Recently, too many things happening... all that mental struggle... some of you may notice it, some may not... to me its a mental struggle... and honestly speaking... none of my friends around me ... really noe me well... only Siang... and can tell he is tired too... to me... having someone to talk to is important... as im not a really independant soul... im juz a dependant child, a yet to grown up baby... people might beg to differ but the truth is i know myself... my just a weakling... not that i demote myself or what... but the fact is always there and not easy to hide... All i know is, what's happening now is because the history have carved this route for me... so i have no choice but to take it...