NS Liability: Phase 2 Begins

     The time has come... after much disappointment... even if tears did fall... its time to report to my new posting... I need to pick myself up once again after this expected fall... In order to stand up tall once again, i need to prepare for the next IPPT... I would have to pass it... How? my weakest stations are SBJ and Chin Ups...

     I had tried to keep myself busy these days... in order not to have extra free time to thought about what was going on... Many people might simply ask... what is there to think about? Yes... true to some extend... since i am not in any position to change anything... i have to move on isn't it? Even if i know all these, i just can't help to think and regret... All the 'what if' came up to my mind...

      I went out on Friday evening with Boon Hui, Tim, Edwin, Samuel, Calvin & Jon... Play Lan games... chit chat... Boon Hui and i left earlier since both of us have to meet other people... He and his girlfriend... while me with my polymates... I went to Liquan's house overnight with HangMing & WeiPing. Then, wandering around Tampinese with Boon Hui yesterday for just one hour before headed back SengKang... This morning, i went swimming with my family... Nice and relaxing... It's been a long time since i last submerge in water... and i swam, for the first time, many laps... feel the strain on arm... but happy to be there...

      Feeling down these days... i have talk to some friends... Hwee Li, Boon Hui, Jiemin... While others did voice out their concern.. Its nice to have them... Give me sometime... i will try and make the best out of this posting... who knows? maybe i get a chance to go commanding school? or even get a bigger role than ever? Just pray for me out there... c",)

     There was once a friend told me this... "If all the pillars were to fall... you will be the last pillar standing..." So i guess... i will pull it through once again...