First day of Adv. MSET and i felt sian already... we were seated ard 8am and only begin to move into groups around 9am... which is a wastage of time... not enough rest as this Adv. MSET's environment had totally changed, compared to Basic MSET... All instructor, apart from two, are new faces... pretty strict rules are enforced... i feel there are pros & cons though... shalln't elaborate that...
At times, i felt that what's the point of clearing your unhappiness when there is no turning of events... hmm... sometimes disappointment will result in having lesser motivation to ask question ba... if a student ask 10 questions to a teacher & the teacher in return failed to reply any of them... Do you think a student will ask again? if i am the student... i'll simply keep quiet...
Feeling the problem lies in me... what can i do? Since i observed that no matter how much i said... things will improve only for the following two days... and no more... i guess its the CSM case... maybe its just me... so if myself did not change... i will feel that all around me wasn't what i wanted it to be... feeling tired yet no mood for sleep... need to force myself again...
Perhaps... just that he or they don't really cares...