Singapore Expo Performance

On 19th November, I finally stepped onto the 'stage' to sing publicly. Previous 2 performance were in Simei Care Center and Crazy World Cafe. This time round, I performed in Singapore Expo! *Yeah!* Despite not a superb performance, i am glad enough that i could still sing properly even i was SO SO NERVOUS.

This performance meant alot to me as i get to sing one of my favorite song by Hins Cheung, 只是太愛你 (translation: Because i love you too much). What's more, i received lots of 'Likes' in facebook! Cool huh?! Hell yeah! I felt so good when i receive constructive comments or praises. But deep within me, i hope one day to receive my cousin's or Juliet's 'Like'. That will mean A LOT to me! Nevertheless, i hope i will get more opportunity to perform! =)

Song #1 : 只是太愛你 (原唱: 張敬軒)

Song #2 : 傻瓜 (原唱: 吳克群)

Song #3 : 你那麼愛她 (with Darryl Quee)

那些年，我喜欢的女孩

那些年，我们夜夜聊天。
你毫无保留的和我诉说你的苦恼。
即使敏感的我能察觉一切，但选择继续静静的聆听。

那些年，每到夜晚，风雨不改的等待你的电话。
习惯性的，拿起电话，听你声音。
我们无所不谈，即使白天见面，夜晚还是有话题聊天。

那些年，我们朝夕相处，似乎慢慢的把我的心牵牢到你的心。
我们在同艘船，面对同样的问题。
你坦然面对，我黯然躲避。
你逐渐克服，我却无法脱离。

这将是一个不能说的秘密。

喜欢一个人，真的是会在她找到幸福而替她高兴的。
拥有幸福才是最重要的。
对我而言，喜欢一个人不一定要拥有，但一定要能让她得到幸福。

恭喜你。 你抵达下一站，希望你永远幸福。

那些年

一幕幕既熟悉却又陌生的画面不停的涌入我那矛盾的大脑。
看完《那些年，我們一起追的女孩》，电影情节优美却又感伤，动人却又催人。
不禁的想起那些年所错过的事物，突然觉得生活出现了一个空缺。
一个永远都补不上的空缺。。。

我没恋爱过，但我很庆幸至少我有表白过。
可惜的是我没有等大案。
没有勇气听，没勇气面对。
算是遗憾吧。

我的个性不容了解，尤其是对感情这门科目，每人会知道我的想法，每人会知道我的成绩。
有些人说我可以是高材生，有些人认为我蠢比弊了。
有人认为我不努力，有人认为我要求太高。
v 或许大家都有对的地方。

我不知道要的是什么。
我不知道路要真么走。
我不知道我错过几个站点。
人生往往不像搭公车，错过还能回头。
我真的很庆幸，至少我知道曾经何时，我有人在车站等待。

其实，往往我都会在想，若我遇到对的人，我是佛会采取任何主动，还是笨笨的再次错过。
还是即使我知道，但没有勇气面对。
只因为我不知道要的是什么，不知道能给的是什么。

一生只会年轻一次。
每件事物都将成为一段美好的回忆。
能让我想起以前，这也证明一切的一切都深深地记载在我回忆录里。
一点一滴的回忆。

*yawnz*

Army had taught me one thing which i believe is very, very useful. I learnt to sleep anywhere, anytime as long as i am tired. Yesterday, I keep sleeping on road. =x

On my way to camp, i overslept on bus but thankfully, i woke up in time when the bus reached a landmark that i recognised! I missed two stops before alighting on the third. Imagine if i slept to other places, i would not know how to get back! Untill today, i still need a bit of time to recognise the bus stop to alight.

On my way home from camp, i slept all the way to the bus interchange. The bus captain woke me up politely! Thanks uncle. He even ask me to take my time, no need to rush. =)

On my way to Chinatown, i slept on the train and yes, i missed the station and reached Harbour Front. This time round, i am not really sleeping but i missed it as i was playing my games and i thought Chinatown will come after Outram Park. Ok, i wasn't myself yesterday! =x

On my way home from Yishun, once again, i slept and thankfully woke up on time to alight. But i was really shag and tired.

I am not sure why but i guess my body is really exhausted. I lie on the floor and i can go ZZZ. But thanks to the 'training', I can sleep while i am travelling from one point to another to 'recover' a little. haha... In short, Army can be really helpful!

hectic november: four quests

November is a hectic month for me. In the 2nd week of November, I shift my focus on FYP presentation. I am not sure if i should be happy or sad over my FYP presentation. I am happy as i finally get over the presentation and the presentation itself highlighted one area that is missing from my report. I was asked to amend and include one more chapter - the comparative studies.

Sad. I should not be happy since i did not do well in the presentation. I was dumbfounded for the first question, questioning the reason of using graph to show a data that should be shown in table form. I thought the usage is perfectly normal and fine. Isn't it better to display or show the results in graphical form? Isn't it more visual? Another reason why i am sad is that it is obvious my initial report is not good enough and I am not sure how much difference will my amendment to the report help me.

Now in the 3rd week of November, my body is taking its toll. Four on-going items. Four quests, i call. All had to be done by this week, before i head into the last week of Novemember preparing for my FINAL paper (THE VERY LAST ONE).

1. Study IE2010E Exam
Doing my reservist, i taking whatever free time i could squeeze to study for this examination. It is my fault that i did not wake up in time for the examination last year. One year on, the paper standard increases, lecturer had changed and i have lesser time to focus on my other stuff while my peers enjoying it. Exam Date: 21st Nov (MON)

2. IE5203 Term Paper
30% of my IE5203 module, i have to try and score whatever points i could after failing badly during the mid-term. I had no idea why but i am the bottom two of the class. The hurdle here is getting started. I had issue formulating my problem before i can perform the Decision Analysis Cycle. Deadline: 18th Nov (Friday).

3. Changes to FYP Report
As mentioned earlier, I hope to take this chance to improve on the score of my FYP. I am now doing Chapter 9: The comparative studies. 3 more sections to do and i can submit to my supervisor for comments. Hope he do give constructive comment and help me to score. So far, no much help from him. Deadline : Undefined. Hopefully by this week.

4. SAT performance.
I know, I know... i should not have taking up the performing chance in the midst of exam and reports. But performing chances are not easy to get, not for me. Thanks to Darryl. I am offered the chance to perform after CrazyWorld Cafe in Aug (or is it July?). Hence, i seize the opportunity and wanting to prove to those doubters that i can do it. This time round, i do get moral support from my friends. I just hope i do not let them down.

改变

原唱：黄韵玲
作词/作曲/编曲：黄韵玲

街上的行人匆匆忙忙
此刻的画面是无声的世界
我故意装作不在乎
不在乎你和她的一切

我失去了你 这是一开始就知道的剧情
我失去了你 也失去过去拥有的回忆
这样的改变 你怎么从来不知道
街上的行人匆匆忙忙
此刻的心情是无声的世界
不在乎你和她的一切

我失去了你 这是一开始就知道的剧情
我失去了你 也失去过去拥有的回忆
这样的改变 你怎么从来不知道

我失去了你 这是一开始就知道的剧情
我失去了你 也失去过去拥有的回忆
这样的改变 你怎么从来不知道

我失去了你 这是一开始就知道的剧情
我失去了你 也失去过去拥有的回忆
这样的改变 你怎么从来不知道

新加坡金曲奖 2011 荣誉榜

这是我第二次出席‘新加坡金曲奖’，第17届到底与上届有什么不一样呢？‘分猪肉’现象依旧存在。出席的海外一人纷纷得奖，唯有本地艺人/创作人如郑可为，Bevelyn邱意淋，卓轩正Shawn，龔芝怡，小寒，插班生等出席却与奖项无缘。没出席的艺人当然还是有机会赢奖。张惠妹和萧敬腾就是最好的例子。
经年可说是孙燕姿，林宥嘉和何维健的丰收年。国宝燕姿以《是时后》专辑荣获'最佳专辑制作人', '最受欢迎女歌手','亚洲传媒大奖' , 'Y.E.S. 93.3FM醉心龙虎榜年度顶尖金曲' , '十大金曲' 和 '榜榜上风光'等，六大奖项。林宥嘉则摘下‘年度专辑大奖’，‘龙虎榜榜上风光奖’，‘十大金曲’和‘飞跃大奖’。一向来被乐评看好的宥嘉，终于不负众望夺得‘年度专辑大奖’，说实在的，我很替他高兴。他也因为夺得这奖，变得很激动，甚至在表演时给与100%的表演，几乎忘我，超放的开！从没看过大这样的表演！赞！何维健爆冷的击败热门罗志祥，夺得‘最受欢迎男歌手奖’，证明他的人气一直在爆升。通过微波，Twitter，Facebook等管道和歌迷互动是管用的。
昨晚的演出阵容强大，精彩表演延续不断，可惜的是音响似乎没有那么好，多次听不到歌手的声音，令人失望。典礼也比往常拖得更晚。主要原因是每个环节的'set-up'都太好时了，拖得时间太长。但也因此，观众能看到前所未有的表演。Olivia, 林宥嘉和严爵在没有彩排的情况下表演了一小段的"Fly Me To The Moon"。严爵的急性实力不能忽视。除了"Fly Me To The Moon"的beatbox，他也和宇珩为当王主题”Music is Life"创作出一小段的音乐。一动一静的"Music is Life"，让我十分享受。
Auntie Lucy 和 Michelle Chong (一炮而红的‘Ah Jiao’) 再度带来许多节目效果。 这次Auntie Lucy和Hossan Leong带来爆笑的对话，而AhJiao（和帅哥Tom Price）更让人轻松许多。值得一提的是胡夏和梁文音的粉丝。胡夏的粉丝即使声音已经变哑了，甚至走音，还是继续为偶像呐喊。梁文音的粉丝则为没有出席的偶像加油打气。因为节目拖拉的关系，整个典礼在多数时候让人想睡觉。
比起去年,今年的赠品，少之又少，十分寒酸！BioSkin也没提供任何赠品！
年度专辑大奖 - 美妙生活 (林宥嘉Yoga)
最佳专辑制作人奖 - 孙燕姿、KENN C、李偲菘、李伟菘 (是时候\孙燕姿)
最佳本地作词奖 - 梁文福 (倔强)
最佳本地作曲奖 - 林俊杰 (她说)
最佳本地歌手奖 - Olivia (Romance)
最佳演绎男歌手奖 - 萧敬腾 (狂想曲)
最佳演绎女歌手奖 - 张惠妹 (你在看我吗)
最佳组合奖 - SUPER JUNIOR-M (太完美)
最佳乐团奖 - MP魔幻力量 (不按牌理出牌)
最佳创作歌手奖 - 严爵 (不孤独)
最佳新人奖 - 胡夏 (胡爱夏) (前优秀新人奖)
亚洲传媒大奖 - 孙燕姿
（2010年以4个组别（男歌手，女歌手，乐团，组合）来颁发）
海外杰出歌手奖 (中) - 丁当
海外杰出歌手奖（港） - 方大同
海外杰出歌手奖（台） - 田馥甄
海外杰出歌手奖（马) - 宇珩
最受欢迎男歌手奖 - 何维健
最受欢迎女歌手奖 - 孙燕姿
最受欢迎团体奖 - 飞轮海
最受欢迎新人奖 - 倪安东
Y.E.S.93.3FM醉心龙虎榜年度顶尖金曲 - 当冬夜渐暖 (孙燕姿)
Y.E.S.93.3FM醉心龙虎榜榜上风光奖 - 孙燕姿, 林宥嘉
流行乐坛荣誉大奖 - 伍思凯
Bioskin 最佳造型奖 - 何维健 （前最前卫造型奖）
Y.E.S. 93.3FM醉心龙虎榜十大金曲:
飞轮海 - 心疼你的心疼
罗志祥 - 拼什么
周杰伦 - 说了再见
梁静茹 - 你会不会
陈奕迅、王菲 - 因为爱情
方大同 - 好不容易
蔡依林 - 小伤口
倪安东 - 散场的拥抱 田馥甄 - 寂寞寂寞就好
王力宏 - 你不知道的事
孙燕姿 - 当冬夜渐暖

新增设奖项：
飞跃大奖 - 林宥嘉
新加坡金曲奖最受欢迎U频道电视金曲 - 我爱他 - 丁当 Ding Dang 【下一站，幸福】主题曲
F&N FRUIT TREE FRESH 新势力歌手奖 - 严爵

2011年没颁发的奖项：
全方位艺人奖
亚洲传媒大奖（男歌手，女歌手，乐团，组合）
新进歌手人气奖：（男歌手，女歌手，组合）
Y.E.S.93.3FM醉心龙虎榜停榜最久奖
传媒推荐最具潜力歌手奖
传媒推荐最具潜力本地歌手奖
F&N 大跃进歌手奖

here comes... Mr November

Had wanted to blog for quite sometimes... but due to lack of time... i could not sit down and think or blog... i wanted to share all about my life in blog. more photos =) more news etc! Soon... i am sure... will start to spam the blog...

With Mr October not being kind to me, Mr November doesnt seems to be that friendly too! But definitely better than Mr October! =x In October, i am rushing for FYP. No one to blame but myself. Now comes November, I will be back in green! YES back in reservist! This time round, i am just rounder! haha...

In the midst of reservist, i had to prepare for a performance, FYP presentation, DA Term Paper (or project), 2 module examinations. Boy, its gonna be a challenging month. Its do or die. May everything works with me and pass this tough period QUICK and EASY!

Its part of my plan to shift reservist to this period, hence i am not gonna complain but i just hope my family sleeps EARLY! haha i can't study with TV on... SUPER ANNOYING! I kinda look forward to reservist! Nah... i am not crazy... but i wanted to clear the annoying NS cycle soon! and at the same time, took a break off the work. Losing my direction at my workplace... supporting roles for everyone and busy only when people needed me seems to be working fine but it can get rather boring! I am sadly a workaholic! haha... Aiight, watch out for my blog soon!