你不知道的事

你不会知道 我的喜悦，
你不会知道 我在生气，
你不会知道 我的悲伤，
你不会知道 我在开心，

因为你不视我的喜怒哀乐。

你不会知道 我在期待，
你不会知道 我的心情，
你不会知道 我在等待，
你不会知道 我的想法。

因为你不视我的重要性。

-未完-

你不知道的事 - 王力宏

　　蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 才学会飞行
　　夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
　　我飞行 但你坠落之际
　　很靠近 还听见呼吸
　　对不起 我却没捉紧你

　　你不知道我为什么离开你
　　我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
　　你的泪滴像倾盆大雨 碎了满地
　　在心里清晰

　　你不知道我为什么狠下心　
　　盘旋在你看不见的高空里
　　多的是 你不知道的事

　　蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 才学会飞行
　　夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
　　我飞行 但你坠落之际
　　很靠近 还听见呼吸
　　对不起 我却没捉紧你

　　你不知道我为什么离开你
　　我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
　　你的泪滴像倾盆大雨 碎了满地
　　在心里清晰

　　你不知道我为什么狠下心
　　盘旋在你看不见的高空里
　　多得是 你不知道的事
　　我飞行 但你坠落之际
　　噢噢~

　　你不知道我为什么离开你
　　我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
　　你的泪滴像倾盆大雨 碎了满地
　　在心里清晰

　　你不知道我为什么狠下心
　　盘旋在你看不见的高空里
　　多的是 你不知道的事

封闭自己

欢乐后，为何会更悲伤?
玩乐后，又为何会更寂寞?

多久没有这种感觉了，或许因为自己已经建立起了一道无形的墙。保护最脆弱的心
灵，不让别人经略。但人总是防不胜防，在不知觉时，既然把防范之心给卸了下来。

难过可能是因为玩了很久, 是因为笑了太多, 是心理起了作用。

没有欢乐， 哪来的悲伤?
没有玩乐， 哪来的寂寞?
没有接触， 哪来的伤害?

突然间，脑子里浮现了一个问题?

是否该封闭自己一段时间?

好让自己了解现阶段的自己，要的是什么。
好让身心疲倦的自己，能得到适当的休息。
好让现在的自己，恢复平常的自己。

现在的我，真的快乐吗?

east coast park

      Over the weekend, i had two major activities... cycling @ East Coast Park should have been an easy affair BUT it is not. Lots of tussle going on and we get tired with a little knocks here and there. Still, i am able to take some of the nicest photos i ever took =).

Anemometer @ Bedok Jetty Donatello, Me & Edwin
Sun Setting view
One of the best photo i ever took =)
Flag Bearer for NDP 2010

rough time

      It happened to my friend before. It is happening to me now. But the reasons for the happening are different and now... the outcomes are different too. i had missed my exam timing due to oversleeping...

      I had a rough time today... I could not get a cab despite trying to go for the exam... Waited for 40minutes to no avail. It leave me no choice but to visit doctor for my sickness... Hopefully my appeal will be granted... For now, i could only sit and pray...

      I cried... i laugh... i even went crazy for a few minutes. Its been a long time since i behave this way... I remember the last time was in 30SCE during my night jog... i cried when i feel helpless at getting a cab... and when i reach home, i got another hit... salt on my wound... when i know that i made it to the Dean List. its an acheivement that i am suppose to be happy... I should be proud... i should boast around... but i couldn't as i was now at the bottom of my mood...

      But thanks to xiao ming who is available to accompany the whole day... i feel so much better walking around... exploring Kampung Buangkok! =x I also want to thank all those who saw my fb & tweets... consoling me via all mediums... Thank you.

new experience

      Its been a great week for me. My life had never been so packed with exciting events before. In May, i began my IPT training, making my debut in performing and went trekking. I love my life now, its tiring, but fulfilling! I am sure will be much happy if i am not studying and earning better pay, but i am not complaining as i am content with what i am going through right at this moment.

      IPT is a totally new experience for me. It helps my body to condition and get ready for tougher activities like the upcoming Mizuno Mt Faber Run 2010, and annual IPPT! I may participate in more runs this year like Nike Human 10k Race, Yellow Ribbon Run (SEPT) and even Standard Chartered Run (DEC)! Oh i forgot to mention the part II of my Mizuno Duo Wave (place yet to confirmed). I would have been to Adidas Sundown if i did not wait for company =x. Its great to get my body up and running. I am still far from being in good condition. My Muar trip concluded this.

      Last Thursday, i went with WeiPing & XiaoMing to Gunung Ledang & Muar. Despite the fact that we only moved up to CP4 (due to time constraint) of the 2nd most difficult mountain in Malaysia - Gunung Ledang (Mt Ophir), our legs could hardly support our body. We ended aching and needed a body massage to relax our muscles(slightly). Its exciting and for the first time, my legs are shaking unintentionally during an activities. Trekking is fun! but we need to be better prepared before we head for next trekking trip. At Gunung Ledang, we had great fun at the Puteri Waterfall & Kolam Gajah (CP4). Will post more about the trip at a later time!

      I can't have thought that my life will be so exciting. Its a little late for my age but hey, who cares?! More importantly i enjoyed my life and feel excited about my life, isn't it? After tomorrow's mid-term test, i will prepare for KL trip over next weekend. More trips are in the planning =)

Making My Debut

      I had experience in singing in a choir with my sec sch choir members in speech days... i had experience performing a musical instruments during my pri school... i had experience in singing as a choir in a joint school event! (and receive praises from my PRINCIPAL, Mrs Song!)... i had numerous experience in singing LIVE in KTV room =x but i had never performed a song in a duet right in front of a reasonable crowd PUBLICLY.

      I was at Simei Care Center performing together with a group of singing enthusiasts from Replugged Music. We enjoyed ourselves despite some hiccups. Those were the minor ones and its great to see some stand/sit and listen to us... singing along with us... The feeling is simply undescribable! haha. Anyhow, that marks my debut... first time singing with Kelly. Feel comfortable singing with her. And great to know the rest like Kokseng, Wayne, Donald, Darryl, Vivian, Angeline, Meixian, Kristen, Fion and of coz, Kelly =)

      This marks the end of my May events... Finally can take a rest for singing and concentrating on my fitness (IPT) and overseas trip (Muar & KL) before ending with a family event (Chalet!).

So Close

      A beautiful melody, soothing vocal... I have the urge to learn this song up. If ever i had the chance, to sing this beautiful melody to my princess... Who knows, i could also sing this for newly wed! If they invite me to! haha...

Lyrics:
You`re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I`m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you`re beside me and look how far we`ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We`re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let`s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

april = expenditure

      I think i saved a lot in the month of Feb & March but i spent like hell in the month of april! Went for 1 concert, 3 movies, 3 farewell, lunches... and i am sure you understand that i get a lot fatter too!!! I had great food in april and they, of course, came in a price!!!

      I had reaches the peak of my weight over the last 5 years! I can't believe it!!! i gonna exercise my ass off... Pardon my rough words! I forced myself to go for swimming & gym... and i hope it do helps... but only time will tell.. Must really save $$ for my studies... Hence, i guess, i will not be having expensive good food any time soon!!!

      Ganbateh Wee Liang! in the name of Metrosexual!!! haha

Kelly Clarkson 'Live' in Singapore

      In simple tee & jeans, i hardly recognised Kelly Clarkson on stage. She was here on Tuesday for her 'All I Ever Wanted' Tour in Singapore leg. To be honest, this was one of the least crowded concert i ever went to. Asian pop-stars gather a larger crowd than her. Imagine Jay Chou's concert tickets was out within 2 hours? But for those who gave this concert a miss, i am sure you will be regretted.

      The stage was a simple one. It seems to be more like a gig than a concert. She had with her 2 vocalists and a band, which includes a DJ. To perform in front of a rather small crowd (for a concert), i must salute her for her professionalism. She perform every song with equal enthusiasm, attitude and high energy! I certainly feel her sincerity! I wonder why the organiser did not pack us nearer to the center of the seats (facing her). Since most of the time, she will be singing towards the front.

      Frankly speaking, i actually mistook Clarkson as an opening act. The main reason was that i could hardly recognise her. She had grew rather plump (but her vocal still rather powerful). My last impression of her was in her "Never Again" music video. Where she was still (seems to be) a beautiful, slimmer lady. Her outfit could have been better though. My friend commented that she looks like someone who going to our heartland mall shopping. Or, maybe, she just want her voice to stood out and be the main attention?

      I am not a Kelly Clarkson's die-hard fan nor even considered a fan. I like her voice through classics like 'A Moment Like This', 'Breakaway', 'Since You've Been Gone' etc. Newer hits like 'Never Again' and 'Already Gone' sounds pretty good too. To be there in the indoor stadium, my job is to sit back and enjoy her performance. She did, in fact, impress me with her songs and covers. If you ever had a chance to catch a glimpse of her concert, this is surely all you ever wanted!

Here’s the setlist if you’re wondering:

1.All I Ever Wanted
2.Miss Independent
3.I Do Not Hook Up
4.Impossible
5.That I Would Be Good (Alanis Morissette cover)/Use Somebody (Kings of Leon cover)
6.Breakaway
7.If I Can’t Have You/Can’t Get You Out of My Head (Kylie Minogue cover)
8.Never Again
9.Lies (The Black Keys cover)
10.Acoustic Medley (Just Missed The Train, Low, Addicted, Gone)
11.Behind These Hazel Eyes (Acoustic)
12.Save You
13.I Want You
14.Don’t Let Me Stop You
15.Because of You
16.Walk Away
17.Since U Been Gone

Encore: 1.Already Gone
2.Seven Nation Army (The White Stripes cover)
3.My Life Would Suck Without You
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