injury prone

      Hadn't been a good week for me... i guess... at Live range, my earplug spoilt... so i repaired it... after which i lost it while moving from one training shed to another as my detail was called upon... during the shooting, i had IA and causing myself to lost 3 rounds not expanded... As i thought my team need more points to be in the safe zone... i aimed to perfect my day shoot... but it seems that i was destined not to shine...

      i managed to maintain my composure and shot down the rest of the targets in my morning shoot... i am really disappointed... but i guess no one really can understand how i feel... even if i type now... may not be close to how i feel then... i even fell into the drain that day... thought no serious injury for that fall... At night, i miss quite alot too... but thankfully, enough to cover up my team's missed targets to pass the range... still, im disappointed with my own performance... As for the team, i really didn't expect to get marksman... though many may thought i really aim for it... i am not that selfish...

      During the range, i lost my soul after the day shoot... and soon injured myself as i carelessly cut myself with the drain cover while retreiving empty rounds... today, i fell into a 'trap' and cut my leg while transfering stuff for my friends to new bunk... both cuts seems to be quite big... leg one deeper... both simply bleeds alot... hence i ran to toilet to wash the wounds and cover up... i guess, my soul had been shot dead during the range... as i continued to daze through my time... sorry Dz & team... i'm not competent enough... if i am, you guys could enjoy more of the night shoot le...

      Came back from a disappointing outing... a bad choice going there... i just thought of accompany Dz during the return journey... but ended up, i brought so much unhappiness to the outing... Sorry Zhang, just blame me for the lateness... my buddy is not at fault... but this will most likely my last outing... so don't worry that i wouldn't make you wait anymore... Dz, you are not at fault... if you are... then i will be worse... don't blame yourself... its all destined... that's all i have to say... no more... no less...