Colorectal cancer

      There are many things happening recently... At work, i had been on normal shift for about a month. My current supervisor was good to me, willing to part his knowledge and analysing skills to me... Me no longer as panic as i used to be during morning meeting. Initially, i felt being controlled by my previous supervisor. A little unhappy over her doings, but now it seems she finally accept the fact that i no longer under her control. She could no longer control me, my OT etc.

      But somehow, i felt pretty lonely now at work. I am used to be in a team. Maybe workload decreases a little, maybe lesser interaction with my team-mates, i feel that i no longer part of them. Despite the fact that they still ask me out, i felt that things no longer the same. Its saddening but i have to accept this fact. I am no longer shift member or team leader. The interaction decrease is logical. Just that, i realise that i do not really have close friends with me le... maybe last time, due to running shift, my friends are mostly shift members. Going out also with them. Now... things are different.

      My health wasn't that good either. Last friday, i suddenly had a pain at my tummy. This pain comes occasionally. This pain was simply an alarm to me. Last week, i experience another time of having my stool filled with blood. Its more compared to previous encounter. I am a little worried about this. After sharing with my collegues, one of them pointed out that its symptom sounds a little like Colon Cancer. No harm having a check up despite the hassle i will have to go through. I may down to polyclinic next week for them to refer me to the hospital for check up.

      The month of august is another milestone of my life. I will be going for University studies starting this week, i will be 2 years after army life, it will also be 2 yrs of staying in this company of mine. At the same time, i will be taking a month of rest to recover my body, hope to slim down... at the same time, adapt the new field i will be studying in... Its a do-or-die month. Most importantly is my health... Hopefully, by the end of the month, i can say i have some accomplishment.

      First up will be tomorrow's chalet. After my PK being canceled, tomorrow will be the only event i look forward to this month. I will also be attending school tomorrow. Hope that i can enjoy this month as much as i could.