Finally i start studying again... this time round i finished one chapter of 2010... even though it might seem that the rate is pretty slow... at least i did study liao... felt so great to study again... hehe... haiz... feeling much better now... haha... and somemore i win alot of times in blackjack today (no money lar...)... haha... not so stressful yesterday...

we went back to BDL today... it seems that it wasn't as lively as it used to be lor... teachers seems to be busy as usual... hmm... really nice to see them,.. i think they were happy to see us too ... haha... hope to see them again soon...

i'm not pretty happy with the fact that i was 'fooled' today... and with my rate i'm improving (studies)... Liying say she dun wan to go to Compass Point then never mind... after that she say wan... then dun wan again... then she change her decision again... its ok lor... i can take it... but i can take it when someone simply lack of respect.... she was suppose to meet me at 4.30-5pm at Compass Point... then when i heard that she on her way... i went down to Compass Point... on my way i msg her... 'Msg me when u reach SengKang"... minutes later ( i in compass point liao)... she msg back... ' me in my bro house in S.K."... then never mind i msg her when will she be coming... she never reply till Siang reached then i found out from him, she lazy to reply... its ok lar... we friends for so long... i accept it lor... but its like last minute, ard 6+, she msg me... "i not coming i not feeling well..."... kao... she think i'm a fool issit?... fine.... i hate this irresponsible type of people... if she was sick ... msg me earlier or don't ask me to meet her... What an asshole.... !!!

When you make a promise,
don't try to break it...
as breaking a promise..
will lead to a damage...
in terms of trust...
which will damage the relationship between
you and the person...

Quoted by: Skyver Tng

Hours back, i went to meet Ivy, Jenson and J. Long.... As what jenson had describe her as.... having better complexion and of course more refreshing then before... good for her... unlike her... i think i abit more 'fragile' then before haha... no lar... actually its nice for us to put down our troubles and woes and just sit and chat... haha... i think i forget when was the last time i actually did that....anyway i done a astrology thingy that are pretty acurate... even what i fear for.. .appear... haha... maybe u ppl should try (http://www.astprince.com/english/astrology/chartr.html) ... hmm... looking forward to see Sec. Sch's teachers and my friends... haha... hope that they were living better than before....

With yesterday being my last day of bowling, my results was still very disappointing... i decided to rest till the day when my wrist and finger recover... hmm... will kinda miss bowling... i think... wrist's condition had not improve since about a month back... i believe the reason was because i played bowling with my injuries for the past weeks and hence... i think its about time to relax my wrist and maybe concentrate on my studies yar...

Don't know why i recently like suffering from depression.. hehe... no lar... don't worry just that i don't have the mood for everything... or anyone...Today's is just not my day...
Firstly, I send wrong doc. to hankeong causing him to print the wrong file... it cause me $2 for 11pcs of paper... then i thought that i lost part of my ICA2 doc(including just printed).... then i rush to photocopy shop which was cheaper... but the CPU were down and not available for usage. This demoralised me even further... luckily i remembered that i place it in between my book...
After that i need to do a e-Quiz on HTML, i scored a mere 13/15 ( for 4 tries).... haiz... THis make my heart more heavy... And that's when i almost lost my admin & EZlink card... Luckily the guys from my class return it back to me...
Not only that, i found out that i do not have any of the lab sheets and tutorial sheets, i was suppose to bring, there... This creates a lot of nuisance in my day... but haiz... i still need to move on.... hope that tomorrow will be a better day...

my hand began to hurt once again... even though there isn't a day i'm not having my wrist pain... This time round it somehow worsen... not sure why too... headache was now worsening the situation... With the common test round the corner, it seem that the stress is getting to me... hehe... no lar... i think because i never go for lectures etc... hence feeling a bit pressure lah... haha... I think i just need more rest...

Every event
has the potential
to transform us,
and disaster have
the greatest potential
to change our thinking...

Quoted by: Andrew Matthews

Argh.... mistakes after mistakes.... this is what i get during a 'test' question ... Argh..... i... i .... haiz... suddenly felt like behind time liao... haiz...C-Pro proj.'s deadline 5 wks frm now... HTML oso ard the same time... and C.T. 2 wks frm now... haiz... must really pull up my socks... haha... (*pulling his socks now*)Ouch it hurts...

My pastlife... an animal? Discover Your Past Life

Monkey

Don't go bananas — in your former life you were a tiny monkey named Oompa. Here's what we know about you: Adorably sweet demeanor and sharp as a tack, you found success working with a street performer named Juan, who worshipped you and treated you like his own child. He bought you a gold satin jumpsuit with royal blue ruffles, a matching top hat, and a sequined bag for donations. He would play your favorite disco tunes on his accordion, prompting you to dance around and flirt with the crowd while you collected spare change and picked pockets. Everybody loved you. And you loved everybody. You and Juan took your gig around the country and raked in the riches. You were one happy little monkey.

introvert extrovert

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Although you aren't completely outgoing all the time, you definitely aren't the "quiet and shy" poster child, either. That's because, when all's said and done, you're much more of an extrovert than an introvert. What does that mean? Well, for one, that you enjoy spending time with other people. You're never bored in your own company, but when it comes down to it, you'd rather interact than introspect. Evenings and weekends are for hanging out and catching up with your buddies, not sitting by yourself in the dark, right? And if you have a problem, chances are you'll talk it out with your friends or family, not stew over it on your own. That's what having a social network is for, after all. As long as you're not ignoring any thoughts or feelings that really need to be dealt with, it seems like you're in a really healthy place. Congrats!

A bit censored ... hehe... 1st time ever i reveal my sexual test... Here they are...

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My Results:
Skyver Tng, your sexual personality is Gamma-ELDN-9.
Your sexual personality is determined by your sexual persona (Gamma), 4 sexual scales (Emotional/Physical, Look/Touch, Daring/Modest, Verbal/Non-verbal), and your libido score (9).
As a Gamma, you know what makes you tick when it comes to sex. Your sexual awareness is particularly high, though your sex appeal and sexual confidence are somewhat lower.

Tomorrow's test, today playing pool.... Can you imagine i'm doing that? Sure you do... haha... Although we did study a little( i presumed )... we went for pool in Ang Mo Kio's Snookerium (if i did not spell wrongly)... KE, HK, Ris and Jenson were there with me when we were playing... Actually I think today's a bit different... i mean myself of course... the very few times i don't feel sad with myself losing... as i think i did tried hard enough... Of course Koon Ek have better luck... i think he need more practice (A STERN VOICE)... HK and Ris were the more hardworking one but you can see that HK played more times.... experience do make a difference... Ris accept people's comment and improve his game... he really improved a lot... As for Jenson... He definitely the better player even the cue is not his... He left with 2 wins out of 2 games... I feel pretty relax today... not really know why myself... hehe...

Know your Past Life Regression ? My result were as below...
My Diagnosis:

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You were a guy in your last earthly incarnation.
You were born in the middle of Philippines around 1100.
You were a musician, bard.

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A bit about your past-life persona:
Ruthless character, carefully weighing his decisions in critical situations, with excellent self-control and strong will.
Materialistic with no spiritual consciousness. Such people are generally liked, but not always loved.

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The lesson that your past life has brought to the present:
Your lesson -- to combat violence and disharmony in our world, to understand its roots and origins.
All global problems have similar origins.

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Past Life

I know that you gonna puke but... who cares.... i'm whoever i am... haha...

Who's Your Inner Music Industry Diva?

Sidekicks? hope that i do have... and those who think are mine are actually....

Who's Your Movie Sidekick? Find out @ She's Crafty

Hmm... a little unexpected isn't it... but that's the result i get... wanna try it? enter below..

Who you are!

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Which My So-Called Life Character Are You?

Today is the day for Striker’s Youth Fun Bowl… this was my first ever competition… and yet I produced a dismal result… Even though I used to play in this type of format in NYP training… this was indeed the real test for me… I only managed to hit 321pins (115 – 81 – 125) in three games…. Which happen to be the 2nd lowest score… feeling very dejected and tired… especially a kid can play better than me and enter the top-10 position... (*sigh*) My wrist and finger have not recovered from the injury I got a few weeks back. I could feel the pain when I bowl… of course this was not the only reason for my embarrassed results… all I can do now is hoping to recover and train myself hard enough…

Help me........ haha..... no lar... just that my body was aching all over after the basketball game yesterday which saw me playing against the powerhouse like "wild boar" Ek, 3-pointer Keong, "perfect angle" Rajesh, "michael jordan" Tiet Ching and "the-rim-is-a-she" Jannah... I was worst player of the game as usual... Haiz... never mind... forget it... its just not my day with me losing Arcade game to Jannah and Ek again... i wanna cry... HTML has ended with XML coming up... and XSL is going to be learnt over the next lesson... haiz... don't know if i can create a really good web (Semestral Proj.)....

Not feeling very well.. i'm not sure why but when i woke up this morning i was feeling very weak... then when i got to school i got agitated easily and having a terrible headache... no mood to study but i have to... in the end i had to skip the C-Pro lesson especially my seat was in front of Rick & HanKeong... i don't blame them but it just that i found their voice very 'powerful' hence i can't really take it... ending up me relaxing with the twins in a tutorial room... i was so stress up in the Biz proj. but they managed to make me relax and stop my work... and talk about SOCCER... haha... cannot believe i talk about soccer right? But as the matter of fact, i did... hehe... Then I managed to get help from Koon Ek on my Biz proj. after school and he help me with alot, i believe, i need to really thank him and the twins...

to TWINZ and EK

Thank You!!!

I went for a jog just now... yeah... just now... around 1045... don't really know why but i just think that since i cant wake up in the morning... might as well jog at night... I felt really refreshing after the run... so much better... both psychologically and physically... Haiz... Aris' incident had make me pretty down... As a friend, i couldn't do anything... i know he is a perfectionist but there is a limit to everything you can do... all leave it to fate... if FB is fated to merge after much resistance and commendable performance... let it be... we cant change the FATE... we only can try but doesnt mean we will succeed...

This Is For Liang Angel Spend all your time waiting for that second chance for a break that would make it okay there's always one reason to feel not good enough and it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction oh beautiful release memory seeps from my veins let me be empty and weightless and maybe I'll find some peace tonight in the arms of an angel fly away from here from this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you fear you are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie you're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort there so tired of the straight line and everywhere you turn there's vultures and thieves at your back and the storm keeps on twisting you keep on building the lie that you make up for all that you lack it don't make no difference escaping one last time it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees in the arms of an angel fly away from here from this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you fear you are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie you're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort there you're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort here Dear Liang: Sorry for writing on your blog. I feel that you have been unhappy recently? This song is for you. Hopefully, it helps to give you solace from the darkened fear. Please know you are missed and if you need a listening ear, I am always there, a phone call away. Love, Eunice

I went to my grandparents' house and have the family gathering again... I seems to be over-age & over-size to be playing with the kids... In them i see myself... the once and always cute little child who ask for sweets... so innocent... so happy... the true self... hehe... suddenly felt that i'm growing old liao... haha.... hmm... must start to look young liao... or else... haiz... wrinkles will be revealing soon... haha....

I went to my grandparents' house and have the family gathering again... I seems to be over-age & over-size to be playing with the kids... In them i see myself... the once and always cute little child who ask for sweets... so innocent... so happy... the true self... hehe... suddenly felt that i'm growing old liao... haha.... hmm... must start to look young liao... or else... haiz... wrinkles will be revealing soon... haha....

Start every day
with an intention
to be balanced and peaceful...
Some days you will
cruise through until bedtime...
and some days you wouldn't
make it past breakfast...
If peace of mind is your daily goals
you will get better and better...

Quoted by Andrew Matthews

With rainbows slowly being revealed after heavy, dark clouds were blown away... i'm regaining my personality... slowly but surely... Gone are the good old days ... and the new beginning has come... tears had dried up leaving no trace of sadness... memories of happiness were back... and i had thought it through... no use pondering at things where will not happen or can't control... and i should live the best out of it isn't it?

Darkness were brightened... Sadness were lightened... But darkest Fear remain where it ought to be... only to hope that some day... one day... it will diminished... And only the return of happiness will mould me back to a Jovial personnel... With laughter no tears... happiness over woes... and the true of me will emerge from behind the screen...

Sadness were filling my heart... my darkest fear happen to be changing into reality... Prevent it? i'm in no position nor have any power to ... Never was i feeling the way i'm feeling now... maybe as there are always rainbows after the rain or sunrise after the night... i will be able to see the light in my life and lead me to a better position and feel better... but everything takes time... and i'm still waiting for the day to come... May my darkest fear emerge as my brightess route...

Hey Diana, Eunice, Liying, Siang.... its seems so long never sing duet or together with u guys... i miss it so much... although we can't sing that well but still i miss it... Don't know why i just got the urge to sing with you guys... Everyone of us now is buzy with our own things... proj. ... school... haiz... long time never sit down and relax... right? Hope you guys were having 'fun' out of 'fun'... praying for u ppl here...

LOVE is important in one's life... But LOVE may appears in different forms, not only BGR... Friends do LOVE each other, Parents LOVE their children, vice-versa... Hence i'm glad if to have those LOVE were always there for me even if i'm nasty to the sender... A BIG THANK YOU to those who LOVE me... you know who you are...
I apologise if i done you wrong... once again...
THANK YOU & I LOVE U!!!
sincerely posted by:

What a day!!! Mathematics did not poise any problem to be... but C-Pro does... haiz... never wore my contact lens today and i found out that i can't see clearly on the OHT (on the screen)... After all lessons ended, i went to e-learning to revise my C-Pro and i encounter with a problem which none of us(KoonEk, Charmaine, Tiet Chin) can actually understand before even solving it... but the whole session... i managed to know more about C-Pro... Until about 8.30+pm, Charmaine, Tiet Chin and i went to the Library to do some research for our Proj. ... And lucky me... i found one identical-to-mine example which was yet to be tested... Hope that it will not have any error and i will be able to do my Proj. more smoothly... hahaha.... @:c)>

Kao... Today when i was studying at the Mac in NYP... there was a group of "holy" people (not trying to be racist or what)... i don't mind if they just play the guitar... i can stand it... they were likely singing lor... and one girl even sing too high... abit off tune lor... its very irritating... somemore there was a teacher (i think so) there.... kao... Why i use the word holy... because the songs were sounding like church songs... lar.... Anyway... to those who were concern... the letter were just for fun... nothing really happened... we just like to tease each other.... and kinda joke around... so don't take it too seriously....

I will no longer be a push-over anymore... i will evolve to someone more care-free and hmm.... be MYSELF?... Complaining about life.... about people.... will be increasing on this blog... i will be nothing more than myself....

Today I went to COMPASS POINT, the newest ever Shopping Mall in Singapore!!! Indeed there is a lot of people there but somehow or rather, i felt that the service there need to improve or should i say the place have lots of thumbs down apart from the thumbs up... One of the Metro's staff were wearing a i'm-not-happy-with-you-people expression on her face making me feel like slapping her... Service score -10/+10.... haiz... hope that all the service will improve... Wanna know more? Visit there yourself... hehe...

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Now then i understand why people always say, "Sportman's life is very short... so we have to grab every opportunities given...". Even though i still managed to hit 100+ pins in the 2nd game... my old injuries came back and affect my game.... Feeling down with pain at both my wrist and finger... i'm really very devastated... hope that this injuries will recover and i will be able to bowl again... Or else... i will have to give up on bowling before even score 180++... Anyway... I need to be optimistic isn't it? i will move on and 'grab every opportunities given'... haha....

Dear J. Long

Dear J. Long,

You and i will never be together again.... Even though we were in love before but... in the end... you still choose other guys like Jenson, Koon Ek and even Rick... you... you.... haiz... i'm just too disappointed in you... Even if now you wan us to be together again.... i ... it will never be the same again.... But no matter what... i still love you.... boy.... i still do care for you... this is something i cannot hide... i just don't hope to be hurt by you again... that's why i rejected you... go and search for your real happiness... and i'll be happy too... that's the best for both of us isn't it...

Your Love,
Skyver Tng

Purely for Entertainment and only for J. Long

Music Review:

With the National Day 2002 drawing closer, you might notice more MTVs on the National Day theme song (1998-2002) are screened over the T.V.... Out in the market since May, there is a compilation make in conjunction to the National Day, 'Sing Singapore 2002'. All the theme songs over the past few years were included in the album... Other National Songs like 'Singapura, Sunny Island' and 'Gelang Sipaku Gelang' were also re-sung by various artistes from Mediacorp's stable...

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Thumbs up: Theme songs still prove their value of becoming hits and definitely not to be missed... They include:
1998 - 'Home' & 'Jia' by Kit Chan 1999 - 'Together' & 'Xin Lian Xin' by Evelyn Tan & Dreamz FM 2000 - 'Shine On Me' by Jai & 'Xing Yue' by Mavis Hee 2001 - 'Where I Belong' & 'Shu Yu' by Tanya Chua 2002 - 'We Will Get There' & 'Yi Qi Zou Dao' by Stefanie Sun
Thumbs down: Tay Ping Hui seems to try very hard to sing 'Singapura, Sunny Island'... from a slow and sweet song to a 'restricted-rock' song. Hence making it one of the not-so-nice re-make in this compilation
Rating: 7/10

Available at most CD stores at $12.90 each.

Finishing maths notes soon... hehe... but still other subject are foreign to me... i need to 'KAMPATE'... so as to be a 'good bet'... Anyway... i wasn't feeling well (emotionally) recently... Not sure why... but just hope that it will fade away eventually...