Sadness were filling my heart... my darkest fear happen to be changing into reality... Prevent it? i'm in no position nor have any power to ... Never was i feeling the way i'm feeling now... maybe as there are always rainbows after the rain or sunrise after the night... i will be able to see the light in my life and lead me to a better position and feel better... but everything takes time... and i'm still waiting for the day to come... May my darkest fear emerge as my brightess route...