bad start

     I supposed to meet Xinyi at 4pm in THPZ, in the end I was late even though I took a cab down. I reached minutes late. I tried to call her but to no avail. I ended up wasting my 30mins walking around Thomson and miscalling her. Only when I am really fed-up, I walk into FairPrice. Guess what? She was sitting there. *sigh* I am so angry and I just keep my mouth shut. I just hate the way I feel, might be due to the lack of sleep.

     During work, I was placed next to Thye Foon, a lady who always in a mess and no one likes to work with her. I ended up having a pretty day at the counter. The only consolation was having Rain facing me as we chat and said things about ‘Arigato’, Thye Foon’s nick. *laugh*

     I am not behaving normal when closing. I suddenly feel very fed-up after finding out I do not obtain a balanced report. Being the last to close counter, I am already slow. Then came this blow. *sigh* There are lots of people trying to help, so that all of us can leave early. But it did not work out well. I almost blow up.

     I know that I am feeling fed-up and might just turn to anyone and scold, but I know that I will be unfair to any one if I ever shout at them, just because things did not go my way. They are just trying to be helpful. *phew* Luckily, I managed to maintain my composure and refrain myself from doing anything silly. But I received feedback that I am having a very black face. My friend had never see me in that status before. No wonder See Moy asked me what happen…