too much to bear

      Bruises... cuts... insects bites were all over my body... foot rots... pimples outbreak... somehow i was injured... never had time for myself... i had to endure mental torture... wasn't able to get into sleep... due to the same old matter... resulting in chatting with Daniel till 1.15+ am...

      Had been enduring my Det Comm... not really able to endure the way he works and cooperate with him... but fortunately... we did not fumble in front of OC in Kranji... or RSM in Mandai... In Kranji Dam, the whole node outperform ourselves... RID made the timing on the dot... for the first time... 30mins... though im sure we are far from it... but i feel we are getting close... all work hard for Lt Wu sake... for the first time this week... his smile was beaming...

      i don't know what happen to TH again... during Ex Falcon, he mood swing and had a misunderstanding... and after Ex... he simply paired up with Jx again... now 2 V 1.... Great... with so much physical pain... i had Det Com problem... and now back to Jx + TH problem... i am really being tore apart... Thanks to Daniel... i am able to calm myself... if not... i don't know what will happen... but now... i don't wish for anymore things le... they can treat me whatever they want... they only care for themselves... so who cares...

      If this is what you guys want... its not me giving up on friendship... but you guys decide to give it up... stop playing me out... making me suffer... you guys like it, isn't it? enough is enough... no matter how hard i tried... no matter how much i changed... nothing will be enough for you guys... i couldnt care much anymore... one day... i will go beserk...