml... :p
Whats up with the world today? one side of the world is having war... fighting against each other... while people in Singapore is fighting against Viruse, SARS.... 'World Peace' seems to be more and more distant... isn't it? haha.... finally i started on my semestral project with the help of 3 person, i guess... nonetheless, im very happy to have them helping me... not because i lazy but to friends helping u, motivating u is much more important than picking up $5 from the floor... isn't it?
Every Event Has The Potential To Transform Us,
Disasters Has The Greatest Potential To Change Our Thinking... Quoted by Andrew Matthews
Is life full of ups and downs? am i in the bottom of my life? its been a questions when i receive my results today... now left one which not much confident... This time round. the common test result happen to be the worst ever result i ever get... 1 F 1 D 2 C... to some of my friends, its a disappointing results from me... to the others they think at least i pass most... but the failure shock every one... they tot i wld at least pass all and get a B or A for my MicroP which in the end is C... really very tired... mentally... i must really buck up... now im more affected with the results Rick & HK get this time round... two arrogant asshole... i must prove to myself and them that i can do what they can do... i must really stand up now... no more... NATO action...
results for one of my module is out... and its Eng. maths... a subj i tot im strong for the pass few years... but hmm... this time round i got only a D... 7 of my class pass w/o modulation, with another 3 after modulation... worst result a class could ever get... I need to work harder... out of 7, 4 'A's 1 'B'... why cant i be in the B at least... haiz... is purely a dream as i noe i did not put enough effort and dun deserve a D and moreover i leave the examination with 45mins more to go 'coz of flu... enough of excuses... i did badly...
Have thought over it liao... no pt keep pondering ard these trival stuff... i should put myself on bigger picture... Settle the attendance with Module Tutor, Work harder in school to kick the asses of those assholes who look dwn on me... i will show them im no weakling... Its easier to say then done... but i will try my best to fufill the requirement i'll set for myself... :p
Dec 12 to Dec 21
very strong, a bit self-willed, independent does not
allow contradiction or arguments, loves life, its family,
children and animals, a bit of a social
butterfly, good sense of humor, likes idleness and
laziness, of practical talent and intelligence
ME! comments : Very the true hor.... :p
after months or shld i say years liao.... i cried... im so mentally stressed out... after common test which was a total failure... now i receive a 2nd warning letter from same module... should i get a 3rd... i'll b out soon.... Yes mayb i shld b blame for warning letters... y i skip class? for results... y i dun study hard? but the pt is.... i was supposed to excuse for tt day and some1 whom i believed will show teacher the letter... didnt... in the end i receive the warning... 2nd time... its happening... i juz lost trust in hankeong... that F**king A**h**e...........
Dunno y... still cant pull myself up from the truth that im not doing well... :( i think i need to 'fan xing fan xing' liao... haiz... still weak as usual... but more relax liao... even though illness did not improve... Its juz another day... :p
2 days into Common Test and with 4 papers done with... i noe what's going to be my results... the WORST results i ever get in poly... blame myself for the downfall... i did not put in enough effort to get at least a pass... but i will devote more of my time to my studies... with my job on hand... haiz... last paper... and i just hope the nightmare just go away soon... :-(
Argh... Its March and Common Test is next week yet i am still in the middle of nowhere... :( must realli buck up... falling sick and tired... mentally, emotionally and physically... now having flu... think it will affect my common test... if situation not improve... This time round i must realli beat the few f**king idiots which look down on me and tease me... who they think they are.... we will see about it....