: Most Touching Incident :
#1 Not much touching incident happened this year to me... all are pretty mild... not one that can make me cry... maybe the more notable one will be a recent event... my 22nd birthday... had a quarrel with buddy & friends... but end up they still willing to celebrate my birthday with me... despite the weather (rainning whole day leh... sad) & tension in our friendship... JQ even bought me some small gift apart from the Lounge 12 shared gift... something i feel surprised and a little touch to receive... Thanks JQ~!
#2 Oh... how can i forget about the scar i had... i scalded the back of my palm with hot water... The whole node show tremendous care for me... Dingze & HengGhee offering me food... the others asking me to rest... asking me my conditions... etc... i really felt for the first time in the whole year that i actually meant something (if not alot) to my node people... i think i did drop a tear... not for the pain... but the heart-warming reception i received... they are really my brothers in arms...
: Most Disappointing/Hurting Incident :
Its not about once or twice ba... more like a series of event that caused myself hurt... or maybe its me, myself & i causing myself hurt... since no one would have admit that i am hurt due to him... or them... so ya... at times, i felt like i was ignored... or people doing things behind my back etc... then i would be sad and felt hurt... especially if people who are closer to me... ya so... guess those incidents really create a dent in my heart... not going to recover that easily...
: Friend Of The Year :
Terence (could have been jin or hangming) - Never thought that he would be the one i selected... Since i know him from SI days... he is a willing party to fool around with me... those times where i named my no1, no2 & no3... haha... now no longer the standings.. though they still hold a place in my heart... my no1 Terence... haha... had a short chat with me in Taiwan... where i really really almost wanted to give up everything i have... its him that make me feel like... someone really know what i am going through... many friends told me they understand... but they only say and i don't feel it... i alwayz thought... actions speak louder than words... and Terence won it hands down... love ya *muakz* haha...
: Highlights Of 2005 :
Guess it would have been the Taiwan ROC Trip... The outfield allows me to show care to my buddy due to the cold weather, not sure if he feel it lar... haha... i like the warmth... in heart when we sleep in the unimog head... Our node also showed care & concern to each other... so its really a meaningful one... R&R to me was special, due to some reason, i chose to go with another group... though sad, but never regret my decision... they had a happy R&R without me... so what could i expect more?
To many, maybe i never really performed... both being a friend or worker... being a friend... i felt i did my best, its for my friends to judge le... i could say nothing more... being a employee... i had some ups & down performance but still acceptable... i gave myself a C grade for my performance this year ba... a small improvement from last year's D