Tuesday, November 18, 2003

never be the same again

     Finally, I am now feeling more relax, after handing up my project on Saturday and soft copy on Monday. Now, I will be preparing for S.A.T and also awaits for my result to come out, which I think I should be able to do average or slightly above average, judging from my supervisor comments.

     Last night was our stock-take, the third one I am involved. Something there is just not the same. Previous editions saw laughter and fun while we get our job done. Of course, not that I am saying last night, there wasn’t laughter or what. It is just pretty limited. I guess something will never be the same again. *sigh*

     I guess that it might be due to the laughter we enjoyed during our last two editions. I felt tired after a while. We had lots of laughter that time. After laughing for a while, it can be pretty tiring. *laugh* Anyway, human changed, things changed, character changed. I am most of the time alone, which I somehow enjoyed as well. I am busy doing my stuff and was more comfortable in that way.

     *thinks* Maybe it is because I feel agitated when sacartism along the way. Jia Hui is no longer the easy-going girl. Xinyi & Meiling is still not as bad. Serene and Robin are still the same, maybe due to seeing them for a lot of time. *laugh* But some things there had changed and making me lethargic. Maybe I just hate the not-so-funny sarcastic-ism there, making me really tired to do anything or even talk back. All I can say is “things will never be the same again.”