lost of kin

     What has the world become? Human are now so vulnerable... mentally.. physically.... Virus is breaking human bodies down... Making human mentally insecure... Everyone, Anyone who you chat happily with... may be gone the next day or next minute...

     I just received a news from my friend that his dad have last-stage cancer... and his mum committed suicide after knowing the conditions... She couldn't accept it... The second incident in within this month that i receive this news... though different scenerio & different time it happens... its still a lost of kin for my friend... jiayou... things can only get better...

     Thankfully, both my friends are still quite strong... or they appeared to be... Though never meet up with him.. guess he is now better le since it happened last month... but if i am him... i wonder if i can be that strong... or what will happen to my character or my brain or anything else about me...

     Hence, my friend... Treasure the people around you... Be it friends or family... if they meant alot to you... treasure them as we do not know what will happen next...

back to square One

      Ouch... ohhhH... yeah.... uhh.... Oh my.... yes.... Uuuhhh.... Oooo... Nice...

      Okok... i'll stop my moaning & shouting... its not that i'm doing something censored... i'm having mixed feelings over the exercise i did today... haha... its really painful... my whole body aching... went to gym in the morning... have a leg cramp on my way home... then rested before joining Dz & Zhang in Hougang for a 2.4km run... for me & dz, more of conditioning run... Too long never exercise le... its really painful & feel our fitness dropped... but the feeling is good & refreshing... especially you did it with good friends... guess my fitness is back to square one... Ganbate, aShz~!

      At work, its confirmed that one of my collegue who joined with me is resigning le... its really sad to see her go... but guess its best for her to leave her current job too... if im in her situation... may go too... she had a hard time adapting... and she is not settling in well... so i have to thank god to put me in team B... at least though i still sux... the team never give up on me... we still constantly received 'thanks' & 'praises'... of course, we receive 'feedbacks' too... but that's parts & parcels of life... at least i'm settling in...

      Though really reluctant... i may still leave my post if my application into uni is approved... im afraid that if i go study too late... i may forget ALL my stuff and may lose interest in it le... so hopefully get enrolled into local uni... as for private... will decide soon...

nyp... sleague... afpd

      Went back NYP for the first time since my driving TP... and into the auditorium for the first time since 2004... The Chinese Orchestra, indeed, surprise me with their performance. Led by a highly popular conductor, you never know you are watching a Orchestra concert if you never open your eyes. The atmosphere is almost like watching a pop star concert... Trust me, i never exaggerate... But they were let down once again by the male vocalist. He simply sound awful. They salvaged the whole night with surprises, especially the last few songs... Nice...

      I also went to National Stadium, to watch my first international soccer match. Singapore against Vietnam. To me, Singapore is hardly impressive. Totally disappointing. Its not the scoreline... more the way they performed... Credits to Vietnam fans, they create a soccer atmosphere throughout the match... Singapore fans? As usual, keeping cool... i feel S-League has more die-hard fans... haha... Should have go for the last night match instead... Singapore owned LAOS 11-0... this was the largest scoreline in international history for a very long time... Singapore largest win also... But they need to repeat their performance in order to show the scoreline is not luck...

      Today, i was being confirmed as an AFPD staff... Received a pretty good appraisal, my superiors are happy with my performance but need more improvement in many areas. Punctuality is being highlighted, but no worries... i had improved it since then, just that its not yet reflected... I'm sure they will see my improvement... So happy today... hehe...

hiCCups~!

      Facing many problems & thankfully i struggled through with a slightly improved mentality... haha... Nothing cannot be solved if you hold on with an optimistic mind... you pulled through eventually.... The most recent incident would have be having blood in my bowels for 3 consecutive days... Now, i am monitoring the situation le.. if it persists... may have to visit a doctor... hope that i did not get any illness...

      The problem with my pc isn't helping... for someone who likes to chat with friends online & play with friends online... things just didn't seem to go as planned... But still with my GREAT IT SUPPORT, i'm sure it could be solved somehow de... WE STAND TOGETHER~!

      Going to Liyan's Chinese Orchestra concert later... & look real forward to tomorrow's soccer match... May the Lions ROARRRRRRR~~~!

POWER to the FUTURE~!

      its day two & still enjoying the beginning of the brand new year... hopefully there will be some icing on cakes, when Arsenal takes on Charlton... Hoping a trashing~! i am so... so... happy for this two days... especially yesterday~! Don't ask me why... haha... i not telling u guys about it... haha... guess little people will know why... haha... 1st Day is a real good start... YEA~!!!!! *jumping up & down... punching in the air*

      Jianqiang sent me a link on horoscope... Its a 2007 forecast... surprisingly... whatever they state inside... saying what i will acheive in 2007... is something i find that i had been lacking... so its kinda happy & surprise that they mention it there... i was like 'wow, hopefully it all turns true~!!' i have so so much hope for this 2007... i am expecting many changes in my life... i am expecting lots from this year... and hopefully everything turns out well... and the lost sheep i am now, will find a way through this long road...

      Tonight will be my first night shift in 2007... its going to be a busy night... i expected it... so come... my friends... Let's work hard to acheive what we aimed for in this excitingly GREAT 2007 ~!!! WOooHHoooo~!

2007 Resolutions

      Alright, its the time of the day... this festive season, i have been making wishes, visiting temple... praying hard... all in the common mind for that wish to come true... i shalln't say out... haha... or it wouldn't be true... if you know me well... guess you would know what i really want... haha...

      So... 2007 coming up... what i wanted to acheived huh?! Let me think... hmm... alright... i'll list them here...

#1. Acheived & maintained @ 60-65Kg...
#2. Get into a local Uni, NTU or NUS or even UniSIM...
#3. Be a better person (a better friend too~!)... not only looks lar... but character as well, i totally sux... haha...
#4. Maintained WORLD PEACE~! lol... if i could do it with my 'power' (Generals, they are attacking our land)

      I wanted to enjoy 2007 more than my 2006... though its unpleasant & still get hurting... its much more better le... so i really look forward to 2007... may you guys see a brand new Liang soon~!

2006 Resolutions Check List

      Yesterday countdown was kinda special... we spent our last two hour under the rain... countdown time on stairs... enjoying all the stuns done by Heng... haha... so embarressing... lol... took some cOol pics... and yeah enjoying the moment... we walked... YES walked the whole day...~!! A night in musuem makes my day... and felt so like a child once again... we love it much...

      But the last few minutes of countdown was not that nice as no one really 'count down' and its seems so unexpectedly that the fireworks is released in the air... but nice one though fireworks don't wow me anymore... haha... thanks to NDP 2005... Anyway... enjoy the moment together... may this last forever...

      Here are the resolution of 2006...

#1. Lose some pounds to acheive acceptable weight of 60-65Kg...
#2. Hope to get into NTU...
#3. Aim to get a driving license
#4. Repay all the 'debts' i owed to friends... haha... 'ren qing zai'
#5. Jx could really treat me as a friend and maybe try to find topic to chat with me?

      i acheived #1 early 2006 before slowly gaining pounds back to 70kg again... lol... #2 is still distant away... But thankfully, i acheived #3-5... Jx and i are back as friends... and its heart-warming chat during my birthday... i got back license in August... though skills need to be brushed up... as i said earlier.. i did my best to repay my 'debts' and i feel... mostly are cleared... so now can focus to be a better friend? haha...