results

     I am so so happy! Results were out in the morning. I managed to be one of the very first to see my results. The result is really unbelievable. I expect myself to score anything below ‘C’ but in the end, I scored ‘A’. I am really really happy. *laugh*

     In the end, due to the lack of sleep, I am not able to concentrate in my cashiering. Yawning all the way, I am lucky enough to attain balance at the end of my working hour. *smile* hope that more good news will come my way. *think* I must write a thank-you card to give my supervisor. *laugh*

See what Care Bear you are.

first time

     I’m really tired, man! Yesterday morning, Xinyi, Jia Hui and I went to Zoo. We were at first told to go there to support our Manager, in the end, we have to participate in the event itself. The first time I ever played in a futsal game, somemore it is like competitive soccer. It is kind of like table soccer but its human in place of the usual toys. I played two halves in two different positions. Defender and Goalkeeper. I am sure you people will laugh at the way I play. *laugh*.

     The whole body is aching. We managed to escape around 1130. We get our freebies and went to Jia Hui’s house to have our lunch. KFC included in the freebies. *laugh* After that, we played monopoly, with Xinyi emerged the winner after a huge earning of rental fees in the last 15mins. $8000 in just one turn, can u imagine that? From a clear winner to a second position, you can imagine how sad I am… but hey, that’s just a game *laugh*

Eb major - you are warm and kind, always there for your friends, who are in turn there for you. You are content with your confortable life and what you are currently achieving; if you keep in this state you will go far.

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DECEMBER:

Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations.. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

Four

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You tend to be loyal, dedicated and good hearted. You're one of the most diligent students when you really try, and you tend to make your schoolwork a priority. You also express those same qualities in your love relationship. No one is more faithful and trusting than you. In fact, those tendencies can be a little negative in your romantic life.

You may sometimes hang on too long to a guy/gal who doesn't give you the respect and love you deserve. You can be stubborn and a bit of a troublemaker if the mood strikes you but you can usually dig yourself out of that hole just in time to stay out of major trouble. You usually fall for extremes when choosing a love mate - he/she may be a show-off or a teacher's pet. Whatever the type, it helps if he/she is good-looking, too, but that's not a major consideration for you.

SAGITTARIUS MAN

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A man who loves social life and curious about every new progress, new development to make sure he is in the era and always have all up date information. He likes to know what is the latest trend of fashion and make sure he is not out of style. You can easily spot him at the grand opening of new pub, new restaurant for he loves to participate in social activity.

There is a few Sagittarius who is a private person as well, but you could see that he will be ahead of his friends. He will knows what is the best seller book, what are the top 10 hot hit of the week. The hottest movies showing now, he must have already seen it.

He hates routine, It makes him bored. He likes to get to his goals and succeeding in doing so is his true reward. Money making is O.K. but it is not his true joy, for he can easily spent them in a short while. They say if you want the truth, go and ask Sagittarius. They are right, you can ask him and he will tell you all the truth and very straight forward. Even he may speak bluntly, his friends loves him. If you have problems, all your friends may feel sorry for you, but Sagittarius will be the one who will give you a helping hand first and even expect no return favor. That's why he is a real charmer even sometimes big mouth.

When he is mad , he can be quite fierce but quickly dissolve and easily forgotten. He is not a person who will take a revenge, so if he say he going to burn down your house, you can relax. He likes compliments and sweet words, so you can manipulate him easily. If he knows you are not sincere, you will totally become meaningless to him.

Some Sagittarius are gifted musician, or singer. He is a happy soul, has a good humor and has lots of jokes. He loves freedom, lively and very energetic. If he is working, he will take his job seriously. He likes to travel, likes to see new exciting places. Going out or traveling make him happy.

Sagittarius man is like a free bird. He lives as if everyday is Sunday. He will hardly be in a bad mood, but if he is in a bad mood, you will better leave his sight. If you want to talk to him in such mood, try to avoid issue of commenting his life. He flirts like other man, but he has a built in brake, so he will come back to you by himself. If he disappear for a few days, not to worry for he is only recharging his battery to be that same lively person again, them he will be back.

He has allergies to Pretty woman, so in love with many woman for him would be normal. Setting dating schedule is his games and it's fun for him, and this will keep him from being bored. He hates obligations, so the word "marriage" would suffocated him. If you allow him to have freedom, he will not go anywhere.

He falls in love as easy as he catches cold, especially if she is cute, funny and she has a strong personality. No one can tell how long he will be in love each time. If you want to really hold Sagittarius man, act like you are in an adventure movie. At all time, you should make yourself lively, tells him some jokes, always be cute so that it will ease up his allergy to other pretty woman a bit.

not feeling well

     These few days, I am having a stomach upset. Unfortunately, I do not know the reason. Is it because of food poisoning or what? Anyway, I am feeling comfortable back in FairPrice.

     I am rather busy these few days. Being the one of the two male cashiers, I am asked to do more tiring stuff. Ranging from carrying of plastic bags (in terms of boxes, mind you…*sigh*) to climbing up and down for the Christmas Day’s decorations. Just like yesterday, I am supposed to work from 9am-5pm, I ended up working till 9.30pm. *laugh*

     SAT is round the corner, then follows by the checkup but yet I am still not prepared. But one good news is that my BMI is now at the healthy range, around 25. Remember the advertisement? *laugh* I actually took the measurement from a machine from Thomson Plaza. Who cares if its not accurate? As long as I am happy for the time being, at least, isn’t it? *laugh*

     Last Friday, I went to the flowers exhibition near the Esplanade. $5 for entrance fee, I did enjoy myself even though we only spent a while there taking photos. Its pretty nice as I am not sure, when will be our next outing. Till I saw the photos, I will still be waiting for our photos to be out. *laugh*

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Your soul is bound to the Rose Bud: The Naive.

"I keep all of my secrets somewhere inside and though I haven't let myself shine to the world, I'm good for something but too good to give to you."

The Rose Bud is associated with innocence, curiosity, and confidence. It is governed by the god Cupid and its sign is The Dewdrop, or Puppy Love.

As a Rose Bud, you may have grand ideas about love and you may well be inexperienced. You tend to be optomistic, idealistic, and curious, but it's just because you like being a positive person. You also may have high thoughts of yourself, and can come off a bit conceited, but it's just a mask to hide your lack of experience.

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never be the same again

     Finally, I am now feeling more relax, after handing up my project on Saturday and soft copy on Monday. Now, I will be preparing for S.A.T and also awaits for my result to come out, which I think I should be able to do average or slightly above average, judging from my supervisor comments.

     Last night was our stock-take, the third one I am involved. Something there is just not the same. Previous editions saw laughter and fun while we get our job done. Of course, not that I am saying last night, there wasn’t laughter or what. It is just pretty limited. I guess something will never be the same again. *sigh*

     I guess that it might be due to the laughter we enjoyed during our last two editions. I felt tired after a while. We had lots of laughter that time. After laughing for a while, it can be pretty tiring. *laugh* Anyway, human changed, things changed, character changed. I am most of the time alone, which I somehow enjoyed as well. I am busy doing my stuff and was more comfortable in that way.

     *thinks* Maybe it is because I feel agitated when sacartism along the way. Jia Hui is no longer the easy-going girl. Xinyi & Meiling is still not as bad. Serene and Robin are still the same, maybe due to seeing them for a lot of time. *laugh* But some things there had changed and making me lethargic. Maybe I just hate the not-so-funny sarcastic-ism there, making me really tired to do anything or even talk back. All I can say is “things will never be the same again.”

DECEMBER:
    Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations.. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

wednesday fun

     Jun Hao, Jun Wen and I , with Jannah joining us later, went on a shopping spree. Well, not exactly a shopping spree. We try on and off some clothers. It’s the first time ever I had tried on so many clothes. We spent hours at U2 and Topman. Three of us guys tried on different clothes. They get a few offer, yet look great on them, clothes but for me, all those look good on me are expensive. *sigh*

     Most of the clothes I tried on are not my usual style. What style do I have? Plain T-shirt and Jean lor… *laugh* In the end, I asked Aris to get me one only. Wasting his time shopping, he must be hating us for going shopping when he had to work.

     After the shopping, we suddenly feel like going Karaoke. Hence after our dinner with Aris, we went to Paradiz K-Box to sing. It was definitely costly. Four of us spent $88.88 on the Karaoke itself. Yes, you hear me right, its $88.88. Nice number? Big hole in the pocket *laugh*

     Some consolation at the Karaoke session. We get a BIG BIG room with 4 microphones. Can you imagine? Then Hao, Wen and I came about singing harmoniously for one song, Jordan Chan’s 0932. We called ourselves Bro4. Y? 3 guys, yet Bro4? We decided to include Aris as our manager and choreographer. He is our Br4thers, remember?

Jannah was shocked to hear us sing like a boyband. *laugh* Hao and Wen have great voice, provided they do not anyhow play with their voice. They can sing much better than me if they have some training and improve their CHINESE!!! Sounds familiar? They are like Eunice. *laugh*

Budweiser. King of Beers. You are as American as
they come my friend. Nothing against those
pussy light beers or worse yet, imports, but
you would rather have a diesel. Now get in your
pickup, drive down to the general store and get
yourself a rack.

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visit to FairPrice

     Yesterday, I went back to FairPrice Thomson. We managed to see some aunties who were very good to us. God-ma, Annie, is still as cheerful as ever. MeiLing now having a new hairdo looks more refreshing. Claudia look a little less tom-boyish.

     Many new staffs now working there, and of course, some left. Those went back with me includes Jia Hui, Robin, Xinyi and JinXiong. JinXiong’s new look really shocked me. Of course, he look more styled and when he came to fetch us, the feeling he gave me was like “Dao Ming Si” in Meteor Rain. But luckily, he never changes a bit in character-wise, as cheerful as before, as approachable as before, and as easy going as before. *laugh*

     After much consideration and discussion with his department, Robin finally decided to join us (JH, XY and ME!) back. We are in time for Monday’s stock-take and we all will be going down. As for JinXiong, he will wait till he can confirm his new module’s timetable but of course, we hope that he will join us soon, even though he say he is unlikely to work evening shift.

     To get back working there was pretty easy. Since we had experience, we need only one day familiarising training. Manager and other TLs were happy to see us back. Many of my friends had been asking, “Why? Why are you going back to work at FairPrice? Why you quit Swensen’s?” Don’t ask me because I, myself, am unsure about it. I have this feeling within me (I called it the unknown factor). It’s telling me that there are something in FairPrice I had not done and its time for me to go and do it.

Everything that has a beginning, has an end.

     This time round, I hope to get the answer myself and leave no regrets when I leave that work place again.

un-decodable dream

     How do you decode your dreams? Recently, I was having dreams within my dream or was I just dreaming. I know it is pretty confusing but the truth is that it really happened. If the dreams are individual, I may not even notice what dream I had. Normally, I will only remember dreams that strange. Normal dreams are usually forgotten whenever I woke up.

     This doesn’t seems to be a normal dream. Don’t ask me why. I think there is some message that my dreams want to convey to me. Dream within dream itself? I dreamt that I woke up and found myself in some place where I dreamt before. I dreamt about people like Eunice, Feng and some characters I can’t remember. I dreamt about McDonald’s. It’s like pretty late when we meet up on streets or something like that. To me its now bits and pieces. Like a puzzle that was short of some pieces and need time to fragment it.

     When I sleep, in my dreams, I am dreaming again. But can’t remember what I am dreaming about. But I know my body was like cannot moved. It’s been a long time since I last felt it. When I woke up in the morning, I was like “OMG, what had I dreamt last night?” Very tired and I can’t really differentiate whether I am dreaming in my dream or I really can’t moved? Siang once said that this could be “bei gui ya” but I don’t know. Pretty mentally stressed up. Maybe I should relax and see if I really get this dream again. Up till now, I still can’t believe what I had dreamt last night. I got this feeling that this is not the first time… but… *sigh*

end of one month stint

     I will be heading down to Swensen later to tender my resignation letter. Around one month, I learnt a lot and gladly that I earned respect and praises there. My supervisors and managers want me to stay on and even are willing to discuss about my pay with my Retail Manager.

     But I guess, everything has an ending. I quit due to a series of thoughts and considerations before coming to this conclusion. I will not be working this week as to focus on my report and meet up with friends. Most likely, I will re-join NTUC and try to untie the knot that I have in my heart.

     I quit NTUC to avoid the problem, some say. Hence I guess, its time for me to face it and I am now stronger to face any problem.

all but right

     There are many things happened this week. Stretching my mentality to the outermost.Emotional struggle. Everything seems to go wrong.

     Enough of the negative side, i am not going in detail. *laugh* Anyway, i bought 2 Jeans and one Ts. Finding myself lazy to shop again, i bought two at one go. The T-shirt is bought for the offer. 3 pieces for 30% discount. HangTen's jeans are not bad.

     After so much stress from work, school etc... FRI, i went out with a group of friends to Geylang. Hey! Not that Geylang Lorong. But Geylang Serai. The malay Village area. That's the second time i went in a week. WED with Jannah, FRI with Ris, Twins, Ju, Ahmad, Zul and Jannah.The journey wasn't exciting or fun. But the company makes the different. i am alittle tired, tense and stress at first, but slowly managed to socialise more.

     Don't forget, i am a little anti-social *laugh* Fine! its not funny. Just finished my project, will be concentrating on my report next week and relax myself.

TYPE B

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You're a more active person, draw a clear line between
happy and unhappy. You're more quick-tempered. If you
encounter things you like, you will do it w/o 2nd
thoughts. But once you meet things that you hate, you
will wish to get out of it asap. As you're a person of
your very own views, the friends you tend to have will
be the same pattern. But once you're good with your
friends, you will understand them a lot and go all the
way to help them. Friends are
very dependent on you. As you're too emotional, you
may make a storm out of a teacup with your friends.

Must learn to do things in order a nd do not give up
easily. Can try making friends with those you don't
think you can get along with, don't stick with the
same category. This will make you more popular and
charming.

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slightly better

     Occasionally, i might fall from all these barriers. But don't you worry for me *smile*, as i will still stand up and moves on. Definitely, all these will going to affect my life and maybe slowed me down. That doesn't mean i will stay there forever. 

     Blame it on my personality. *laugh* i am not going to be beaten so easily. All these will only be strengthening me, preparing me for a tougher battle coming soon in the future, who knows? *laugh* Vent out my anger... Curse this curse that...  have a good sleep... wake up next morning.... i am still ME! *laugh* Just a little disappointed in myself, but i will strke back. Now concentrate on the rest of my project and report. This always been my strength. i will, i mean i WILL strike back. *laugh*

     Online, offline, in school, outside school, through sms or even meet up. i have friends encouraging me along my way on recovering. Fine, fine, fine... i know you people are going to say boring, but i really happy for that. It really touches my heart. Thanks for the concern.

     Well... enough said... Now... back to the battle field... *laugh*

# 8 - THE BIG SHOT

8's are the problem solvers. They are
professional, blunt and to the point,
have good judgment and are decisive. They have
grand plans and like to live
the good life. They take charge of people. They
view people objectively.

They let you know in no uncertain terms that
they are the bosses. They
should learn to exude their decisions on their
own needs rather
than on what others want.

Famous 8's: Edgar Cayce, Barbara Streisand,
George Harrison, Jane Fonda,
Pablo Picasso, Aretha Franklin, and Nostrodamus.

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weak week

     Getting fustrated and bad week. Since last week, my pc had been down till today. Trying to finish up my project, but to no avail. Tomorrow must see Mr Ong. Project supposed to finish by FRI, but still got one Topic to go... haiz... Then i try to do at home today, when my pc is back working. i found out that my Flash MX CD was in Eugene house. So i think of doing the presentation first. But MS Office is not installed. *sigh* what a week... Getting headache...

     PC is finally back. Last week of attachment. But things aren't that smooth. Still struggling. Received many words of encouragement. But i still think i might fall soon... *sigh* Getting really stressed over these... maybe i should take things more easy... *smile*

     At MySpace.com, a gay named "Bus" actually asked me to be his friend, i accept but of course, tell him that i am not his type. Some friends say that they look me up due to the boyish, gayish pic i upload. Who cares? i like the way the picture is taken and the way he posed. He is a Thai National just in case you don't know...

Hello, my happy friend. You have high spirits and
know how to have a good time. When your friends
go out, most likely they invite you almost all
the time. You most likely will enjoy your
Halloween. Good for you. Keep up the
experiment. You probably light people's dark
days with your smiles and laughter. Although
you're good, doesn't mean you're an angel. You
can tend to have a scary and/or other type of
side to you. As long as you have fun, do your
scares this Halloween. Have a safe and happy
one, Joyous Pumpkin.

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