a path that took 3 years...
These 3 years... i had gone through alot... but with the least problems compared to my other friends... At least... i have lots of people who do care for me all these years... All treated me like their own little brother... take really good care of me...Friends around me had been complaining how competitive their classmates are... how worthless people around them are to be their friends... how unfriendly they are... etc... but i... did not really face this problem all my life... yes... i do suffer from depression over friends... but i guess... its due to my own problem... not others... maybe i always expect alot in life... causing more unhappiness...
when i am down, there are people who would come over me and asked if i am alright... there are people who would noticed and care... but not express themselves... or even people who sits down and talk to me... or should i say FORCE me to talk... haha...
Many people said before... You can have lots of friends... but those really true friends are less than 10.... but fortunately... i have more than 10 true friends... and at least 10 person i treated as buddies... They are people i don't mind dying for... if they need me... i shall be there... if not physically at least mentally...
Never had a chance to thank them... nor had the courage to say the word "THANK YOU"... its seems so easy... just two words... but i seems to changed alot.. and the more close u are to me... the more difficult for me to say "THANK YOU" but no matter how... if these people get to see this post... i would like to say a big.....