For a child to suffer what an adult had to suffer... is it too much? he... whom many people had protected over the years... now suffers from what to him a biggest dilemna in his life... he is now pondering over what he should do... how he should react... things just happens too fast for a child like him to react... he may look and IS already a young adult... but blame it on his character... he is too childish to be an adult... too wilful to be mature... too spoilt to behave?! But is it his fault? maybe to some extend...
Always... he need guidiance from his friends... and to him... one sole person is very important to him... he has been there for him when all his other good friends leave him... and now... he is hurt by this buddy... Might not be entirely his buddy fault... but its his character that causing his pain... he is too wishy-washy for decision making... too petty and too possesive over his buddy... especially when he had lost 2 buddies in 2005...
Will he recover back to his normal self? Will he figure out which is his normal self? It all depends on his buddy's reply to his mail... let's just pray for this little soul...