Friday, November 16, 2007

Obstacles Everyday

      Recently, i faced obstacles and unhappiness almost everyday. I made mistakes at work, having to redo my report due to error at MS Excel etc. I even lost my handphone due to my carelessness... but if i think positively, i should be rather glad that its my phone rather than my mp3 player, though my handphone cost more.

      I wore a jacket that has a pretty shallow pocket. One contains my handphone, the other conatins my mp3. My creative mp3 player, though bought during a promotion, is more valuable as me & my buddy bought it together. Hence i may be more depressed if i lost this. Each own one. As for my phone, i bought it merely two months ago. I was real depress when i found that i, once again, lost my phone... I had been losing phone for a few times, making me feeling rather insecure of getting another one. To get a cheap one, its like pathetic or mistreat myself... To get a good one, how long can i keep it? Losing bits of confidence...

      Thankfully, Rick,Jun Hao & Cai Lei cheered me up. We were on our way to Kbox @Hougang Plaza. Maybe its due to my sadness, i wowed the three with my renditions of those songs i sang. They are pretty impressed that i sound different from 'live' (during work). Throughout the journey, Cai Lei keep on cheering me & consoling me. Haiz... but though i still feel sad over losing of a phone, I felt slightly better after that. Now... only afraid of my getting scolded by my parents.

      All as expected, i get grumbling & 'reminding' from my parents, the minute i stepped home. But it didn't last long though. I believe they feel that i was unhappiness enough le... So they toned down a little. But they still 'reminding' me to go stop the line, ask me where or how i lost it etc. What a nuisance~! But its all over...

      Recently, Cheng Jing injured her leg over some freak incident. Other team leader and more experienced staff had to take over her duties and work OT. Me being the only one available from Team A, will cover her duties for two days. I feel that it may increase IF she are to apply more days to rest. Looking forward for my break in December~!!!