misunderstood

      Lately, i had been rather busy with the sai gang haha... all the driving... all the carrying... but i do feel misunderstood at times... but glad that its all over... there surely will be more coming up... with NDP had not gone into full swing for me...

      I somehow felt Jiu Hsiang wasn't feeling well recently... but don't know why... me and him recently tends to get heat up easily... maybe he is tired of my wilfulness... i used to be able to help those around me.. but recently im still recovering... hence i had a limit in my ability...

      Will be doing guards with him this weekend... hope that can get a chance to talk to him... for myself... i felt much better, just hope to clear all the unhappiness between me and him... i personally felt there is...