knowing me better

      Recently, i had meet up with a few pals that i seldom met up with... ivy, hangming, weiping, pearly, jiahui, xinyi etc etc... they all play a part in my life... Poly... working... i'm sure they will continues to be my good friends when time goes on...

      i'm glad that i haven't lost the touch to bring laughter to their lives... even though i may lost some to bring to lives of my army friends... its really great to see people laugh... smiling all because of you... and you know they had troubles... they have worries... but they cast them aside when you are there... maybe not entirely about me.. but i'm glad... i contributed... its then... i finally found back my soul... why i had friends with me... why my friends chose me to be their friends...

      Just when i had thought that i had lost the buddy in him... he appeared in my life once again... and help me return to my poly soul... my usual self... at least no worries at that time... and sure... getting to know who i used to be... or gaining my usual self make me live happier... i wouldn't say i no longer unhappy... but its getting good progress... and specially thanks to Hang Ming...

      i can have lots of friends... lots of good ones... or even brothers etc... but not everyone can be my buddy... and i chose two... Dingze & HangMing... its the spiritual connection... the common thinking... the i-know-how-you-feel & i-know-what-you-think that make me feel that i made them my buddy... and glad ... i'm recognise in return... and you definitely need two hands to clap.. the same goes for buddy...

      I will try to be who i am and who i was...evolving into a better friend... listener... Thanks jianqiang, wansan, jiahui, xinyi and kang for encouraging me to quit the Ambassador of Sadness position... so... i applied for Ambassador of Laugther le... lol...