Ups & Downs

      Happy... disappointed... sad... touched... great... poor... anxiety... stressed... These were just few words to describe how i felt all these while... many things happened... happy moments and, of course, the unwanted disappointing moments...

      After meeting old friends over Siang's BBQ, i felt so good... i always love to hang out with them... But... Disappointment soon arrived... Feng's appearance was rather unexpected... and her needs for cash is more unexpected... but still i lent her the amount (not small to me)... When i am still pondering about this matter... Jian Xin urge me to get a shirt since he is getting one and i do show interest in getting one... (those short-sleeves) Although i am rather happy and excited in getting one... which suited me quite well... our relationship with Kwang Rong had become worse... No matter how a person is... i still feel sad for making a friendship shaky...

      Last Saturday, i went out with Jiemin, Eddie, Joseph, Wee Teck, Jonathan, Guan Ming, PC 2LT Hong & Sgt Terence... i was quite happy that Eddie managed to invite Hong & Terence along... Its wasn't a big party going on... just a simple steamboat dinner at Marina Bay... We chat along and watched 'Taxi' after most of us wanted to watched the show, anyway... its a very nice show... Its been weeks since i last saw them... Miss all those good old days... spent with them... No matter how hard the training is... we simply ENDURED... IMPROVED along the way... and most of us, EXCEL... Took one photos but unfortunately, Jiemin & Terence left earlier... so they were not in the picture...

      On Mon, we had SUM EX (Summary Exercise)... FUN!!! but tiring... learnt quite alot... not very happy with my day performance... but as for night, i think i do quite well in helping other detachments... But the practical test + a little bit of theory stressed me up... As it was held on THURS & FRI... while my guard duty falls on WED night... so wasn't in my tip-top condition... and on FRI's test... which is today, i somehow mentally blocked on my Theory for SSD & mixed up some equipment test between CNRI & MUX... was very disappointed... luckily, managed to bounce back in the last segment, SSD practical....

     Hence it was rather 2 weeks of ups & down... and my SI course is coming to an end... will get posting results on MON... which i will also be having a very difficult theory test on the same day... heard many unexpected questions will pop out... Just hope for the best lor... haha...