Not knowing why but have not been myself recently... pretty glad to have friends concerning about me... and they notice the change in me... but there are some things i just can't let it out and be who i always wanna be... its just those times when we have to keep things to ourselves.... of course not that i don't trust my friends or what... but sometimes not knowing is better than knowing all or even just a little... Life will never be the same again... just hope that one day i can be who i wanna be....