brooding mind

      its been 4 consecutive days i went for jogging... its tiring but fulfilling... i felt that i was indeed pretty weak... Here pain, there pain... out of breath... etc... or is it due to my lack of sleep ? hmm... Tonight running is slightly different... The mentality is different...

      I was unhappy over the fact that my sis invited her friend to stay over... without telling me in advance... end up i suppose to be meeting dz for FIFA... but haiz... the idea had to be abandoned... its been like this for a few times... i mean sometimes is my bro lar... so i at times wondered, how will things turn out if i had my own room... own pc?

      Hence with a heavy mind, i went downstairs at 10pm... its my earliest night run, ok? haha... but now feeling better... these days feel a little depress... over? actually, hard to say also... i also not sure the actual reason... maybe too many things in mind? haha... Thanks ming, for calling me immediately when i message you & the night chat was really great... i felt so much better after that...

      Looking forward to meet you soon...