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      To say that i am not tired, its will be nonsense... i am really very TIRED... Feeling the stress piling up over the tight schedule & my inability at my work place... i felt that i am really lack of experience, lack of knowledge & i am definitely someone FAR TOO SLOW... i must admit... i am someone with reactions slow... is it due to age? im aging... HELP ME~! haha... i was so disappointed that i was not trusted at my workplace and was insist to verify my finding... but guess he will never trust anyone than himself...

      Glad to hear that Jx had finish his exam... Now... with that day coming... i wonder if i could have my wish fufiled... having my buddy & him around with me on that day... haha... Kinda wish him... and its always been my wish to be with my buddy & him on this particular day... to see if my dreams can come true... we shall wait & see...

      Had been watching Ella's new show, Hana-Kimi with Wu Zhun (from Fahrenheit)... its really nice... some parts of the show reflects my feelings & my life... i wouldn't say identical... but its definitely similar... she was once gigantic... but for love & idol, she slim down and became a fast runner, even FASTER than the guys... i was once a fat ass but after slimming down for some reasons... though not the FASTEST runner... but at least my running had been improved too...

      Wasn't feeling so good these days... as the day is coming... and will it be a disappointment or will it be a day i dreamt for...? i had no idea... and there is a part of me feeling jealous seeing that particular picture in his profile... yet i never made it to his profile... never once... its saddening... but i have to admit it... he is his good/close friend... and may be closer than i do... i have to learn to feel content... its just me...