my #1 is now gone...

     Have it happens to you before? When you see people around you get hitched... get into a relationship... again and again... yet... it seems forever to be your turn? What's worst... your siblings falling in love with someone you had a crushed for a very wrong time... Life been annoying, isn't it?

     Thankfully, this did not happen to me... or should i say, the last part didn't. I just watched 27 Dresses. A fun, lovely story that showcase one lovely girl who went to 27 wedding as maid of honour... assisting 27 brides in their weddings. All different themed. Yet her boss, someone she had a crushed with, falls for her sister at first sight. A rather simple yet not that simple movie... rather fun watching. Maybe because of the news i heard from Terence make me feel more for the main actress...

     Yeah, as i said earlier on, people around me get hitched, get into a relationship... or even break up and get a new one... All so fast that i almost lost to keep track. I should be happy that Terence found someone he love. But some part of me feel sad... Hey, he is my #1 in 3SIG, you know? *laugh* Honestly, he caught me in surprise. He wasn't one that i would expect to get a girlfriend first (among 12 of us). But definitely, one of the better catch among us. So... maybe i shouldn't be that surprise after all... at least i am now his mistress... *laugh*

     Feeling a little low... but hey, i am fine actually. Since its myself who can't accept another person in my life. I love myself more than anyone else. *laugh* But to be honest, i did change a little over the years... After watching those Taiwan's Idol Drama... those movies... i was actually being moved... but still the special one is not in my life yet... so maybe, i am fated to wait or.... simply be single... Bachelor wasn't a bad idea...

     Some part of me had this little confidence telling me that i should able to succeed should i had someone in my mind. Hence, i keep trying to increase my market value of myself by slimming down... or find clothes that suits me... though keep failing, i never give up trying.