sorry my friend ...

      Now the swell get smaller le... but i did struggle for pain when the medicine effect's gone... the pain simply crawls back... tired... headache... but simply cant sleep as too painful le... but struggled through... thanks to my parents help... i really cry out when my parents not around in the room... though i get sleep for only one and a half hours plus... i feel refreshed... Hebe was dead... but Elva was borned... Hurray...

      These days... i try all my means to keep my swelling smaller and my wounds heals faster... for teck, terence & Dz... teck organise a terence bday celebration today and rarely all twelve can go... i am the only one that not able to go... so i try to make it... but seems like me and terence is 'cursing' each other? now... terence is not able to make it... due to alot of things... but still manage to see him... but i really must apologise to him on behalf of all of us.... Sorry Terence....

      Planning to make it a surprise for all of them especially Teck & terence... i only let Dz and Kang (the one who book the restaurant) know about i may be going... but due to some miscommunication... Kang let out the news... end up no more surprise le... a little mood affected...

      Now that i have to concentrate on resting my wounds for NPT le... i don't wish to leave my buddy alone for the NPT... no matter what... i will try to make it... not that i 'garang' or what... but i worry that he will suffer... N39 will suffer... not sure how the rest view me... but on my part... i try to do it... hope they understand me... HG & Wu treat me very good... just wanted to do something for them too...

      Something happens today... and i totally lost my mood... and yet... he as my buddy... did not comfort me... rather disappointed... but end up i had kang, kek & zhang around... accompanying me... especially zhang... i guess i shouldn't bother him with all those childish stuff... even he is my buddy... to him... i am a grown up... and i should know what i should do... what is right... what is wrong... and when i am doing right... when i am doing wrong... so i guess.... i'm left alone to grow up ba... time to grow up le... xiaoLiang...