negative feelings

      i had been feeling very negative the whole night shift... not knowing why... first... i receive some 'scolding' emails... for doing the job well... then the company have a power dip... and cause some equipment & pc not working... ended up delaying our report doing... end up doing OT till 10+am.... haiz... last night is also one of my busiest night... do many sampling...

      We end up missing break for some food & i whole night only drink and never really eat... so my team was kind of hungry... We keep rushing the reports... Money really dont come easily.... I try to get some sleep after reaching home... but cant really fall asleep... There is construction in my neighbourhood... and i keep tossing ard on the bed...

      Now feel so lethargic... tonight i believe i am surely cannot be awake all night....