你没想像中爱我

你小心翼翼 牵我手
其实是担忧 藏不住我
自尊也投降 活在她之下
我

你字字句句说 你不爱她
那又是什么 让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅 因为你留下
我 好傻

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在 让我更寂寞

你寸步不离 像天使的她
挥霍我的爱 从不放心上
我有一丝无奈 也有一些明白
该 放开

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说 假装爱那是撒盐在伤口

啊~~ 谁说我不在意空等候
原来 你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

呜~~~

你没想像中爱我

Fancy Delight

     In preparation of the trip to taiwan, i went shopping with Twins & their mum. I did not get any, as i going on the next day. Its abit strange shopping with an 'auntie', prefer to shop with people of our generation. *laugh* Nevertheless, i bought a tee & a sweater the next day with Nat & XY, gearing for the trip.

     We watched Ponyo (in short, the actual name too long). The story is really fairytale. Drawings is so-so... but The little boy & Ponyo is cute. The sea creatures are SCARY... not recommending kids to go watch. *laugh* Nonetheless, still an enjoyable show.

     I get to taste some special tarts in Takashimaya's Basement. It taste normal actually and cost $1.40 each. But the flavours are indeed special. I tasted Charcoal, Banana, Green tea & Chicken & Mushroom Flavours. They added Charcoal & Green tea to the 'crust' to make it taste unique. the Traditional Flavour taste different, with more milk taste.

Banna

Green tea

Chicken & Mushroom

     That's all for now, been busy recently at catching up with friends, doing Kieron's gift & preparing for the trip. Will blog when i came back next time.

first day of school

      It is my first day of school. Just like any other children, i am excited over this day. I enjoyed my last semester despite a stressful ending. So how was it? Did everything went well? Am i well like by my new classmates? These are the common parents-children Q&A.

      For me, i feel happy yet unhappy. Happy because i get to restart my NUS school life and this semester i must score well... The first lecturer did give me some security compared to last semester lecturers. But the module.. its Quality Control. I am sure XY will fare better than i do.

      So why am i unhappy? First day of school, i need to pay $80+ for course materials. Jun Hao is still on a holiday to Hong Kong, He Rui left for collegue's wedding dinner after collecting/purchasing his course materials, leaving me & Wenwu in the lecture. Wenwu is still upset about last semester results. I think he is unhappy with other things that happens around him, but i still get affected by this. He seems less motivated compared to last sem. This, as usual, affect my morale too. Hope he will get back to the smiley Wenwu soon.

Bedtime stories

      Last week, i went to watch the movie Bedtime Stories. I wasn't very impress from the beginning. Maybe i expect alot more. It was as funny as i expected. But overall its pretty entertaining. So it is not a must watch movie though. Save your dollar for other shows.

      I got to miss Bolt but i hope i can catch Red Cliff 2 soon.

Cape No.07

      Its another disappointing movie. Alright, maybe due to its high publicity like the little nyonya, it wasn't as great as expected. The story was expected, the acting was passable, the only thing that i like was the singing in the last part. The band really sounds better in the movie than their 'LIVE' performance at the Golden Horse Award ceremony. Oh ya, just before you guys say i am rich, i watch this at home. *laugh*

      Alright time to stop here. Will try to update more frequently.

Mini Review

     Its been week since my last post. Crossing over to 2009. Its been a busy december for me. Birthday celebrations, Xmas celebrations, Photonics countdown & gathering. Just a december and i seems to enjoy alot within a month. Hence, i really been busy enjoying myself. of course, i get tired and bad mood here and there. But overall, i must say i did enjoy myself, especially the countdown. Putting 4 fun loving people together... posing for storyline... for theme... *laugh* we are turning ourselves into camwhore on the last day of 2008 & first day of 09.

     Like every year, its time for me to do a mini review... what i have done over the years & did i done my 2008 resolution. let's see...

Keep in shape to fit in my clothes,

Get into a course of my interest,

Change for a better job,

Stay happy in 2008.

     Of the above list, i guess i did get into a course of my choice, score pretty well in exams and have a great group of classmates. I learned alot from them and especially in HR lessons & presentation. We are great. (at least i think we are.) Overall in 2008, its a happy one, despite losing a friend and unpleasant incidents here and there, but whose life don't have? I did not change my job but i did get a better position now, my supervisor treats me good and even bought me a gift or two (though i request it before he left). I was really surprised. Thanks boyes. The only thing i fail to do so is, as usual, keeping fit. I actually gain lots of weight since i started school. But recently had been reducing or should say maintaining it.

     With 2009 being another new beginning. I hope that i could do the following:

Lose >10kg (last year not defined),

Continue to score in the next two semester,

Get to go abroad,

Have people around me happy,

Have at least one great event,

Stay happy in 2009.

     though some of the resolutions seem to be tough or repetitive. it is really what i hope to acheive. Its a brand new year, let's hope that the economic recovers and everyone stay happy~!