Reservist Day 04

      Headache... severe headache... today really feel tired... The weather recently is irriting. From CAT 1 in the morning to hot weather in the evening, i felt my head bursting soon. So tired that i have no mood to went out to do any other things. Slept on bus, think i irritated the lady beside me as i think i occasionally lean against her... but i really try hard to move myself back... but the bus move and i have no much strength to control le... Sorry auntie... I apologised... but thankfully that auntie did not stare or scold me etc.

      Today due to some squadron run or whatsoever, our training ends at lunch time. After that, its free time again. Some guys broke the rule and return late. Its obvious they are different from us. At least the attitude, but i noticed that one of them is different. And i am not mistaken... the guy is different. Mass comm (NP) student, how bad can that be? that course is one of the most difficult and much sought-after course. Too bad, he is mixing with that group of dark apples...

      Was it that i am tired or am i too emotional in watching show? The Perfect Cut 2 airing every weekday... i watched 2 episodes today, 1 from video and today's episode. I was so moved and cried when Sky went missing while Xiaoli fell when looking for him. She was afraid he commit suicide. She was plump and used the stairs when she couldn't enter the lift that are full. She fell at the stairs and couldn't stand up, felt useless and helpless... she cried... but thankfully Sky appear and offer her the helping hand. I may not be descriptive enough to let you feel how i feel. The scene is really touching.

      This show is really superb... i may really consider getting the dvd. There are alot of great scenes and story. Seeing Alex Tan feeling insecure, i can't help but feel sorry for him. Even the best will feel insecure, even the best can feel threatened, only the best will be afraid of losing EVERYTHING. His love for Sky (his brother) is strong, for Kelly is strong, but unfortunately, he is not good in his words... alright i shall continue watching the show... its really really the best show so far from Mediacorp...