scars of life

      i am emotional kind of person... and when i am all alone... doing nothing... i will start to have my mind reflecting about my life... what i had done... and this time round... i start to think about the scars i get all these 21+ years...

      it all begins when i had cuts and bleeds in my company... some are deeper... some are minor... no worries... its normal as i never wear gloves handling glass panels... but after that i went to take a pair of gloves....

      i noticed that on my right hand... i had a small scar from primary school... we are playful and i get hurt by a friend... no, i don't blame him... but this scar made me remember his name till today... we are good friends then... Lionel... haha... Then came secondary school... the emotional scar... some things happened... and till today... i am still living with it... not totally affected but cant deny that it made my life dented...

      Army is the place where i earn my happiest moment and also my saddest moment... i had a number of scars... haha... emotional... physical... and also first time ever... i create scar on people i valued most... all my friends.... physically... i had one for mr Sito... i had a deep cut on my left leg when i fell into the small drainage... some upgrading in process and i fell into the 'trap'... and many small cuts while operating & work as RID 2IC... i am a golden spiker... remember? haha... Just as i about to leave army NSF life for good... i scalded myself... and that had become a scar in my left hand... a very obvious scar... it make me remember of the love i received from all my node mates when the incidents happened....

      thanks guys... its you guys that i missed most in army... the people i worked with in army... but of course not all lar.. haha... i try to forget those who bully me & treat me bad... hehe...