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学业上的压力，
财经上的压力，
情感上的压力，
给予自己的压力，
排到慢慢的时间表，
有时真的似乎喘不过气来。

我有些疲惫，似乎到了该放弃的时候。
但庆幸的是我有几位对我不离不弃，了解我的好朋友。
面对他们，我能打开胸怀，有感而言。
对于他们，我抱有万二分的谢意。

谢谢你们！谢谢Thinyu, 定泽，Nat for the timely support!
You guys may not notice it, but thanks a lot.

现在的我除了疲倦，心情已经好很多了。
面对迎面而来的挑战，我会做好准备，不容易被打倒。
未来的路还很漫长，但我相信我能走到我要去的方向！

09.09.09

      what does '09' meant to you? Today, at 09:09:09Hrs & 21:09:09Hrs, we get to see something that we may need to wait for 100 years to achieve. Though next year, i believe we will see 10:10:10 phenomenum. But to be honest, do you feel anything at this time? How do you feel on this special day?

      I had been having a mixed feeling throughout the whole day. Yesterday, something happened and trigger my tiredness... Recently had been rather worn out over the events, assigments, school etc... Hence, get rather emotional easily...

      I gained a good friend 2 years ago, but lost a xiao di last year... both around this day. I had been asking myself if i should sms him. It was his birthday today. But... why should i take the first step since he is the one that did not wish to contact us... Why must we always be the one to give in...

      Despite all the struggle... i smsed him at 09:09:09pm a birthday greetings... to meet the special moment. But the reply i get was lukewarm. At least he bothers to reply, i guess? I shall not say i am disappointed... but guess still nursing the pain of losing a friend... but definitely not that hurting... Just tired... and a little emo.

      I wonder why he put the photo of me and him during our 'August fun Time'. Guess he did once said that he like the photos alot... So maybe i think too much, nothing significant over that decision... Anyway, i am too tired to think of anything else... But like what Nat say, i do feel better after deciding to sms him. Thanks thinyu for the listening ear too.. =D